Nasuverse Fate/Inertia Dawn

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Fate/Inertia Dawn

A FSN Megacrossover, jointly written with <a href='http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2317271/' target='_blank' rel='nofollow'>InsertRandomUsernameHere</a> of Fanfiction.net

The Holy Grail War: A sacred ritual where magi battle for supremacy using Servants, the embodiment of legendary figures from Gaia's past. But what if the Third--and the Fourth Wars had been more distorted than anyone thought possible. What if the Servants summoned weren't even quite those of ancient legend?

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~Prologue: Declaration of War~


Thud!

With a crash, I kicked open the jammed door of my estate's second guest room, stance low, Magic Circuits primed and ready to launch a gandr spell at needùonly to freeze at what I saw, understanding what had happened instantly.

"àI did it again," I muttered, fighting the urge to cradle my head in my hands. Once again, it seems that I may have overestimated my capabilities as a magusùor at least, of avoiding mistakes at the most critical times.

What had once been my estate's guest room had been utterly destroyed, with a gaping hole where the western wall and part of the ceiling should be, the guest bed, or what used to be the guest bed, thoroughly splintered, and a figure sitting nonchalantly on the pile of rubble that was all that remained.

Ah.

So maybe I wasn't an utter failure after all, since I'd managed to properly summon something àthough "properly" probably wouldn't be the word that most magi would use to refer what just took place. Probably not even the second or the third, for that matter, with "imperfect", "flawed" or "botched" being much candidates.

"àWell, what's done is done. I should reflect on my actions," I groused, mad at my own stupidity, though I suppressed the urge to berate myself further, instead turning my eyes upon the boy just sitting there with utter indifference.

Was this the Servant?

Since a Servant is said to be a familiar, I thought it would have been something without form û a spirit, but this seemed like a normal humanà

'àNo, that's wrong. Don't be fooled by its appearance.'

Even from the doorway, I could sense outrageous amounts of magical energy from what I had summoned, that this was an existence far beyond any modern human, a "ghost" that had nearly reached the level of the Divine Spirits.

Taking in the physical appearance of the figure before me, the first thing that struck me was his eyes, the eyes of one who has seen too much in his time. Looking into them I was almost forced to take a step back, as those blue orbs bespoke who had endured all the pain and suffering that the world had to offer, youthful ideals burned away as he was plunged into hell over and over again. Cynical and weary, but resigned, they accepted all of the evils that humans wrought upon one another with dispassionate indifference, as if to say that nothing could be changed, that there was no use trying.

Feeling an odd shiver run down my spine at the fatalistic thoughts passing through my mind, I pulled back my gaze, only to find that the Servant was studying me as well, those cold, indifferent eyes boring into me as if I was nothing he hadn't seen before, categorizing me as someone else he would have to deal with. What he thought, God only knows, though it probably involved that indifference that I saw lingering in his eyesàthe quiet certainty that this, too, would pass.

Still, despite his unnerving gaze, the figure before me appeared quite young û younger than me, even. He was handsome in a boyish way, with still-childish features offset by short, black hair, and a lean frame that didn't seem suitable for a swordsmanàadding to my growing suspicion that this wasn't a Saber-class Servant.

For now, though I'd had enough of this silent sizing up of the other party, since the delay between entrance and introduction might not have given my Servantùif that were what he wasùa favorable impression of me. It was time to get down to business, to at least adopt the air of a magus who was always in control of the situation, one able to make the destruction of her guest bedroom seem like it fit into some greater scenario like one Matryoshka doll into the next.

"You. Are you the Servant that I have summoned?" I asked, channeling my frustration into my voice to turn it into unbending steel, very in-command and decisive.

"àYes," the figure replied after a moment, not stirring from his apparent state of repose. "àyou have summoned me." Unlike what I would have guessed, his voice wasn't a monotone. Rather it simply lackedàenthusiasm, almost as if to ask, 'what's the point?'

Waitàwasn't a Servant supposed to ask that question first? Wasn't that the rule? Was he broken orùyeah, he probably was, actually, considering the results of my summoningà

"And will your body be under my command, my fate entrusted to your blade in this war for the Holy Grail? Will you serve as my sword and shield against all those who might bring forth a challenge?" This was indeed the question. If this unknown Servant complied, then my gloriously botched-up summon wouldn't be quite the complete disaster I had thought it to be. If he didn't, wellàthen this Grail War would have one less Master to participate in itùa prospect I didn't really want to think about.

"Yeah, I will," the Servant replied, his tone as noncommittal as before.

Well, it would be better if he had been happier about serving, but I suppose it could be worse, given how laughable everything leading up to his acquiescence had beenùand that had he been even less enthusiastic, I might have been cut down by my Servant before the war even began û truly an embarrassing fate. Just to be safe, though, I scanned myself for the obligatory Command Seals that come with every Master/Servant partnership, finding the holy marks on the traditional place on my left forearm.

