Well, it's been a wild ride so far, hmm. It's always so intriguing how it bothers me to torture Takato like this, yet I'm still driven to write more of his trials and tribulations. Humans truly shine the brightest when they are swallowed by the deepest darkness. Takato is my "human exemplar." In "Tamers", he's just an ordinary boy who "dreams."
That is enough to create a hero.
Thank you all for reading "Gardens of Babylon."
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Creating a new Makino Ruki was never an issue. It was probably the easiest of all ômiraculousö acts he would perform that day.
Under any other circumstance, the degree of familiarity Matsuda Takato had with the entity publicly known as ôMakino Rukiö would be deemed nothing short of disturbing.
Matsuda Takato truly knew ôMakino Rukiö better than anybody else, and all that knowledge was available to Lucemon Magus Mode. From the most esoteric things such as her quirks, likes and dislikes, her tastes in food and clothes and her conditioned reactions to all sorts of unexpected situations, to the most fundamental things like the frequency of her menstrual cycles, her visual acuity, the thickness of her hymen and the distribution of fats throughout of her body.
Matsuda Takato knows Makino Ruki even to the molecular level: not even the chain of billions of DNA base pairs that make her genome is a mystery to him.
No, creating a new Makino Ruki was never a problem at all. She was his most complex, most refined and most detailed Dream; one he had worked on with painstaking dedicationàafter the first one, that is.
The point is, the possibility of failure was basically unconceivable.
No, ôcreatingö Ruki was never the problem.
The problem was making it so that ôMakino Rukiö never died in the first place.
It was truly telling Reality to shove it and allow itself to be overwritten.
People are supposed to die when theyÆre killed, after all.
The amount of Degradation something like this would unleash upon his soul is enormous. Matsuda Takato knew this fairly wellùafter all, he has already done this seven times before. Even worse, Ruki was actually ôeasyö to force upon Reality; it would be much worse if he had to bring back, letÆs say, Katou Juri.
But stating all this is pretty much pointless.
After all, Lucemon Magus Mode does not know hesitation, nor does he fear Degradation.
That is Matsuda TakatoÆs problem, and a punishment he accepted years ago.
So, the Demon Man in the shape of an angel Dreamt.
He Dreamt, and the world was engulfed in the radiance of his Dream.
And when the Dream ended, Lucemon Magus Mode ceased to be.
He was not one to delay matters; his ômissionö had been successfully completed, so there was no reason for him to stay any longer.
Not even to delay the horror Matsuda Takato was about to experience.
Not even for one second.
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The sky howled in agony and terror. It sounded like the death throes of countless birds mixed with the pained shrills of thousands of children.
Next to Lilithmon, the Avatar of Pride wore a placid smile as they watched the Gardens of Babylon fall apart. Millenniummon was gone somewhere; who were they to fathom the movements of a being that transcends time and space?
ôWhat is the soul, Lilithmon?ö he suddenly asked, but never took his eyes off the depressing scene in front of them. ôWhere is it?ö
The vivid colors of the garden gave way to the dark tones of death. It was as if someone had unleashed a spell of aging throughout the entire place, and the many different flowers that adorned the open roads rapidly died, fell apart and became dust.
Lightning tore through the dark sky, and the very air around them howled as if physically hurt by the electric stream.
ôIf we refer to the soul as æthat which defines our identity and uniquenessÆ, then it is a lot easier for us Digimon.ö Lucemon then placed a hand on his chest. ôWe could say our æsoulÆ is contained within our DigiCore.ö
ôBut, then, whereÆs the human soul?ö he continued the monologue even as the Gardens around them lost their liveliness and became a barren land of ochres and grays.
ôMaybe there is not such a thing as æthe soulÆ,ö Lucemon suggested. ôMaybe this is only a metaphysical construction representing the harmony of TakatoÆs mind and body. We say the Degradation affects the soul, and by consequence the body and the mind, but maybe thereÆs no need for such an intermediary.ö
ôWhatever the case, it does not matter whether a thing such as æthe soulÆ exists or not. It is just a convenient meta-concept. What truly matters is what is happening now.ö
Lilithmon watched the dying land with mixed feelings. She was the Avatar of Lust, and she appreciated beauty as much as she sought decay.
