Disclaimer: Harry Potter and Co belong not to me.
Notes: Ugh, dammit, this is what I get for reading old stuff done by AJT
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Drip.
It was the first thing he noticed, the first thing he sensed. The quiet sound of a single drop hitting the black sea in front of him rushed hungrily to his ears. He felt it, the way it seemed to send the same ripples through him that it did the ones smooth as glass surface that seemed to shine like polished onyx.
Fear was the next.
It clutched at his chest, digging deep, tearing into him without remorse or mercy. Everything was darkness and shadow all around him, save for the slightest sliver of a moon, hanging almost invisible over head, and dying against the choking surge of darkness. Thick, oily and viscous as it clung like putrid slime to his body, weighing him down, pulling him into the pool he found himself surrounded in.
Then, the memories came.
Splintered moments at first. A flash of surprise on a familiar face, that changed into the empty gaze of glazed over death. Pain, flashing across his hand. Scales, so many, glistening against the laughter of a boy, twisted by his own selfish hungers.
Then they melted and bled into longer, drawn out moments. Faces, pain, emotions, sensations. Stronger and stronger as the memories came again, and again, assaulting him like nothing heÆd ever imagined before. Everything heÆd ever endured, everything heÆd ever faced, stabbing like the barking report of machine gun fire into the depths of his mind.
How easily you falter.
The words themselves crashed into him with a glacial disdain as they ground down into him, forcing him to search around, eyes wild, fighting against the onslaught of memories being forced through his mind. And immediately, a new sensation joined them. Anger.
ôWhat in MerlinÆs nameà?!ö
Calling out the name of a dead man will do you no good here, Harry Potter. Crawling in the dark, hiding, crying like the pitiful little creature you are.
He could feel the sneer in the voice as it again, slammed down on him like a crashing wave from all sides as he struggled against his buckling knees. ôWho are you?! What do you want?!ö
Want? Do you think a little thing like you could offer me anything, hmmm? No. This isnÆt about want, not at all.
The words burned into him, an acidic touch of scorn as the thing, whatever it was, spoke. ôThen, why the bloody hell am I HERE?!ö
WeÆre dying, foolish little child. That thing, that abomination, has invaded us, forced itself into us, and soon, there will be nothing left.
ôWe?ö That sounded soà different, so off as he paused, the sensations, the darkness, slamming into him again, as he could feel every loss, every pain, every drop of darkness dragging him down, as he could feel an icy chill of weariness clutching stronger and stronger at his limbs. ôDyingà?ö
And here you are, standing there, dumbfounded like a gaping little minnow before the serpentÆs maw. How does it feel, to die as something so insignificant? To end as nothing more than a pawn, a toy, a puppet, a little piece on the board, moved about by every hand but his own?
Harry paused a moment, before his lips actually twitched just a bit, while a soft, wooden chuckle escaped his lips, as he stared back out into the darkness, for a moment as he let the memories slide off of him. ôAm I supposed to know how it feels to be anything else?ö
For a moment, there was silence, nothing to answer him back as he could feel another rising surge of those aching, burning memories rising to batter him again. Then, he heard it again, softer now, the tone, a quite mournful thing, like a dirge in the night.
Yes, you are. You are supposed to be the hand, not the sword. You are supposed to be the Master, not the servant. Yet, here we are trapped and drowning in a pool of filth forced upon us.
ôAnd if thatÆs who IÆm supposed to be. What about you?ö The words hissed past his lisp as he would narrow his eyes, feeling how they seemed to know, to face, exactly where the voice came from. Knowing, exactly where it was.
Me? I was supposed to be your salvation. But, youÆve almost thrown me aside, neglected me, looking at me only when another forced you to, never on your own. I waited for you, Harry Potter. To come to me, to know me, to embrace me. But instead, you were content to fall into the arms of others, letting them guide you, relying on them, and only, oh so rarely on me.
There was a pause, before suddenly, the voice was triumphant, crowing out as it spoke, filling him with a warmth that wrapped around him like almost nothing heÆd ever felt before.
But when you did! Oh, how glorious it was! To run free, to be unleashed, to feel those few, rare moments where you allowed yourself to stand on your own merits, your own strength!
ô...What are you...?ö The words again fell past his lips, and in an instant, the warmth fled him, leaving him suddenly cold, so acutely aware of the oily filth clinging to him, dragging him deeper and deeper.
You should already know.
ôWell, I bloody don't!ö Again the anger came, as he began to struggle, fighting back against the darkness, against the filth against the cold, slow fall into the shadow. ôI've never heard you!ö
I've whispered to you, I've called to you, I've screamed at you, I've cried for you! I've begged you, again and again! But you never listened! I've been there, EVERY moment of your life! I've SAVED you, but you DARE to tell me you don't know me?! That you've NEVER HEARD ME?!
ôI HAVEN'T!ö Harry snarled then, his body struggling, fighting back against the muck and filth as he could feel it, suddenly seeming to come alive, fighting back fighting to pull him deeper, to swallow him whole, even as he could feel the defiance building up inside of him. ôDon't you think I WANTED someone to talk to?! SOMEONE TO BE THERE?! Someone that would NEVER leave me?! I NEVER HEARD YOU!ö
Well, you can hear me now. What're you going to do about it?