Fair enough. As long as I wore long sleeves, as I was in the habit of doing, no one would ever see them. Still, I noted that the shape of the Seals was rather peculiar, nothing like the circles of balance or harmony. They say that the shape of a Master's Command Seals either reflects the magus' magic characteristic or an aspect of the Servant, but this? What could it possibly mean? It was something that I'd have to investigate in due time, butà

I'd have time to ponder this question later. I still had to get past the introductions with my new Servantàwhatever kind he is. Probably better to just ask him.

"So, which Servant class are you?" This was quite possibly the second most important question that a Master needs the answer to, as without the knowledge of what class your Servant is, one would be unable to formulate any strategies based on that class. I still entertained faint hopes of this being Saber, the strongest Servant, butà

"àClassà" the boy spoke slowly, blinking as he looked at me as if from far away. "àI'm a Lancer."

àas I suspected. I'd failed to call forth Saber, the class I was originally going for. I'm not really surprised, since I mistook the time, the summoning circle didn't work, and I even summoned the Servant to the wrong place. I shouldn't be disappointedùI should be amazed that the summons actually was able to call into being a Servant at all, much less one that has more or less sworn loyalty to me like any properly summoned Servant would.

Stillàa Lancer. Definitely not a Saber-class, even if it was one of the three Knight classes. A Lancer would make things harder, since I couldn't just breeze through the war as I would if my Servant were a Saberàbut as the heiress of the proud and distinguished Tohsaka family, I must adapt and thrive and win this Grail War, no matter what hand Fate has dealt me.

"Are you disappointed?" He calmly and quietly asks, almost as if he expects me to be dissatisfied.

"I'm not disappointed," I temporized, trying not to make my deception obvious. While I most certainly was, after having used that many jewels, there was no sense in wasting energy fussing about itùor to meaninglessly trample on my Servant's pride, as unenthusiastic as he already seemed to be. "I am merely reassessing and modifying my previous strategy, so that it is fit for utilizing a Lancer-class."

"Oh. I see," Lancer replied calmly, slowly turning his head away from my general direction, first surveying the wreckage of the room before focusing on nothing in particular, his mind seemingly elsewhere.

àeither he just didn't care, or he didn't believe me. Going by his past behavior though, I think the first is more likely.

Still, there was one more piece of business to take care of: discerning the identity of my Servant, a piece of information far more important than even a Servant's class on the list of a Master's concerns. Why? To put it simply, each soul that has ascended to the Throne of Heroes has a certain legend associated with him or her, mentioning things like the weapons they bore in life, notable feats, or weaknessesàand if an opposing master were to find out a Servant's identity, then that enemy could counter the Servant and discover any weaknesses from their past lives. To use an example, let's say I am going up against a Servant (It doesn't matter what class it is), and I find out that his true identity is Achilles, the hero of the Trojan War itself. As anyone with a healthy understanding of Greek mythology can tell you, Achilles had one, and only one spot on his body where he was utterly vulnerable; his heel. Therefore, if I were to have my Servant perform an expertly aimed strike at that weak spot of his, it is without a doubt that the Heroic Spirit that takes the name Achilles would fall.

Thus, it was time to get this morsel of knowledge and finish up introductions. With this out of the way, the business of the War itself could finally begin.

"Alright thenàLancer," I speak softly but firmly, allowing my take-charge persona to come out again. "Tell me, what is the name that you possessed in life?"

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I've always liked walking at night, when the sun has gone down and the air is chill and briskùespecially during the iconic winters in Fuyuki City. Even the cold wind that stings my cheeks and makes them rosy doesn't dissuade me, as I find such things refreshing, reminding me that I existùmaking me feel alive. Does that make me a masochist? I don't think so. To be a magus is to walk with death as a constant companion, with the Reaper waiting to take you away should your downfall be brought upon by enemies or your own conceitedness, so to be reminded that I still lived, in some fashion, gave me comfort and was what I desired then and now.

This late at night, Lancer and I had taken to the public-access rooftop of the Kinoko Building, a modest skyscraper that offered an excellent vantage point of Fuyuki City's Shinto area, what would be called its downtown by any other name. Despite being public access, it is rarely used by others, though I can't imagine why, since there are plenty of elevators allowing for easy access to the observation deck where a nice view of the city's bay can be hadùand the Kinoko Building isn't exactly an obscure, what with being the tallest building in Fuyuki. Maybe there aren't enough tourists to consistently make use of the deck. Maybe the locals take the place for granted and just never show up even though it's practically in their own backyard. Maybe people felt uncomfortable around an overlooking view, not believing that the world beneath them was real because it is simply too big to graspù

ùor maybe I should stop hopelessly romanticizing about heights and the views that accompany them so I can focus on the big picture and my reasons for bringing my Servant here in the first place.