ôAre all the flowers goneà?ö she wondered.
ôNo,ö Lucemon answered. ôThe human æsoulÆ is strong. TakatoÆs æsoulÆ is strong. So far the Degradation had affected far away areas in the Gardens; thatÆs why we could not notice. But today Takato has triggered an unbelievable amount of Degradation. It will not be enough to end him, but both his body and his mind will be permanently scarred by this.ö
LucemonÆs grin widened.
ôToday, a huge step towards my victory has been made.ö
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ôUhhàughàö
With trembling lips and groggy eyes, Makino Ruki woke up.
She did not know this, but she was the Eighth.
ôRukià!ö a female voice gasped in unrestrained relief. Ruki found the teary smile of Katou Juri.
ôCan you get up?ö a familiar annoying voice spoke behind her. She felt hands trying to push her body to a sitting position.
ôGet your filthy hands off me, Akiyama,ö she spoke in a voice she found uncomfortably weak.
ôGood to see youÆre just fine,ö the Legendary Tamer responded, and Ruki immediately frowned.
Where was Mr. PerfectÆs usual humor? His voice was disturbinglyàflat.
ôJustàwhatà?ö
She remembered.
Sakuyamon was fighting the Zudomon, and thenà
ôRenamon!ö she gasped out, and her eyes sought her partner, but they were blocked by JuriÆs and RyoÆs bodies. ôWhereÆsà!?ö
When she found her, an unbelievable sensation of relief washed through her body. She was laying on the concrete, just like her, and she was unconscious. However, Ruki did not see any external wounds or any discomfort on her face. MarinAngemon was using his healing powers on the fox-like Digimon, and Hirokazu and Guardromon stood by her left side like an unasked for guardian.
ôWhatàhappenedà?ö Ruki inquired. She still did not know the source of that ridiculous power that knocked her and Renamon unconscious. She remembered the first strike that disabled their Ultimate evolution, and the second which sent them flying to shore. She remembered the unbelievable strength and the tremendous pain which had now become little more than an annoying discomfort all over her body.
How was she still alive? Had Renamon protected her with her own body?
ôOh, Ruki, IÆm so sorry!ö Juri gasped out, reaching for the other girlÆs hands and wrapping them in her own. ôI couldnÆtàI couldnÆt stop itàö
Ryo frowned. Juri had also apologized to the other Tamers, but she had not really made clear just what exactly she had done. Then again, the current circumstancesà
But still, they needed to know.
ôJuri,ö he called with unusual bluntness. ôJust what is going on?ö
Juri made a pained expression and dropped her face, unable to face the two most experienced Tamers.
ôIàI donÆt think I can explain everythingàright nowàö
Ryo did not assent. He could accept that answer; it was a promise of an explanation in the near future. Howeverà
ôThen at least tell us what the hellÆs happening to Takato!ö
Takato.
It was truly a magical word which sent RukiÆs brain into high alert.
ôWha-WhatÆs going onùö
And only then she noticed. It was as if she had finally tuned herself to TakatoÆs frequency, and suddenly it became awfully clear in her ears.
Somewhere in the distance, someone was screaming, and the screams were like poison-coated arrows in RukiÆs heart.
ôTakatoà!ö
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Lee Jenrya had experienced this feeling before. It was a horrible feeling he wished on no one.
Futility.
The unsettling awareness of the fact that, no matter what he did, he could not stop what was going on before his eyes.
Matsuda TakatoÆs screams ceased only long enough for his lungs to catch air.
ôTakatoà!ö Jenrya called the boyÆs name, squeezing his right hand between his own two hands. Takato did not seem to be aware of the gesture.
ôAhàaahhhà.ö
Across from TakatoÆs body, JenryaÆs little sister covered her mouth with her hands as if to stifle her moans. What she could not hide, however, were her tears upon watching the horrifying scene in front of them. Lopmon had placed a tiny paw on TakatoÆs left shoulder, and watched the suffering boy with unbridled worry.