ôAre you going to tell me what you are?!ö The boy growled softly, even as he could feel the tension growing, the muck, the filth pulling him deeper, lashing against him, dragging him down. ôOr is this just some kind of sick little game to you while you watch me die?!ö
You know what I am. Realize that, and you have a chance to save us both. Light up our darkness, Harry Potter. Stop running from the truth of who you are.
ôAnd what the bloody hell is that?!ö
Why, Hagrid told you the first day you met him. You're a wizard, Harry Potter.
Suddenly, it clicked, and in that instant, the sliver of the moon the waxing light of the moon overhead, froze, before suddenly, the remaining sliver of light fought back against the coming darkness. In an instant, there was no longer the barest sliver of light, as the moon waned visibly before him. And in that instant, she was revealed.
She was beautiful in a way he couldn't put words to. Her hair, falling like a flowing rainbow past her shoulder each strand a different color, as her eyes glowed in an ever shifting sea of hues. For that moment, nothing else seemed to exist, before he finally put his realization to words.
ôYou're... my magic.ö Instantly the sinking tug cased, as he could feel it, flowing down retreating from his skin, from his body as he stared into her eyes.
Indeed. Now... Say my name, and you'll never be alone again.
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ôYou've...ö The sound of Voldemort's voice, rippling arrogantly past Harry's lips was cut short as his eyes suddenly widened in shock. ôNo... NO!ö
Albus Dumbledore could only stare in shock as Harry suddenly pushed himself up, his eyes burning emeralds once more as he stared defiantly into the Hall of Mysteries around them. Then, the boy's voice spoke up in a firm whisper. ôIlluminate my path in shadows, and light my way through the darkness... Ceridwen!ö
The air rent with a scream as suddenly Voldemort was expelled, violently from the body he'd forced his way into, and from the soul he'd tried so desperately to snuff out. For a moment, as the air quivered before as a dark mist flowed off Harry's body. As the boy slowly came to his feet, his eyes, hard, he stared angrily as it formed into the shocked, outraged face of Voldemort.
ôYou're a fool, Harry Potter!ö The words, hissed past the thing that had once been a man's lips as he glared back at the boy in pure, venomous hatred.
And in that instant, as his wand rose up to strike, the magic pouring out of Harry suddenly cocooned itself around in like a protective shield, before suddenly exploding outwards, blasting the dark wizard backwards off his feet. As he righted himself, his eyes suddenly blurring, the world around him spinning, Voldemort could hear the boy's voice piercing through the air. ôNo, Voldemort, I'm a wizard.ö
As his eyes again fell into focus, the Dark Lord could only stare in absolute shock at the boy he'd so effortlessly struck down only moment's before. Little had changed physically, he still bore the scrapes and wounds of battle, but now, a white jacket hung about his shoulders, plain save for the eight colored lines intertwining up his sleeve, red, green, blue, yellow, black, bronze, silver and gold. Behind that jacket, wings of crimson and gold feathers stretched out, almost glowing in the dark lobby of the Ministry, with the boy's wand pointed directly at him.
ôAnd we're not done.ö A blast golden magic blasted out from his hand, flowing through the wand, filling it until it too almost seemed ready to explode with it's energy, before an eruption of eight balls of glowing, golden light shot out, arching like claws through the air before each of them raced towards Voldemort.
Snarling in fury, the Dark Lord quickly switched through his shields. Batting away, deflecting, or absorbing the powerful spheres of magic. Buckling against the force, the man hissed back in fury even as he rose back to stand tall, proud as his eyes stared back into the boy's. ôSo it would seem.ö
ôHave you forgotten already, Voldemort?ö Harry cocked his head to the side, his eyes burning with magic, before he suddenly slashed his arm, sending a cutting line of blue energy sweeping like a blade, slashing towards the man's head. ôYou're supposed to bow.ö
Ducking beneath the blade, Voldemort was forced into a semblance of the pose Harry had described, before rising up, his eyes burning even hotter as he ignored the sounds of the various floo entrances suddenly coming active, spewing out people as he sent a sickly purple blast of light back at Harry in response. ôSo kind of you to remind me, BOY!ö
The tip of the glowing wand rose up, at that last instant, catching against the smell and batting it aside as it crashed into the fountain before he flicked his wand downwards, a spell splashing into the stone floor between them as suddenly pebbles spewed forth, rocketing towards Voldemort. ôAlways happy to be of service.ö
A hiss of anger burned through the thin, pale lips as a shield quickly rose up, deflecting the pebbles back at Harry, who merely shielded himself with a wing, before batting the rest of the stones aside.
It was then that a new, trembling voice rose through the air. ôHe's... He's back... He's HERE!! AURORS!ö
As Fudge squealed, Voldemort turned his head, for only an instant, before twisting out of the way of another slashing blue blade of energy from Harry's wand. Growling in frustration, the man's eyes burned back towards the boy. ôAnother time then, Potter.ö
ôTime that's running out for you, murderer.ö Harry growled back, even as he watched Voldemort vanish into a cloud of dust, and disperse.
As the rest of the assembled Ministry staff stared in absolute shock, Dumbledore finally found his voice again as he stared back at the boy. ôHarry... What happened...?ö
ôIsn't it obvious, Professor?ö Harry grinned, his head cocking slightly to the side. ôI found my magic.ö
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