The impressive enough view, coupled with the aforementioned chill breeze is enough to inspire in me feelings of power and certainty. The accessibility of the observation deck, coupled with its remoteness (an oddly contradictory combination, yet just what we needed) was perfect for allowing Lancer to get a feel for the lay of the land, the future battlefield that Fuyuki would soon be turned into.

"Okay Lancer, take in the view. I know that extraordinary eyesight and photographic memory aren't defining traits of your class, but combined with all the walking around we've done, this should help you get your bearings and help you devise short-cuts and escape routes if the situation calls for it."

Needless to say, I was rather surprised when he turned to me (rather reluctantly, I thought), and spoke up.

"It's alright, Master, you didn't need to do this. I've been in Fuyuki beforeà"

On our way around the city, I had kept him in spirit form so as not to startle any of the mundanes we came across, but here on the roof I deemed it secure enough for him to materialize so that we mightàwait.

What did he just say? 'I've been in Fuyuki before?'

"àwhat?" I managed, looking sharply at my Servant. "What does that mean, Lancer?"

"Wellà" Lancer was quiet for a moment, hesitating before speaking as was beginning to become a pattern in our interactions. He seemed to be mulling over his response as if searching for a more delicate way of explaining, yet apparently comes up with nothing and has to state things rather bluntly, if nervously, the first bit of emotion he'd shown. "This actually isn't the first Grail War that I've been in. This is actually, um, my second time participating."

My eyes widened dramatically when those words issued from his lips. Participated before? Not his first Grail War? Well, I imagine he didn't win if he was being summoned once again, thoughà

"Lancer," I said softly, my voice just slightly on edge, recalling my frustration from before. "I told you what we would be doing when we left the estate." My eyes narrowed gravely as my tone became serious, giving vent to a little of my displeasure. Even if he was a force beyond human, I was still his Master, and he should respect that. "I said that we would be walking around the city so you could acclimate to your surroundings. For a Master to go out in public and risk putting themselves in the line of fire while the Grail War is going on is one of the most dangerous and foolhardy things that they can do."

I grudgingly admitted to myself that I was the only one responsible for my 'endangerment' because of my other reason for going out: I subconsciously got a kick from having a dangerous familiar as an invisible bodyguard, and so wanted to go outside, brazenly risking myself for the thrill of it. And, well, given Lancer's lack of input thus far, he can't be blamed for following my orders, since I hadn't asked about prior experience beforeùeven if that was supposed to be so unlikely as to be absurd. Still, he didn't volunteer this information, making me waste my valuable time, soàI'd be damned if he didn't own up to a little of the responsibility.

"Didn't you swear fealty to me, as was decreed to you by the Grail Ritual and your successful summoning?" I asked pointedly, glaring at my Servant as I gave him the ninth degree. "Didn't you take an oath that you would protect me at all costs with no regards to your own existence as long as I remained your Master and you my Servant? Were you trying to get me killed by not saying anything? Do you want us to lose the Grail?"

"I'm sorry." He replied instantly, almost by reflex, as if words had grievously stung him, or at least, his principles. "I'm sorryàit's justàI'm terrible at getting out what needs to be said sometimes. You were just soàadamant about going around the city and seeing the skyscraper, as if you'd been planning to go see it from the startà"

Great. My Servant didn't have enough of a spine to take the initiative. This could be troublingàwait a second, he was still going on.

"And, to let the truth be toldà," he said, much more hesitantly. "I actually wanted to come see the view."

My eyes widened with surprise at his words, and I did nothing to hide the perplexed look that came across my face. I don't know if that was because his reasons were so à casual, or if it was because he seemed soà

The lights of the city stretched out off into the distance beneath the tower, as if to mirror the night sky above us. The moon was nice and full, illuminating Lancer's semi-corporeal form in a picturesque way as he gazed out at the city, his lips curled slightly upwards in a nostalgic, thoughtful smile. For the moment, he seemed as if his mind was a thousand miles away, in another time, perhaps. As if he had once gazed upon a sight not so dissimilar to the one before him.

àhappy.

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Cutting through a desolate playground for a shortcut, Lancer and I made to return to my Manor, as I began going over what I knew about my Servant in my head. There wasn't much, unfortunately.

Like any good Servant, Lancer told me his name when I asked him about it, but there was a problem I had not foreseen: His true name meant nothing to me. I had never heard of Lancer's true identity before, and subsequent research that I performed that night and the following morning had turned up nothingàor at least nothing of relevance.