Terriermon stood to his partnerÆs left side, watching the horrible scene with an unusual, quiet solemnity.
Matsuda Takato was a wreck. There was no other, accurate way to describe it.
It was hard to decide what the worst thing was. The screams were disturbing enough, and they were accompanied by TakatoÆs face distorting into horrible masks of unfathomable agony.
No, there was no one thing Jenrya could label as æthe worstÆ. This was a terror that struck in every level.
They were watching TakatoÆs body fall apart.
His skin and clothes had gained a lively yet disturbing red tone. Jenrya knew this meant TakatoÆs capillariesùand maybe even some larger vesselsùhad ruptured all over his body. The white of TakatoÆs eyes had been replaced by scarlet.
Takato was sweating, crying and pissing blood.
His body began to shake in a disturbingly excessive manner, reminding Jenrya of TV depictions of epileptic seizures.
ôWe-We have to hold him!ö He spoke far more loudly than he needed to. ôHeÆs gonna hurt himself even more at this rate!ö
The two similar Digimon nodded and hurried to hold TakatoÆs upper body with their tiny arms. Jenrya had substantial trouble getting a hold of TakatoÆs flailing legs and forcing them to stay on ground level.
His eyes moved to his paralyzed sister. It was not that Terriermon and Lopmon were not strong enough; they were just too small to hold Takato properly.
ôXi?och?ng!ö He called out in the proper Chinese pronunciation; the way he did whenever he scolded the girl.
The sudden call in their fatherÆs native language startled the girl, and she immediately understood her brotherÆs wordless demand.
ôAh, ahàyes!ö
She knew Takato was not looking at them, but she still avoided looking at his face. Those bloody eyes and that expression of inconceivable pain were just too much.
Shiuchon reached for TakatoÆs left shoulder...and the distinct sound of bone breaking struck their ears.
ôAh!ö Lopmon gasped as he jumped backwards and away from Takato. His little eyes watched in horror how TakatoÆs left arm, now detached from the destroyed shoulder, flailed uselessly next to his Tamer.
Takato screamed even louder, and it became more than Shiuchon could handle.
Lee Jenrya sobbed in futility at the sight of his friendÆs and his sisterÆs screams.
ôLee-san!ö
His eyes darted to the boy standing to his left.
Hirokazu was trembling: he was obviously afraidùof the screams, of the unknown, of whatever was making his friend suffer like thatù, but he still tried to make a steeled face, staring down at the half-Japanese boy as if expecting something from him.
ôWhat should I do?ö
Jenrya wished he could afford the boy a smile for his little burst of courage.
ôJustàjust hold him. Gently, but make sure he doesnÆt flail around.ö
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Pain.
There was only pain.
It was truly pain like nothing he had experienced before, and he believed he was fairly acquainted with pain after the last five years.
But even in this pain, Matsuda Takato was thinking.
He had to; there was no choice.
As long as the Game continued, his brain had to keep working.
But, the painà!
He could feel it, both at a physical and an intellectual level: his body was collapsing. He could not begin to calculate how long it would take for his Crest to heal this amount of damage.
But it was not only his body that was falling apart, was it?
No, his mind would follow.
He had no idea what would happen, as he did not really know just how much damage he would receive. Was it enough to turn him into a vegetable? Or would his personality degrade to the point he would become an emotionless doll?
What about his memories, then? What would he forget, if anythingà?
It did not matter. This damageàit did not matterà! Even if he forgot the Tamers, Guilmon, or that precious person he lost years agoà! It did not matter!
As long as he did not forget that, nothing else mattered!
His salvation and his most secret of secrets: his carefully thought æplanÆ for victory!
As long as he had that, it did not matter what else he lost!
But, stillà
ôTakato!ö
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It was almost miraculous, Jenrya thought, how the screams ceased in an instant the moment Makino Ruki called that boyÆs name.
Matsuda Takato had suffered a terrifying ætransformationÆ in front of his eyes, and now Jenrya was afraid to break more bones by holding him by the ankles.
