Naruto Ten Swords for Solace

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#1
Ten Swords for Solace
A Xenocide Production

AN: I once thought about writing something when Jiraiya died. I think I actually have something written down here somewhere. It galled me and heartened me both that Kishimoto had no fear of killing off some major characters. But honestly, I thought Kakashi would have been the last one to fall. It remains to be seen, at this moment. Plot armor and the Will of Fire might revive him.

Enjoy and reviewààààplease?

Summary: A keen blade can be as soothing as a motherÆs lullaby. Unsheathe me, child, and I will sing for you.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Thank God.


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1. Hatake Sakumo was a respected shinobi, feared throughout the Elemental Countries, even by his village at times. He was silent, swift, and deadly. Every motion, every action, every deed was performed with the utmost efficiency unto perfection. Konohagakure held him in such high esteem that only the Three Sannin themselves commanded more respect.

Children fought over the honor of being his namesake in mock battles that culminated in the massacre of entire enemy villages in the dusty streets and grassy courtyards.

His colleagues admired him and modeled their actions to reflect his, striving for that unattainable perfection that only Sakumo could achieve and radiate.

His superiors were proud that they owned such a fine weapon, a White Fang they could wield in defense of their home and to the envy of their enemies.

But despite this honor, despite the praise and adulation, and despite the fact that he was very nearly pressured by various factions to seek the tri-cornered hat and robes of the highest office, Sakumo was a gentle and humble man.

He was prone to laughing loudly and often. He always told the worst of jokes, and though they garnered more groans than laughs, he would roar in laughter at them.

Sakumo loved to cook and could been seen many a night conspiring with a young Akimichi Chouza to create the finest spread the Akimichi had ever had the pleasure to taste or view. Akikio, ChouzaÆs mother, schemed with the rest of the clan matriarchs to marry him to a young Akimichi woman, if only to obtain his valuable orange little cookbook that he kept close to his heart at all times.

He married a poor, young flowergirl named Ran. He had often spied her selling her lilies in the marketplace next to the HokageÆs tower and became entranced with her doll-like beauty and nightraven hair. He wooed her with daisies and bad puns, stopping each day by her booth to present her his hard-sought prize and flash a smile. Ran grew to love this gentle man, but her eyes darkened whenever they saw the hilt of that sword jutted over his shoulder. Sakumo saw these looks and swore upon his name that if she would only marry him, heÆd lay down his sword.

So she did.

Sakumo was reluctantly granted an early retirement in view of his extraordinary efforts in the trade route conflicts with Sunagakure. The Akimichi conceded defeat with a banquet fit for the Shogun in his lavish palace in Fire CountryÆs capital.

A year later, she died in childbirth. In bitterest agony, he named the spindly bundle that had killed his flower Kakashi, and took his Fang as his lover.

Sakumo did not smile. Sakumo did not joke. Sakumo did not cook.

He killed. He swung his sword. He flashed his fangs.

KakashiÆs first memory is that of a sword as his father wiped it clean of blood.

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2. The White Fang, Hatake SakumoÆs weapon and name, was forged especially for him by a blacksmith in Kumogakure who owed SakumoÆs long dead father a favor. SakumoÆs elemental affinity was for Lightning and by using a clever twist of fuuinjutsu later to uncovered by the Toad Sage himself, a self-proclaimed Master of Seals, the smith etched a looped storage seal seared with SakumoÆs own blood into the base of the tanto, where it was hidden from sight by the hilt.
In this manner, Sakumo was able to store some measure of elemental chakra, namely Lightning, in his new sword as well as use it as a conductor for his Lightning affinity, honing his weapon much like a Wind Master would and using it to direct his ninjutsu at times.

When filled to the brim with chakra, which surprisingly was barely enough to fuel some basic elemental jutsu, the sword had the odd predisposition of glowing a pearl white, falsely radiating a sense of serenity and peace.

This of course, led to his enemies naming him and his new sword the White Fang, scourge of KonohaÆs enemies.