And while I was on the topic of mornings, the morning after the summoning ritual, (which only came in a few hours because the ritual took place at eleven o'clock) I was surprised to find out that Lancer had not only cleaned up the house, but had also taken it upon himself to make the morning tea and breakfast, as well as cleaning up all the rubble and debris from the destruction his summoning had caused. Granted, the guest bedroom still had a gaping hole where the western wall and part of the ceiling should be, but putting that aside, it looked presentable enough. I wasn't not sure whether he was under the influence of a geis (a curse that forces its host to perform certain actions when certain conditions are met), or if that's his way of saying sorry, but the gesture wasàappreciated.

But, back to Lancer.

To me, Lancer was a riddle, a mystery wrapped up in an enigma. There were no records of anyone bearing his name throughout history, nor was there anything recorded of his deeds (which I know nothing of, if there even are any, and he is not a wraith taking the form of a Heroic Spirit). The question was, how did someone without a legend, without an ounce of fame to his name, become a Heroic Spirit? By definition, a Heroic Spirit is the manifestation of an individual whose deeds (or misdeeds) were so famous or infamous that they were elevated to a higher existence, one nearly matching the level of the Divine Spirits. At the risk of oversimplifying, one becomes a Heroic Spirit by becoming famous enough to have legends and tales told about them.

And yet, Lancer had neither fame nor legends in this world. He was not a historical nor legendary figure of any sort. So how? How could this nobody have become a Heroic Spirit, one who was summoned to serve as my right hand in the Grail War? Was it just a result of my improper summoning? Had I really botched things up that badly? Shaking my head, I set that aside for now. There had to be a reason that he was summoned after all, and not just my incompetence, as the Grail selects worthy Masters for the trial.

But even without speculating as to the extent of my failures, I was still in a disadvantageous situation, since being unfamiliar with Lancer's past life, means that I would be therefore unfamiliar with his capabilities, unable to properly strategize unless I see them firsthandùor asked him about them, and I had the feeling that getting information from him would be harder than pulling teeth.

Of course, not knowing anything about my Servant did have an advantage, since if I knew nothing about his strengths and weaknesses, then it would be impossible for an opponent to force me into revealing them.

Cold comfort, really, but I'd take what I could.

Yet, though I'd come to accept being in the dark concerning Lancer, I still could not help but wonder just what kind of Servant I had called forth. For one thing, his catalyst, which I used to summon him, was definitely strangeànot seeming at all like an artifact associated with a legendary hero. Instead of a sword, a scabbard, a coil of snakeskin, or the foundation block of a temple, it was an old cello, stained beyond repair by a mysterious substance smelling faintly of blood. Judging from my first impressions of that catalyst alone, I probably should have known that I wasn't going to be summoning an ordinary Servant, yet what kind of a Servant should I have been expecting to summon with a catalyst like that?

My thoughts turned once again to the Command Seals grafted onto my left forearm, the mark of a Master in the Holy Grail War. With an air of discontent, I pulled up my sleeve, and once again contemplated the meaning behind their shapes: a bident skewering a fig leaf and a skull with avian characteristics on its shaft. It was said that the shapes that the holy mark of the Command Seals held significance to their Master's abilities and the summoned Servant's past lifeàbut what do these symbols have to do with me? Original sin, perhaps? My family, as secret Christians, was known for its ties with the Church, but what of the rest?

Ba-dump.

A white-hot flash tore through me as my Command Seals reacted to the presence of an enemy, forcing me to look up.

"You should do a better job of concealing those Command Seals of yours, Rin Tohsaka," an all-too-familiar and all too unwelcome voice broke in û the last voice that I wanted to hear. "Otherwise a more suitable magus might come along and take advantage of your incompetence."

'àOh my God.'

I froze in place, a reaction to the sense of sudden recognition I was experiencing - and the terrible sinking feeling that came with it.

No. It couldn't be, could it? Was it really her? Oh god, don'tàit had to be.

I quickly and involuntarily slid my sweater's sleeve back down my arm, warily turning my gaze towards the direction of the hated voice on the other side of the playground. To my utter lack of surprise (and to my displeasure), it was who I had thought it to be.

She was garbed in a sleeveless blue dress, her long skirts flowing gracefully over the pavement as they blew in the chill night breeze. Her orange-blonde hair hung in long curly drills that fluttered like her skirt, as she peered at me, carrying herself with an air of regality, haughtinessàand complete and utter arrogance.

Without a doubt it was her.

"Luviagelita Edelfelt," I ground out between my teeth, as if even speaking the name was distasteful to meàwhich it was.

"Surprised to see me, Rin?" Luviagelita asked in a manner that she knew I found particularly grating, as she self-assuredly flicks her drills.

"No, actually," I replied flatly, my fingers inching towards the jewels I kept concealed on my person as a trump card, each made by pouring a year's worth of prana into them. "What are you doing here, Luvia?"