It was as if TakatoÆs body were being eaten from the inside.
Muscles thinned at frightening speed until the body became little more than skin and bone. Except for the absence of an inflated belly, Takato reminded Jenrya of the unsettling images of starving children in Africa.
ôTakato!ö Ruki called again. She had needed JuriÆs and RyoÆs help to make it to her best friendÆs side. She was worried about Renamon as well, but thisàthis sight before her eyes was too horrible to ignore.
TakatoÆs bloodied eyes sought the source of the voice, and his right hand feebly tried to reach it.
ôNeeàchanàö
A strange pain gripped RukiÆs chest. This wasàthe second time she heard Takato say that.
ôTakatoàö she spoke more softly this time, reaching for TakatoÆs hand. ôTakato, an ambulance is coming, soàpleaseà!ö
What did she want to say?
æHold on for a little while?Æ
æStay with us?Æ
æDonÆt die?Æ
The other Tamers exchanged nervous looks amongst themselves. For a reason, they suddenly felt like uninvited guests.
ôIàö Takato gasped, and the girls besides Ruki gasped as well when richly red blood poured out of the gap between his lips. ôI stillàitÆs okayàö
RukiÆs lips trembled. Despite the othersÆ presence, she did nothing about her watering eyes.
TakatoÆs voice had weakened by the word, butàwas heà?
Was he trying to smileà?
ôTakato!ö she called out for the third time, this time little more than a choked gasp. She leaned over the prone boyÆs body, inching her head closer to his mouth so as to better catch his weak voice.
His mouth was pouring blood, yet his tongue looked so paleà
ôIàstillàwinàö
ôWhatàwhat do you mean, Takatoà?ö
ôI stillàcanàwinà!ö
ôOh, Takatoà!ö Juri cried somewhere behind Ruki and buried her face in the nearest chest, which just happened to be RyoÆs. For once, the so-called Legendary Tamer felt awfully uncomfortable.
ôTakato, what do youù?ö
ôTheyàstillàcome whileàgoneàö
ôGone? No!ö Ruki almost shouted on TakatoÆs face. ôYouÆre not going anywhere, Takato!ö
But the boy did not seem to be paying attention to the surroundings anymore. Maybe he was talking to himself by this point.
ôHaveàprotectàevenànotàhereàö
Golden light. The Tamers gasped as a strange arrangement of circles came to be on the concrete under their feet.
LEVEL: 888 SYSTEM: BEATRICE CODE: DREAMS
CAUTION! PARADISE LEVEL 9
ôIAO.ö
The source is Thelema. The language is Greek. No schema was applied.
The knowledge of Thelema was always Matsuda TakatoÆs. However, thanks to his transformation into Magus Mode, now he knew how to use it.
The Tamers felt something emerge from the light and fill them. Whatever it was, it was warm and comforting, like the protecting embrace of a mother and the approving smile of a father.
ôItàstillàAeonàOsirisàbutàshould beàenoughàö
It was the word of the Aeon; the magical formula of a dying God.
A magical word of self-sacrifice: to give away a little bit of you for the sake of others.
Matsuda Takato then closed his eyes for the last time, deaf to the cries of the one he had called æbest friendÆ.
It was not ædeathÆ, but, as he succumbed to his wounds and the world became dark around him, he knew that the one who opened those eyes again would not be æMatsuda TakatoÆ any more.
But, that never really mattered, did ità?
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Lilithmon stared at the changed scenery in front of them. There were too many feeling swirling in her chest to point out any single one.
ôThis isàthis looks just likeà!ö
She looked at Lucemon, her wide eyes wordlessly begging for answers.
Most of the rows of bushes clad in flowers which once had made TakatoÆs ægardenÆ had now perished. Those that still stood were now gloomy, pitiful things. The once green leaves had become brown, and the spots of color of those flowers that still remained now looked awkward and inappropriate in the new world of shades of brown and gray.
And then there were the columns.