The only times that Sakumo kept his sword from his side before the death of his wife was when he was off duty or bathing. Kakashi had never seen his father without that blade at his side.
Sakumo very nearly always had a hand on it and he spent hours at a time in solitude polishing the dull steel to a keen shine.

ôKakashi! Be more like this sword! Be sharp, focused, and wary!ö

Kakashi came to hate that sword more than anything in the world. In the way that only small children can, Kakashi saw that the White Fang was a deep wound in his fatherÆs side, and his father only seemed intent on driving it in as far as he could.

Once, when he was five, Kakashi decided to steal his fatherÆs sword and throw it in the river that ran along the training grounds.

Perhaps if his father lost his weapon, heÆd smile just once, praise his son on his hard work in becoming a warrior, and not be so intent on driving that blade deeper inside him.

He attempted to snatch it from his fatherÆs side while he was sleeping.

Sakumo came awake instantly in a cold rage, rising up from the futon like a vengeful god intent on punishing the wicked, beating Kakashi savagely with the sword sheathed in the scabbard. All Kakashi could do was curl up into a ball and discover that the color red made him sick to his stomach.

When it was over, his father stood over him with the sword upraised to strike, the black scabbard splattered with blood. He heard the sound of his sonÆs sobbing and slowly lowered it to his side.

ôKakashiàö

KakashiÆs lungs shuddered breathily, and he wailed out in pain, ôI-hi h-HATE you! I h-h-HATE you and th-t-hatùö

Sakumo said not one more word. He gently lifted up his son and carried him to his room, where he bandaged his wounds and laid him to sleep.

As punishment, Kakashi was made to clean the scabbard of his own blood and polish the blade under his fatherÆs watchful eye.

He never said that he loved his father ever again.

The next week, Sakumo began to teach Kakashi how to use the Fang.

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Two out of ten, so far. What do you think?
 

nairit

Well-Known Member
#2
I think I'm gonna need tissues for this.
 

SEG-CISR

Well-Known Member
#3
Zephyrus said:
Akikio, ChouzaÆs mother, schemed with the rest of the clan matriarchs to marry him to a young Akimichi woman, if only to obtain his valuable orange little cookbook that he kept close to his heart at all times.
:lol:
 

zeebee1

Well-Known Member
#5
Well, at least we know cracking under pressure is hereditary for the Hatakes.
 
#6
Let's not forget their obsession with things that are able to do ungodly amounts of damage to the innocent :snigger:
 

violinmana

(Hardcore) Gamer
#7
Yes, two out of ten. Where are the other eight? It's that awesome.

And yes, :blue:.
 
#8
Dark, dramatic, and sorrowful. And very good. I definitely look forward to more, even if I may eventually need tissues.
 

Halcyon7

Well-Known Member
#10
Some excellent insight into what makes Kakashi so fucked up. Bring on the eight more.
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#11
3. Sakumo had always stressed the importance of the mission to Kakashi.

"Above all else, above your own well-being, and even above your own comrades; the successful completion of the mission comes first." He would pause at this part of his daily lecture to his son and add forcefully, "Those who betray their village and their Kage are scum."

Several months after Kakashi turned 10, his father summoned him to the dojo without even bothering to change out of his field uniform upon returning from a disastrous intelligence in Ame no kuni.

Sakumo grapsed both of Kakashi's shoulders and calmly announced that he would be committing seppuku at dusk that evening. He gave no reason other than the fact that he had failed his mission and dishonored himself and his comrades in a most contemptible manner.

While seppuku was normally a samurai custom, as the ages had passed, it became acceptable an acceptable form of saving face in the shadow of dishonor.

There would be no formal witnesses and the Sandaime Hokage had agreed to act as Sakumo's second. He did not ask Kakashi to witness his death nor did Kakashi offer. The boy merely nodded solemnly. A flash of some undefinable emotion showed on his father's face at Kakashi's seeming indifference at his father's encroaching death but it vanished before he could decipher it.

The morning after, the Hokage presented Kakashi with his father's will, deeding White Fang and all of the Hatake family's possessions to his son. It was with mournful pride that the Hokage announced that Sakumo would be granted a place on the Hero's Monument.

Kakashi flatly refused this honor.