Of course I knew, so I was really only asking to buy time. Luvia was clearly a Master, and one who had apparently discovered that I was one as wellùa most dangerous situation, which could only end in one way. Ever since the Third Grail War, the Tohsaka and the Edelfelt families had been bitterly opposed to one another, with allegations of Magic Crest theft and such flying back and forth as we struggled to prove our superiority to one another. And in this war, it seemed as if that conflict between the two families was about to flare up once againàonly I'd make sure that the Tohsaka came out on top. I'd have to, if I intended to win this Grail War.

"Oh, I was just talking a pleasant stroll and enjoying Fuyuki City's nightlife with a friend of mine until I came across you," the bitch said in a not-very-believable tone of voice, her lips curving upwards evilly as she spoke her next words. "Would you like me to introduce the two of you?"

"Lancer!"

My Servant materialized by my side in response to my call, dropping into a protective stance as he took a step forward. Gone was the quiet apathy and subtly cynical expression he had worn beforehand, and all I saw in his bearing was a grim determination that those had seemingly hidden.

"Master?" Lancer asked of me, knowing what was about to transpireàthe fight to the death that was the purpose of Servants in this war.

"You know what to do."

"Yes, ma'am," my Servant replied in a voice devoid of emotion, plunging his hand past his lightly-armored skintight suit, deep within his abdomen, as if it were made of sand and not solid flesh. "Guhà!" As his hand quickly sank into the depths without spilling a drop of blood, a look of intense pain flashed across Lancer's face.

With a determined grimace on his face, he pushed his arm deeper, all the way up to his elbow, muscles tensing as he seized ahold of something with a grunt. I watched as, using slow, jerking motions, Lancer extracted from within himself his weapon of choice: a spear of considerable length, longer than he was tall. The helical shaft twisted and split into bident points, and was as red and divine as the blood it had spilled.

Spear at the ready, my youthful looking Servant took up his battle stance, angling it threateningly at my rival.

"Oh, so you had your Servant with you after all?" Luvia noted, feigning disappointment that I had brought out my familiar. "Huh, I guess you're only half as incompetent as I originally gave you credit for. Still, I guess that's not out of character for you, Rin. You always were one to half-ass it." Her dissatisfied pout morphed into an arrogant smirk as she says this undignified remark. "Well, if you wanted me to play with you, Rin, all you had to do was ask. In that caseà"

Crack!

Luvia snapped her fingers in a very clichÚd manner (which if the situation weren't as serious as it is now, I'd call her out on to piss her off), which then prompts a figure to materialize in front of her, facing down Lancer.

This new Servant, for it could only be one such, appeared to be a young man no older than any of us with a mop of shaggy gray-white hair atop his head, garbed in intimidating looking black-and-red armor with numerous spiked protrusions jutting off of it. A pair of serious, red irises glared at Lancer, enhanced by facial tattoos that shared the same blood-red hue, looking at my Servant almostàferally.

Another Servant, this, but which one? Berserker, orà?

"Get them, Lancer."

Upon my rival's order, her Servant summoned forth a wicked looking scythe, a demonic weapon that sent a chill down my spine, as my Lancer lunged, and battle was joined. Weapons in hand, they attacked with full force, the murderous intent in the air enough to freeze any normal human in place, each determined to kill the other in order to prove their existence.

This was it. This was their purpose. This was their calling. To battle it out to the death. To win. The advent of my participation in the Holy Grail War was about to be christened by battle, and I wouldàwait. What?!

"W-wait a minute," I sputtered, one of my hands now grasping the desired gemstoneùa ruby, to summon forth fire. "You can't have Lancer! I have Lancer."

"What was that, Rin?" Luvia questioned, raising an eyebrowùas I noted with alarm that one of her hands was reaching into her skirts.

"In case you're hard of hearing, I said, you can't have a Lancer," I insisted, glaring murderously at my haughty foeùone who obviously didn't have any respect for my intelligence. "I have a Lancer."

"And I'm trying to watch my Servant win against your so-called Lancer, so stop distracting me from my fun," the blonde retorted, glancing disdainfully in my direction. "A commoner's words can be so dull sometimes."

"T-that's my point!" I growled at her, really thinking that she'd look much better with a hole in her faceàor maybe somewhere else in her body. "We both can't have Lancer-class Servants!"

"Well," Luvia said, mockingly feigning thoughtfulness. The bitch was playing with me, I know it. Her flippant manner made that quite obvious. "Maybe he is. Maybe he isn't. Maybe we both have Lancer. Ohohohoà"

"That'sàimpossible," I bit back, barely managing to suppress my urge to attack as the sounds of metal on metal rang in the distance, the chaos of battle acting as mere white noise to my current confrontation.

Anyone with an inkling of knowledge of the Grail War Ritual knew thatù

"Oh? But there were multiple representatives of the Seven Classes in the last War, weren't there?" the Edelfelt heir asked with saccharine sweetness, though her expression belied that impression of innocence. "Perhaps the situation is similar with this one."

