All ThatÆs Old Is New Again
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He didn�t manage to get far before Tsunade�s struggling nearly made him drop her.
Even though he knew she was upset, for a moment Naruto wanted to scold her�she had every right to yell at him and Sasuke and probably deserved to punch each of them at least once, but she should at least wait to do so until he�d gotten her to safety, rather that endanger the mission.
And then he swallowed the words.
He wasn�t carrying Sakura. He wasn�t carrying Hinata or Ino or Tenten.
He was carrying Tsunade. Not the one he knew so well, but one he barely knew at all. She was young and scared and not even really a true ninja, yet�she was a girl who had just been abandoned by the two people she was supposed to be able to rely on.
He couldn�t�and shouldn�t�expect her to act like one of friends in the future. He couldn�t expect her to act like a ninja more than twice her age that was a rank or two high than her with a hundred times the missions.
If he wanted to ever make things right, he had to treat Tsunade as her own person�not as a teammate that didn�t exist anymore or as a faceless member of the team.
More than that, this wasn�t even a real mission. This was something they�d dragged Tsunade into for the sake of their own improvement and forced her to keep up despite not having years of training like they did.
And in the end, this �mission� wasn�t even important, was it? They didn�t want to be Genin anymore, but truthfully, none of the things they were really trying to prevent would happen for decades. Having a head start wouldn�t hurt�it never did�but when they had this much time, there was no excuse for endangering a teammate by hurrying.
If his younger, future self had seen how he�d screwed up today, he would have punched him in the face.
So he stopped. He set Tsunade down on her feet on top of a building and took two steps back. She whirled towards him immediately, fire in her eyes.
�You left me!� She shrieked. �You bastard; you left me behind! I thought me were supposed to be a team!?�
Her voice would draw more people, but at this point, Naruto didn�t care. If they came, they�d have to deal with them; it was as simple as that.
�Your right,� He said. �I did. I screwed up and I have no excuse, but I�m sorry.�
�Why? Why are you two always doing this?� Tsunade demanded, continuing when Naruto�s brow furrowed. �Don�t act like you don�t know what I mean! Every day, you and Orochimaru vanish off together and every time, you come back stronger. If you�re training, why not bring me? Is it because I�m a girl? Is it because you think I�m weak!?�
Hints of tears were gathering in her eyes.
�No,� Naruto said. �It�s�it�s not that. I can�t really explain, but Orochimaru and I decided we had to get stronger and we didn�t think of anyone else. We�re assholes and it was wrong for us to exclude you. It won�t happen again, I promise. But Tsunade�we�re in danger if we stay here�and Orochimaru�s in danger if we leave him alone. We have to get back to him, now.�
But his words just made Tsunade angrier.
�Who cares!? This is just a stupid Exam�we can take it as many times as we want!�
Naruto nodded.
�Do you want us to drop out, then? We can do it, if you want. All we have to do is get back to Orochimaru and make him do pushups or something. If that�s want you want, let�s go�because you�re right. We can take this Exam as many times as me want; it doesn�t matter if we win or lose. If you want to, will drop out�so do you want to?�
��No.� She said, not sounding any less angry, but seeming resolved.
Naruto had figured as much. He�d meant what he�d said, but even while she was upset with them, Tsunade had come here to take the test just like they had. Maybe she didn�t want to lose. Maybe she didn�t want to disappoint her family or sensei. Maybe she had a goal or dream like they did.
Naruto was kind of ashamed that he didn�t know which was true, but he knew Tsunade, if only in the future, and she wouldn�t back down from something like this.
He pointed at the house he�d hidden Sasuke in, which was just barely in sight.
�Go get Orochimaru and win this. I�ll stay here.� He said.
�What?� Tsunade blinked. �Why?�
�Our little talk probably drew some unwanted attention. Someone has to keep away anyone who shows up�and you�ve been left behind too many times.�
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