Bewildered, the Hokage asked why Kakashi was refusing his father the very least that he deserved.

The lanky man child replied simply, "My father told me that scum who failed and dishonored their village are not worthy of honor and respect."

He had forgotten his father's last words to him, as the cicada droned under the setting sun. "Those who betray their village are scum, but those who betray their comrades are worse than trash."

It would take some time before Kakashi acknowledged and understood his father's abrupt about face. It would take him even longer to forgive him for it.

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Number 4 will be up later tonight. I'm on a roll and I'm going to try to finish this tonight. I hate leaving something so easy as a Ten Truths format fic go unfinished.
 

da_fox2279

California Crackpot
#12
Wow... quite the fic. An excellent insight into Kakashi's childhood and mentality.

Damn fine work, sir.

Looking forward to the rest.
 

zeebee1

Well-Known Member
#13
Well, irregardless of Kakashi's thoughts, he was right about one thing. Sakumo was scum.
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#14
So...I'm going slower than I thought I was. Eh, nothing unusual for me. Another installment, ho!

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4. Uchiha Obito and Tachibana Rin are the two people from whom he has learnt the most, second only to his teacher, the Yellow Flash.

Looking back over the successive reincarnations of Team 7, Kakashi still marvels at how much the teacher learns from his students, how much (or little) the students learn from their teacher, and how much they learn from each other.

Rin taught him to see beneath the underneath, to see beyond the superficial appearances of a person, no matter how shallow or annoying they might be. Beneath Rin's exterior of a raving Kakashi fangirl lay the heart of an intellectual, a girl who loved learning for the sake of learning, and someone who had a deep desire to take on the burdens of those around her upon herself in order to ease their pain. Rin saw that Kakashi was in pain beyond her imagining and though she may not have conciously realized it, made a decision to support him however he needed her to. Rin was the foundation of Team 7, despite her immature tendencies. She was who they came to when they had a problem, the girl who they confided in when no one else would listen to the woes of two young boys. Yes, Rin seemed simple and shallow to others, but Kakashi and Obito knew better. In later years, he always regretted not having treated her to at least one meal to satisfy her desire to be closer to him. She died on a deep infiltration mission in Suna, her body left to rot in the endless dunes of the desert.

Obito taught him the importance of comradeship and the love a friend can have for another. In the beginning, Kakashi hated Obito and all that he stood for. He was lazy, insubordinate, undisciplined, weak, and completely undeserving of the Uchiha name. He was everything that Kakashi could not and would not be, and Kakashi despised him for having that freedom. Kakashi was bound by the chains of honor and duty while Obito acted as if he were freer than the leaves that floated on the breeze. Obito's greatest strength was his love for his friends and his team. He privately promised himself that he would fight with every ounce of his strength to see them home safely, even if it meant Obito himself did not come home at all. Obito, for all his weaknesses and faults, was the one to teach Kakashi the meaning of friendship and how the bonds you form with your friends are more important than your duty to your mission.

From Kakashi, the two learned that duty and honor weren't just words spoken as excuses for cowardice or defenses against living life fully and freely. They learned patience from watching him polish White Fang, where the tiniest slip of the hand could ruin the bright sheen of the blade. Kakaskhi took great pride in being precise, efficient, and ruthlessly calculating. While Rin and Obito could not fathom living their lives in a such a cold and, to their eyes, dull manner, they somehow understood that being shinobi was all that Kakashi had. Kakashi dedicated his entire being to attaining the simple perfection of a blade and he did it with an undeniable passion. His teamates could not help but admire his dedication.

Konoha's four man cell concept is illustrated in Team 7 perfectly.You come to know your teamates better than yourself and take comfort in the fact that they know you just as well.

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Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#15
A little something something. I'm sure I'll have this finished by next December. 5 more to go.

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5. Something dies in Kakashi when he watches Obito pass away with a smile on his lips. He's not sure exactly what it is but he supposes that it might have been his sanity.

Team 7 was composed of children who were forced by the circumstances of their time to fight in a war that they had no business fighting in. One could argue, and indeed many had argued, that once an aspiring shinobi had obtained Genin, they were soldiers of the Leaf, albeit absurdly young and naive soldiers.

