Ranma stepped back and watched as her "assistants" took up the more active part of the matter and allowing her to just watch as she took a sip from the water bottle.
For added fun, she'd shaken up things a little.
Mao was pressing Kaname, she was holding back a little or not at all in random intervals as they had discussed, keeping the untrained girl ping-ponging from paranoid anticipation to panicked reaction and back.
Meanwhile, Sousuke was being quizzed on classical Japanese literature and poetry by Kyoko while Mizuki was engaged in an attempt to tickle him. At least that's what it looked like to Ranma.
The instructions had been for Sousuke not to touch Mizuki and not to let her touch him. Without breaking the steps he had to take of course. As well as a reminder that the focus of this exercise was to take control of one's own emotions and thoughts. To maintain, simultaneously, the energy of passion and the objectivity of rational thought.
She set her thoughts aside a moment and swiftly stepped forward, appearing to walk at a casual pace, and snatched Mizuki firmly out of Sousuke's spiral moments before a burst of wind ripped upward from the center of the spiral and tossed Sousuke almost straight into the ceiling before he crashed down again.
Kaname winced and glanced over cautiously for just a moment, but did not otherwise react visibly.
Are you all ri-!? Kaname asked before she had to quickly dodge underneath Mao's punch.
Unfortunately, she wasn't fast enough to do it completely and the closed fist opened up and gently smacked into her head pushing her over and triggering the electricity of the spiral to flow through Kaname's body.
It is not a problem, Sousuke gasped. You?
I'm fine, Kaname responded as she twitched and tried to sit up again.
"I warned you to keep your body temperature down," Ranma said casually before glancing toward Mao.
"Yeah, there was a bit of telepathic note-passing too," Mao noted as Ranma nodded.
"That's fine as long as it doesn't distract you," Ranma noted.
"That's easy for you to say," the blue-haired girl protested as she tried to straighten her hair again.
It was a lost cause until she found a shower.
"Might I ask if you've undergone this training, Director Satomi?" Sousuke asked.
"I would think that would be obvious if I hadn't been raised by my father," Ranma muttered, confusing many of the people there. "Yeah, I did this. And I had my father showing baby pictures to two girls while a grandmaster level martial artist of the Amazons kept thwacking me on the head and I was operating under a curse that stole all my strength."
"Wow, that sounds like it was stressful," Kyoko noted sagely.
"Just a little," Ranma noted squeezing her fingers together and taking a sip of water. "But there's always worse things."
She frowned as she thought back to such worse things.
*****************
Getting out of the hospital was easy. Even when they tried to sedate her and move her on towards the psychiatric ward when she'd tried to explain what her natural gender was.
That had left her on the streets of a foreign country, no idea where in the world, unable to speak the language and confused, sore and more than a little unstable.
"They say I'm Greece," Ranma said hollowly into the phone and she waited a bit before looking around to see if anybody was watching. "I was in the hospital."
She glanced down at her arm and the stitches there from where the...shark had bitten and held down on her during...
"I was...attacked," she said quietly. "No...No I didn't win. I..."
Ranma didn't know the word for this just at the moment. Maybe she did in an intellectual sense, but it wasn't coming to her. It was so far away from the idea of what she thought of as possible.
"Something was...inside me...and I can't change back," she continued quietly. "No. Yes, Mom. Yes....I need hel...Mom? What do you mean? Mom...?"
She held the phone waiting for a response from the other end until it clicked over to the annoying off-the-hook sound. Slowly, she hung up the receiver and picked up the public phone again before mechanically dialing out.
"Japanese...collect call for Nodoka Saotome, Tokyo?" Ranma said quietly thinking that they must have been cut off. "The connection is denied?"
The operator disconnected and Ranma held the phone there a long time before that same off-the-hook sound returned and she clumsily hung it up.
She hadn't heard the noise or felt the phone in her hand. Her body acting on some instinct connected to the physical senses that her own mind couldn't process right now.
For her own part, everything was fragmented, chaotic. It was just a swirling mix of sensation and memory and nightmare all mixed up incoherently.
Very slowly, she lifted her hand up to her throat and held it there, just lightly gripping around the slender meeting of her head to her body as she breathed in and out and tried to focus past the lingering physical and mental confusion from Zeus's assault followed swiftly by Hecate and Poseidon.
There was no Katana, so this would have to do, but she couldn't do it right just yet. Her hand wasn't doing what she wanted it to do.
The Soul of Ice crept it, pushing the objectivity of thought to mesh over the raging and confused emotions she felt within her.
Humiliation.
Rage.
Pain.
Forced pleasure.
Helplessness
Shame
And, now, into the mix.
Betrayal.
The process was slower than she was used to, because there were so many emotions and the emotions were so much stronger than she had ever felt save once, at Jusendo, when she'd thought Akane had died.
As usual, she began considering the myriad of possibilities that could stretch from this point and, to her surprise, her death by her own hand was not the only path the rational part of her had.
Her hand twitched around her throat.
And then stopped as her eyes widened and every sequence forward she could see...children were a part of it.
Three children.
Did one of the doctor's tell her she was pregnant?
What was...
She lowered her hand, or didn't. She stood up. Or stayed standing.
She turned to the phone. No, she didn't. She did so many things at once that couldn't all be done.
She...
"Hello, would like some tea?"
**************
Ranma frowned because trying to clearly remember what she'd seen in that meditation was always taxing. All she knew, and was relieved for, was that she'd known about her kids.
Then all thoughts of suicide had become moot.
The Soul of Ice had very literally saved her life through its granting of rational thought on top of everything else.
"All right," she said, setting down her water bottle. "That's enough of a break, let's get started seriously."
