How very frustrating.
I'm trying to find a way for Ilya to summon Shinji, but obviously for there to be any story he can't be a Berzerker.
Which means, perhaps, I must switch classes around? But to do so, I would need to keep things straight in my head, and I can't keep things straight in my head.
And I have to things two things ahead, and I can't think two things ahead.
Do you understand?
How very frustrating.
The story, as I see it so far in my mind. And by mind, I mean this piece of lines paper. And by lined paper, I mean this lined paper which also have a scribble of a disco-dancing waitress in sunglasses. And an attempt to record all alternate spellings of the name "Tom Dooley". And what appears to be a crappy sketch of Lady Madonna. I do my best work deliriously, anyway.
*Something about using the Dead Sea Scrolls as a catalyst? Nearby note: "figure out way to word vague prophesy makes reference to single person, yet still fits w/Old Dudes' scenario"
*Something about arguments about magic, but I crossed it out and wrote "goes along b/c that's what he DOES" instead.
*Something about Bach?
*"Him: I don't really want to hurt people. Her: You're totally useless, lol". Yeah, I actually wrote that.
*Something about "save life" and "nice guy".
*"[undecipherable] is fix the hole in the wall I mean [undecipherable] hell's bells!!!!" Your guess is as good as mine.
This would be totally more useful if I could remember what I was thinking when I wrote these. These notes were supposed to trigger my memory, but they don't work. I'm totally re-making minor story elements every time I think about the story again.