Kakashi, like all children, could concieve of death but not truly understand it. The death of his father was simply an event to be taken in stride. It didn't touch him, not really. Death was something that touched other people and their friend's and family, not his own. Children believe in their own invincibility. In a way, that makes them stronger soldiers than the ablest of Jounin. They take chances that no grown soldier would dare to take. Perhaps that is why the Hokage, for all that it was distasteful to him, ordered children to war and to their deaths.

Team 7 had seen death before. They were not unaccustomed to it. But to them, the corpses they saw were things, not once living, breathing human beings. An enemy ceased to be a person, worthy of regard or remembrance, once they drew a blade across his or her throat. It was very different, as Kakashi was rudely taught, when one of your comrades, your brothers, lie in the dirt spilling their life force out.

When Obito requested that Kakashi take one of his eyes, he couldn't refuse him. Had he been sane, he thinks, he would have refused flat out. Such an operation, done in the field no less, is highly dangerous. It was also forbidden by the Uchiha for anyone outside of their clan to be in possession of a Sharingan. In many cases, those who fell befoul of the Uchiha ended up with a kunai in the back. All of these sensible things that Kakashi should have been thinking about were swept aside. Nothing mattered more at this moment than keeping his friend alive. By completing this transference, Kakashi had a part of Obito in him. In turn, he tried to infuse his friend with as much life and hope as possible, as if gripping Obito's hand as hard as he dared and whispering hushed assurances through the blinding pain in his new eye as if it would remove the giant stone crushing Obito to death.

For a few moments, Kakashi doesn't understand what's different about Obito. He's still smiling, still looking up at Kakashi through his empty eye socket. Then he realizes; Obito is no longer Obito. He is a corpse, a thing. Something to put out of your mind and forget.

But this is Obito, he thinks, not a corpse. He's alive and smiling, constantly getting on my nerves.

Rin's loud tears and the sound of two hearts beating where there should have been three drives home the lesson that all children must learn someday: Death is very real and no one is immune to it. In that moment of realization, he hates everyone and everything associated with this war. He hates his teacher, he hates the enemy, he hates the Hokage, he hates the sword on his back. Nothing is spared from his loathing, not even himself.

Kakashi has never quite been the same since he came home without his friend. He is still an excellent shinobi. He does his village credit and is proud to be a soldier of the Leaf. But he spends most of his free time in front of the Memorial Stone, murmuring to himself or simply staring at a single name.

Kakashi has become an adult at age 13. As he grows older, he reflects that growing old is not the same as growing up.
 

zedalb

Well-Known Member
#17
Can I marry your fanfic? World be dammed i'll find a fucking ring!
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#18
I know I only have a handful of people who read this, but I do enjoy writing it, even if it's horribly written.

That being said, here's 6/10.

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6. The Third Hokage is quite surprised when Kakashi doesn't put up as much of a fight as he'd anticipated when he'd informed the recently retired ANBU captain that he was to be assigned a Genin squad. As a matter of fact, Kakashi put up no fight at all.

This should have raised a few flags, but Sarutobi thought nothing of it. It was well known that Kakashi had no real patience or tolerance for children and yet he'd not made one word of protest when the Hokage informed him in a firm, no nonsense tone of voice to report to the Academy the next day for his squad assignment. Kakashi stole the wind from the Hokage's sails when he meekly acquiesced. After the man had left his office, the Hokage smiled in a rueful manner to himself and commented,

"Perhaps he's finally grown up a little. He can't avoid his responsibilities forever."

Kakashi's first squad is the cream of the crop. That year's graduating class was all very, very good, having been trained by veterans of the last great shinobi conflict while it was still fresh in many minds. It was thought that Kakashi, heir to Sakumo's legacy in more ways than one, would be a fitting teacher for the best soldiers in training that Konoha had to offer.

Even now, many years later, Kakashi can't recall their names. He only remembers that one boy had a bright smile, the other boy was fond of poetry, and the girl had a sweet tooth that defied all logic. It's not that their names were hard to remember; he simply didn't care.