"I think you're the only one who had a break, Satomi-san," Kaname noted.
For added fun, she'd shaken up things a little.
Mao was pressing Kaname, she was holding back a little or not at all in random intervals as they had discussed, keeping the untrained girl ping-ponging from paranoid anticipation to panicked reaction and back.
Meanwhile, Sousuke was being quizzed on classical Japanese literature and poetry by Kyoko while Mizuki was engaged in an attempt to tickle him. At least that's what it looked like to Ranma.
The instructions had been for Sousuke not to touch Mizuki and not to let her touch him. Without breaking the steps he had to take of course. As well as a reminder that the focus of this exercise was to take control of one's own emotions and thoughts. To maintain, simultaneously, the energy of passion and the objectivity of rational thought.
She set her thoughts aside a moment and swiftly stepped forward, appearing to walk at a casual pace, and snatched Mizuki firmly out of Sousuke's spiral moments before a burst of wind ripped upward from the center of the spiral and tossed Sousuke almost straight into the ceiling before he crashed down again.
Kaname winced and glanced over cautiously for just a moment, but did not otherwise react visibly.
Are you all ri-!? Kaname asked before she had to quickly dodge underneath Mao's punch.
Unfortunately, she wasn't fast enough to do it completely and the closed fist opened up and gently smacked into her head pushing her over and triggering the electricity of the spiral to flow through Kaname's body.
It is not a problem, Sousuke gasped. You?
I'm fine, Kaname responded as she twitched and tried to sit up again.
"I warned you to keep your body temperature down," Ranma said casually before glancing toward Mao.
"Yeah, there was a bit of telepathic note-passing too," Mao noted as Ranma nodded.
"That's fine as long as it doesn't distract you," Ranma noted.
"That's easy for you to say," the blue-haired girl protested as she tried to straighten her hair again.
It was a lost cause until she found a shower.
"Might I ask if you've undergone this training, Director Satomi?" Sousuke asked.
"I would think that would be obvious if I hadn't been raised by my father," Ranma muttered, confusing many of the people there. "Yeah, I did this. And I had my father showing baby pictures to two girls while a grandmaster level martial artist of the Amazons kept thwacking me on the head and I was operating under a curse that stole all my strength."
"Wow, that sounds like it was stressful," Kyoko noted sagely.
"Just a little," Ranma noted squeezing her fingers together and taking a sip of water. "But there's always worse things."
She frowned as she thought back to such worse things.
*****************
Getting out of the hospital was easy. Even when they tried to sedate her and move her on towards the psychiatric ward when she'd tried to explain what her natural gender was.
That had left her on the streets of a foreign country, no idea where in the world, unable to speak the language and confused, sore and more than a little unstable.
"They say I'm Greece," Ranma said hollowly into the phone and she waited a bit before looking around to see if anybody was watching. "I was in the hospital."
She glanced down at her arm and the stitches there from where the...shark had bitten and held down on her during...
"I was...attacked," she said quietly. "No...No I didn't win. I..."
Ranma didn't know the word for this just at the moment. Maybe she did in an intellectual sense, but it wasn't coming to her. It was so far away from the idea of what she thought of as possible.
"Something was...inside me...and I can't change back," she continued quietly. "No. Yes, Mom. Yes....I need hel...Mom? What do you mean? Mom...?"
She held the phone waiting for a response from the other end until it clicked over to the annoying off-the-hook sound. Slowly, she hung up the receiver and picked up the public phone again before mechanically dialing out.
"Japanese...collect call for Nodoka Saotome, Tokyo?" Ranma said quietly thinking that they must have been cut off. "The connection is denied?"
The operator disconnected and Ranma held the phone there a long time before that same off-the-hook sound returned and she clumsily hung it up.
She hadn't heard the noise or felt the phone in her hand. Her body acting on some instinct connected to the physical senses that her own mind couldn't process right now.
For her own part, everything was fragmented, chaotic. It was just a swirling mix of sensation and memory and nightmare all mixed up incoherently.
Very slowly, she lifted her hand up to her throat and held it there, just lightly gripping around the slender meeting of her head to her body as she breathed in and out and tried to focus past the lingering physical and mental confusion from Zeus's assault followed swiftly by Hecate and Poseidon.
There was no Katana, so this would have to do, but she couldn't do it right just yet. Her hand wasn't doing what she wanted it to do.
The Soul of Ice crept it, pushing the objectivity of thought to mesh over the raging and confused emotions she felt within her.
Humiliation.
Rage.
Pain.
Forced pleasure.
Helplessness
Shame
And, now, into the mix.
Betrayal.
The process was slower than she was used to, because there were so many emotions and the emotions were so much stronger than she had ever felt save once, at Jusendo, when she'd thought Akane had died.
As usual, she began considering the myriad of possibilities that could stretch from this point and, to her surprise, her death by her own hand was not the only path the rational part of her had.
Her hand twitched around her throat.
And then stopped as her eyes widened and every sequence forward she could see...children were a part of it.
Three children.
Did one of the doctor's tell her she was pregnant?
What was...
She lowered her hand, or didn't. She stood up. Or stayed standing.
She turned to the phone. No, she didn't. She did so many things at once that couldn't all be done.
She...
"Hello, would like some tea?"
**************
Ranma frowned because trying to clearly remember what she'd seen in that meditation was always taxing. All she knew, and was relieved for, was that she'd known about her kids.
Then all thoughts of suicide had become moot.
The Soul of Ice had very literally saved her life through its granting of rational thought on top of everything else.
"All right," she said, setting down her water bottle. "That's enough of a break, let's get started seriously."
"I think you're the only one who had a break, Satomi-san," Kaname noted.