Dear God, how I hated that self-assured smirk.

"Oh please," I all but snarled. Luvia had a way of bringing out the very worst in me, and my desire to force her to acknowledge my point was all that kept me from killing her. After all, how could she beg me for forgiveness if she was dead, hm? "Any self-respecting Magus with a rudimentary knowledge of the Grail War Ritual knows that the Fourth Grail War was beyond salvageable, and as such is completely and utter hopeless."

Coup de grÔce. Let's see if her pride can handle it.

"Really now?" She sneered derisively. "Is that why your loser of a father couldn't even live through it, or is that a trait that all Tohsakas share, failure?"

Instead of verbally responding to this horrible, pride-piercing insult, I let my actions do the talking.

Drawing my hand from behind my back, I pulled forth a prana-infused gemstones and hurled it at my eternal rival, using a word of command to release the magical energy within in an explosion of power, like a shaped charge of sorts.

"Anfang!"

It blazed forth into thorns of light streaking forth to vaporize my enemy and everything around her, impacting the area around her with a thunderous BOOM! Smoke and concrete flew in all directions as a surge raw prana blew Luvia away where she stood, reducing all in her vicinity a gaping, ruinous hole into the playground. I smiled darkly at this satisfying explosion, though a small part of me wished that she were still alive so I could gloù

"You bitch!" my rival roared from within the smoke, apparently uninjured, though slightly disheveled, "You tried to kill me!"

'Damnit, did she use aù'

"YAAAAAAAà" But my thoughts on how she must have used one of her own gems to counter mine were oh-so-rudely interrupted as the blonde harpy, now sufficiently pissed off, lunged towards me using a technique I recognized as a form of hand-to-hand combat called England-original Lancashire-styleàa style not entirely dissimilar to professional wresting. A style that suits he, as what it clearly lacks in finesse, it more than makes it up with sheer force.

I tried to bring my arm up to use my Gandr spell, knowing I wouldn't have enough time for a gemstone, but Luvia closed the distance quicklyàtoo quickly. Instead, I sidestepped to the left, swung out my reinforced arm, and took her down with a technique called the 'clothesline.' Unfortunately, on her way to become forcefully acquainted with the ground, she grabbed me and brought me down as well. With the both of us on the ground, calling it a free-for-all wouldn't exactly be inaccurate, as there is much biting, scratching, ankle-biting, grappling, and pulling of hair.

Oddly enough though, despite all the chaos happening between Luvia and I, it seemed as if the sounds of battles not our own have ceased. Confused by this development, I turned my head toward over to the area where our two Servants were fighting before, a task made rather difficult to accomplish due to Luvia enthusiastically trying to grind my face into the dirt. Once I managed though, my mouth fell open from shock to see them not fighting each other, but instead standing around fixated on the spectacle of two Masters having a catfight. Seeing me just freeze, Luvia took note of the what had so startled meàand froze, herself at the sight of our Servants. While Lancer and Luvia's Servant of unknown class both had their weapons held in a fighting stance and aimed towards one another like they did before, ready in case his opponent attempted a preemptive strike, it seemed that we had the lion's share of their attention, with both of them watching our squabble with a sort of fascination.

"What the hell are you two doing?" Luvia and I shouted at the same time, dumbfounded at the behavior of our admittedly young, male Servants, seeming to share a look of mingled exasperation as we made our own personal truce. It seemed neither of us would be able to kill each other, so we'd decide this by way of Servants. "This isn't a damn peepshow! Get back to killing each other!"

Sometimes, I thought that we were much more alike than we'd both care to admità

"Yes ma'am!"

"Understood!"

Our Servants responded as one, their expressions turning serious as they turned to make was upon another once againùtheir superhuman battle resumed in deadly earnest.

Twirling gusts of wind.

Two figures wove a deadly dance as they strove mightily to kill one another, Lancer like a raging wind, the mystery servant a howling gust. The scythe is swung to deflect the lance's thrust, yet the demon scythe cannot slide down the length of the holy lance, as it is caught between its twin barbsùbefore the other Servant flips backwards, disengaging his weapon to keep it from being pulled from his hand.

Clash! Clang! Slash!

As spear crashed against scythe, Lancer maintained an aggressive stance and seems to be keeping Luvia's Servant on the defense, attacking to close the distance, pressing him to keep the other from advancing, each thrust of his intended as a fatal blow!

While one usually could not close in on an enemy with a long weapon, the desired tactice instead being the use of long rangeàthat didn't apply here, since both combatants were using weapons with great reach: one a scythe that screamed as it sliced through air, the other a lance that rushed like lightning for throat, shoulders, forehead, and heart!