Buried deep within his heart was the refusal to mold another Team 7, which had seen disaster upon disaster visited upon those who bore its name within Kakashi's own generation and that of the Sannin. Therefore, he would simply fail them and spare himself the heartache of watching it all fall apart all over again.

He devised a variation of the Bell test used by his own sensei and his sensei before him. The goal, of course, was to foster teamwork. But unlike the past versions of the test, Kakashi purposefully led his students to believe that teamwork would hinder their chances of becoming full fledged shinobi. If he had learned such an important lesson at so young an age, perhaps Obito...

Those who forsake the mission are traitors and trash. But those who forsake their teammates are scum. This is a lesson that he had learned too late. If he could impart it on these children, even if they were denied the life of a shinobi, then it was worth everything.

Kakashi's first team was failed within one day of him recieving his orders. All three repeated their last year at the Academy and were placed on different teams with different sensei. When a loudmouthed blonde, a stoic Uchiha, and a lovestruck schoolgirl became his first true team, only the girl from his first attempt at teaching had survived to climb to Chuunin rank.

Kakashi sees her at his old ANBU haunts at least once a week and wonders if she ever learned the lesson he tried to teach her.
 

zeebee1

Well-Known Member
#19
I wonder why Kakashi is nver called Mad Eye. But then I remember that Mad Eye isn't that paranoid.
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#21
zeebee1 said:
I wonder why Kakashi is nver called Mad Eye. But then I remember that Mad Eye isn't that paranoid.
Kakashi isn't paranoid.

He's just....slightly off. As are all shinobi his age or older. Wouldn't you be?
 

zeebee1

Well-Known Member
#22
Kakashi saw the past as an inevitable repating thing if he ever passed a team. That's beyond seeing the past in the present. That's seeing the past in things that haven't happened.
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#23
....why is this not finished yet?

Eh. Have a 7/10.

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7. It is striking how much that Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke, and Haruno Sakura seem to embody the previous members of Team 7; so much so that Kakashi was tempted to wonder if incarnation was a more viable spiritual belief than he had first thought.

The Uzumaki brat was mischief personified. He was loud, brash, somewhat dim, and overly fond of outrageous pranks. Even without the dossier provided on each of his students, Kakashi could easily recognize the signs of a child acting out for attention. Obito had done it often enough in the hopes that his family, his clan would recognize him as an Uchiha, despite his lackluster skills in manifesting and wielding the legendary Sharingan. Unlike Obito, Naruto seemed to achieve some success to that end, having formed some tentative acquaintances in his graduating class and having formed a bond with Umino Iruka, his Academy instructor, and the Sandaime Hokage. Kakashi held no particular affection for the boy, despite the fact that Naruto was his sensei's son. Mostly, he felt pity for him; a social pariah and outcast before he could even walk or form his first words. He didn't have high hopes for the boy, beyond a lifetime rank of Genin. He would teach him the basics and pray that the boy didn't get himself, or worse, his teammates killed on a future mission. Despite the overt similarities to Obito, Kakashi simply could not bring himself to empathize with Naruto. It was only with the passage of time that Naruto himself would prove to Kakashi that he was more than the pitiful ghost of a boy that should have been. On that day, Kakashi was as proud of him as any sensei could be of his student.

Haruno Sakura was a first generation shinobi, one of the rare few that decide to set their feet upon the path of the soldier. Naruto did so because it was all he had in life. Sasuke did so because without something tangible to focus on, to take hold of, he would go mad with hatred and grief. But Sakura decided to become a shinobi purely for the sake of pursuing a schoolgirl crush. If it weren't for the girl's almost absurdly brilliant mind, he would have refused to admit her to Team 7. First generation shinobi have it harder than their fellows, who have been raised in an environment of savage violence, deception, and blood since birth. The pressure to succeed, to survive becomes almost unbearable for these first generation students. Most of them are killed on one their first three missions outside of Konoha. Others break under the weight of mental stress they had not been brought up to bear. Very, very few of the survivors reach chuunin. Perhaps a handful out of several hundred reach jounin. No doubt, Sakura would have become a statistic during the mission to wave were it not for her teammates. Her obsession with Sasuke and determination to not be left behind by the two boys served to instill the serious mindset that all shinobi need to survive their harrowing career. In brilliance, determination, and sheer guts, Sakura paralleled Rin to such a degree that Kakashi had almost slipped up several times and called Sakura by the name of his dead teammate. Rin was also a first generation shinobi and surprisingly, he came to learn, she was a very, very distant cousin to the Haruno family on her mother's side. Perhaps it was not so strange to hope that this girl might succeed in holding Team 7 together where the other had failed.