They had arisen from the barren ground, and they were completely unassuming, built in the old Doric order of Greek architecture: faceted columns with plain capitals and no base.
Rows and rows of these columns now filled the garden. Each column stood about three yards from the next, and the rows were separated approximately four yards, about the same as the bush rows had once been.
ôIt is called æDegradationÆ, right?ö Lucemon responded.
The red circles and the emblem of the Crest of Pride shone over his pupils.
ôIt æeats awayÆ at TakatoÆs æsoulÆ. ItÆs like a virus that deletes data from your hard disk. Does that not mean that you could then æwriteÆ something else in that emptied space?ö
The metaphorical light bulb shone in LilithmonÆs head.
ôYou meanàthis isàwhat you were aiming forà?ö
ôButàö Lucemon continued, obviously not caring enough to dispel LilithmonÆs doubts. ôItÆs not working completely as I expected.ö
The small angel looked at the dark sky, and Lilithmon followed his gaze.
Yes, that was by far the most notorious of the changes.
A distant globe of golden light shone upon the gardens like a full moon.
ôTakato created it. I do not know what it is, and that bothers me,ö Lucemon admitted.
The Child Digimon planted his hands on his hips and grinned.
ôBut! That is good!ö
Lilithmon was once again lost.
ôIt means heÆs still fighting,ö Lucemon clarified. ôHe makes me so immensely proud.ö
ôAnyway,ö the angel continued, finally stepping away from the Game Room and into the ruined garden proper. ôIÆll be stepping out of the Game for a while.ö
ôEh? Milord?ö
ôMy opponent is Matsuda Takato, Lilithmon. He will not be able to play for some time, so thereÆs no reason for me to stick around. Also, I have to tighten my leash on Barbamon; it will not do if he seizes this chance to destroy my Game. IÆll leave things here to you, Lilithmon.ö
ôAhàyes, milord, as you wish,ö the Avatar of Lust accepted with a polite bow.
ôYour previous orders still stand,ö Lucemon continued. ôEven if sheÆs now the Eighth, make TakatoÆs doll crack.ö
ôI would do that even without your command, milord.ö
Lucemon exchanged naughty smiles with the voluptuous woman.
ôAnd please donÆt ravage my boy while heÆs unconscious; that would probably kill him.ö
ôWhat would the fun in that be?ö the lusty demoness responded as if answering a childÆs simple question.
Lucemon nodded. ôGood. Also, be careful. The last spell Takato used on the Tamers if probably a ward of some sort.ö
ôMilordàdoesnÆt not what it is?ö Lilithmon asked hesitatingly.
ôThelema belongs to the æAlternate PathÆ. It is not within the scope of my power.ö
He looked back to the golden globe in the sky.
ôThe Game must continue, even if you are absent, Takato-kun. Barbamon will still strike, and the countdown to BelphemonÆs awakening will not stop to wait for you.ö
ôHow much further will you go to stop me, my precious nemesis? If you become Magus Mode one more time and fight like that again, the Degradation will be complete.ö
ôIf the Degradation completely fills your soul, æMatsuda TakatoÆ will disappear, and I will ærewriteÆ you as æLucemonÆ.ö
Two æbodiesÆ, one æidentityÆ. There is no such thing as æidentical soulsÆ. Even if their appearances are the same, no two Renamon are identical.
If their æsoulsÆ are the same, then they can only be the same being.
By creating a ôLucemonö unrestricted to the Dark Area, Lucemon will free himself.
Their æsoulsÆ will be one, and then their bodies, their mindsùtheir dataùwill merge as well.
It could be called æPermanent Matrix EvolutionÆ, but it is clearly more than that.
ôTakato, your æGardenÆ is in ruins now. Babylon has fallen.ö
LucemonÆs face brightened with the loveliest smile, truly fitting of an angel. It radiated hope, pride, desire, affection, and a little bit of longing.
ôLetÆs rebuild it together, ne?ö
The Avatar of Pride licked his upper lip in delicious anticipation.
ôAs one.ö
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Gardens of Babylon û END
The Game continues in ôRuins of Babylon.ö