Thrusts so fast even the afterimages were blurred. Slashes even faster, repelling each strike, rebuffing and pushing back each oneùthe cacophony of clashing steel echoed through the night, and the sparks from their colliding weapons intensely lit up the darkness for the briefest of moments, illuminating the killing space between them.

Sweep. Thrust. Guard. Counter.

Dodge. Riposte. Block.

Weapons swung like whirlwinds to smash at the other, wielders mirroring one another in movement and form, neither seeming to have an advantage.

Clang!

In spite of the innate speed attributed to Lancer-class Servants such as mine, the mystery Servant was able to not only able to keep him from decisively landing a killing strike, but had also managed to get in a few good strikes when the opportunity presented itself, so both were ever so slightly bleeding, watching for the chance to deliver a fatal blowù

ùa chance like right now!

Having leapt backwards away from Lancer's six-foot bident, the unknown Servant's feet touched the ground briefly as he sprang back into the air, reversing his trajectory as he burst forward, the demonic weapon shrieking of its lust for blood as it was swung, taking Lancer's neckà

Whoosh!

Or so it would have, had Lancer not recognized the danger in the technique and dove into a combat roll a split-second prior to the arrival of the scythe's blade, the reaper's tool missing him by mere centimeters, enough to feel the wind of its passing before it slammed into the ground, carving deep furrows through the concrete as a spiderweb of cracks race through the ground from the point of impact. Lancer, having recovered to his feet and seeing the opportunity to attack while the mystery Servant's weapon was temporarily neutralized, whirled in place, his holy lance thrusting out to take his enemy's heart!

Clang!

But it, like every fatal blow before it, was blocked, as in a single fluid movement, Luvia's Servant ripped his weapon from the ground, and parried, the collision of partizans banishing the rock powder from his scythe and restoring it to its deadly brilliance.

A lance only needed a forward motionùa thrustùto be wielded, and as such required less effort to inflict a lethal wound than something as unwieldy as a large scythe, which requires wide sweeping blows to lay low an opponent, more than twice the effort required of a spear-user. From a logical standpoint, the lancer should have a distinct advantage over his enemy, just as a lance-wielding Knight should have an advantage over a scythe wielding peasant in rebellion. But such rules of combat and logic only apply when the warriors that the argument concerns are human, and their weapons merely mundane works of metal and wood. These Servants, on the other hand, these hounds of war, whose inhuman savagery in combat could only be likened to the fury of the elements themselves howling in defiance against the cities of manùthese combatants were anything but human, so there were no rules by which to abide.

Servants.

Familiars of different classes that obey the seven masters.

Heroic Spirits from the throne of Heroes, whose souls ascended beyond mortality due to worship and the glory of their deeds û these are the warriors summoned by the Holy Grail, perhaps human in form, but in reality the ultimate ideal created by the dreams of man, unmistakable for anything other than what they are.

Especially while they're fighting like this.

Luvia's Servant might not be as fast as Lancer, but he seemed to possess a very keen battle intuition, and amazingly is more than capable of reading and countering Lancer's would-be-fatal attacks, parrying and blocking with ease.

Twin tips are thrust forward and back multiple times, as Lancer keeps trying to score a hit, but each and every time his lance is thrust, the enemy either turns it aside using the scythe's edge or reads Lancer's moves and steps out of the way with contemptuous ease.

A crash.

Lancer disrupted his intentional attack pattern and turns a thrust into a sweep, changing the flow of his movements to trip up the opponent and gain the upper hand. It was a simple yet rather commendable move, but it might also be because he's running out of options.

"Damn it! What the hell kind of a Servant are you?" Lancer growled, one of his eyes twitching with visible annoyance. "And if you say you're a 'Lancer', I swear I'll take your head!"

The Servant of the Lance was growing impatient, as the battle had been going on for too long without either side gaining a notable advantage.

"Sorry. I'm not at liberty to reveal that information at this time." So the white haired boy answered coolly as he slashed his demonic scythe up in a swing between Lancer's legs, to cleave him in twain from crotch to shoulder, with only the vaguest hint of a smirk on his face.

With the inherent speed of his class, Lancer dramatically leapt away from the scything blade up into the night sky, with the light of the moon silhouetting his lithe, airborne form as he sailed through the air. With a feral, catlike grace he landed a healthy distance away from his enemy, and held his blood-red lance in what can only be described as a javelin-thrower's position.

'Lancer has something planned,' I realized, as I sensed a sudden chill, as the mana in the air was drawn into the twin-pronged spear, whose crimson glow brightened, a pulsating sound reminiscent of a heartbeat audible to all.

I was nearly quivering with excitement when my mind registered what was about to happen. A truly amazing event, the likes of which very few have the fortune of seeing in their lifetimesàand even fewer when not on the receiving endùa Noble Phantasm. A real, honest-to-goodness, Noble Phantasm. A weapon, technique, or ability utilized in life by a Servant, raised to nigh-divine status along with themùa weapon intimately connected with a Heroic Spirit's former identity as their proof of heroism.