In Sasuke, Kakashi beheld himself. Here was the last scion of the Uchiha house, as Kakashi was the scion of his own, and Kakashi resonated with Sasuke so vibrantly that it hurt down to the very marrow of his bones. In a way, Sasuke was not Sasuke, to Kakashi. The boy was merely a path to Kakashi's own absolution; a way to erase the sins of his past with hope for the future. In training Sasuke, in taking him under his wing like he might a nephew, or a son, Kakashi sought to be to Sasuke what Sakumo was not. Nothing mattered except training the boy, molding him to be the best he could be. At best, Sasuke would be the vessel through which Kakashi achieved forgiveness. At worst, he would become his sensei, and that was something more abhorrent to Kakashi than all of the soul-damning things he had done in the name of security and peace for his village. Kakashi would pass away, a remnant of past sorrows and horrors that deserved to fade away under the shade of the trees and the shadows of the looming buildings of Konoha. Sasuke would become who Kakashi should have been, and all would be right with the world. So he handed off Naruto to another teacher to keep him out from underfoot. He buried the girl under scrolls and books. He took the Uchiha and taught him as his own father had taught him; the many ways to kill, the manner in which to kill, and the mindset one needs to have when doing so. Sasuke would be perfect where Kakashi was not. It was not until he stood over Naruto's broken body in the cold, drenching rain that Kakashi came to the realization that he had become his father in the worst way. Blinded by hope, heartache, and fear, he had set aside everything else in his quest for absolution. In that moment, Kakashi hated himself with the cold passion that he had always reserved for his father.

In the end, this incarnation of Team 7 was no less full of promise than the previous two.

In the end, this incarnation of Team 7 was no less broken than the previous two.

In the end, Kakashi resolved to forget that he had very nearly left Naruto to die chasing forgiveness that he would never have.
 

Knyght

The Collector
#24
But Sakura decided to become a shinobi purely for the sake of pursuing a schoolgirl crush.
I wish people would stop thinking this. We saw Sakura breaking up her friendship with Ino over Sasuke at a time when she looks like she does Pre-TS. We also see the two becoming friends when they're much younger during a flower arranging class. This would mean that her crush wasn't something that she'd carrier around for years, to the point that she joined the academy because of it. That doesn't even make sense to begin with.
 

Zephyrus

Searching for the six-fingered man.
#25
knight504 said:
But Sakura decided to become a shinobi purely for the sake of pursuing a schoolgirl crush.
I wish people would stop thinking this. We saw Sakura breaking up her friendship with Ino over Sasuke at a time when she looks like she does Pre-TS. We also see the two becoming friends when they're much younger during a flower arranging class. This would mean that her crush wasn't something that she'd carrier around for years, to the point that she joined the academy because of it. That doesn't even make sense to begin with.
Ikebana was considered to be part of a female shinobi's education and from what I can recall, such training began earlier than the boys. If someone has links to the contrary, feel free to share.

Why would shy, quiet Sakura apply to be a shinobi at so young an age if we don't see her becoming friends with Ino before they do so during what could be construed as early female shinobi training classes?

I suspect there are two possible reasons.

1. Sakura's parents, attempting to live vicariously through their daughter, signed her up themselves.

2. Sakura let her childish crush influence her reasoning and she had her parents sign her up. They probably would have done so happily, thinking that it would be good for her or that it was just a phase, or something.

Do I believe that Sakura could have been obsessive enough to apply to the academy simply for the sake of being close to Sasuke? Yes.

This is, of course, my own humble opinion on the matter.
 
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