An absolute trump card that when called upon, could turn the tide of any battle.

'That's my Servant!' I thought smugly, watching the events unfoldùand noting with satisfaction that Luvia seemed to be fascinated by this as well. In that moment, I unleashed a second gem, this time releasing enough wind to level a house and rip her to shredsàbut once more, she apparently produced a gem of her own, nullifying my spell with raw magical energy, watching me warily. 'When conventional combat isn't enough to bring down the opposing Servant, use a Noble Phantasm to end it decisively; which is exactly what Lancer is doing right now.'

The Servant of the Lance gritted his teeth as he aimed his mana-charged weapon at his enemy and wound up for a big release, his expression was a stirring amalgam of wrath, sorrow, and determination, as if the very usage of this technique was dredging up painful memories, yet he knew he must make use of it if he desired victory.

From my vantage point, in between trading Gandr potshots with Luvia û and the occasional larger spell, I could now clearly see the mana swirling about Lancer's spear, a crimson spiral that appeared for all the world like hissing blood. Lancer's mouth opened and closed with his words, as he recited the name of his Noble Phantasm, the keywords to activating the latent power of the Holy Lance itselfà

"Lanceaà" The helical lance's tips twisted and fused into a singular shaft, and his volume rose sharply as the weapon's true name devolved into a pseudo-war cry:

LONGINI!"

Hurled with a power surpassing even that of an Olympian god, the crimson missile streaked through the air as it is thrown, breaking the sound barrier as it tore through space unerringly towards the heart of its victim far faster than a spear had any right to fly, intending to utterly destroy the scythe-wielding Servant under Luvia's command.

It must have been a truly frightening sight. It had to be. To see certain doom come to claim oneself head-on, unable toù

"Dodge it!"

A sudden shout tore from Luvia's throat just as the spear was launched, my own Seals pulsing as they felt another Master invoking a Command Spell û an absolute order that can both restrain or reinforce the action of a Servant, to the point of making him perform an impossible action. If it was within the scope of the prana of the Master and the Servant, then it could be realized through the power of an order of the Command Spell - even if it is something the Servant isn't normally able to do, such as warping space and time to come to a Master's aid, increasing the might of a Noble Phantasmùor avoiding a normally unavoidable attack.

It was with the aid of that spell that the mysterious Servant bent space itself to avoid the hypersonic projectile, the weapon missing by scant millimeters, but coming enough to carve a long notch in his armor's side. A millisecond longer and the unknown would have been skewered, taking the holy lance through the chest and dying instantly, removing Edelfelt from the competition.

But as it was, the prana-charged lance did miss, instead kicking up a dust cloud of plater and tile as it buried itself halfway into the playground's boundary wall, discharging its excess prana violently in the form of a burst of super-heated steam that melted the stone and surroundings in a radius of at least five meters. Traveling at such speed and velocity, I was convinced that the only thing keeping that volatile spear from sailing through the wall like hot butter and cutting a swath through the entire neighborhood was that Lancer imposed his will upon his Noble Phantasm, keeping it from traveling further and harming those uninvolved.

With a hiss and a look of horror at nearly having died, the black-armored Servant staggered momentarily before flashing forward to counterattack, his scythe ripping through air and distance as it sang for my unguarded Servant.

"GrrrRRWRAAAHHHHhHHh!"

But before it could reach its prey, a blood-curdling howl tore through the night, as Lancer evaded with inhuman speed that even outclassed what he was capable of before, propelling himself forward, straight towards his scythe-wielding enemy, wearing an expression of inhuman rage. His eyes flashing with undisguised bloodlust, he took a running leap, sliding under the scythe and grabbing the unknown Servant's leg with his bare hands, tossing him aside like a rag doll.

"Kuh!"

Apparently Luvia's Servant had catlike reflexes of his own though, as he managed to land on his feet, bringing his scythe up into a suitable defensive position to guard against the physical onslaught of his recklessly charging foe who, at the very last second, altered his attack vector, performing an extravagant overhead somersault to launch a frenzied double-kick to crush the mysterious Servant's head.

Twang!

At the last possible moment, Luvia's Servant managed to interpose his weapon between the deadly blow and his head, but though he stopped it from being instantly fatal, it wasn't enough to stop the motion and inertia carried by Lancer's attack, as the unknown was sent skidding across the ground, into the playground wall behind him û the structure collapsing with the force of impact.

'Waitàunless I'm hallucinating, did I just see Lancer perform a reckless bum rush?' And against a completely armed, albeit slightly shaken opponent, at that? I thought I had summoned a Lancer, not a Berserker. I could only assume that this reckless charge was a technique that made Lancer famous in life, though my confusion was at least somewhat replaced with smug satisfaction when I hazarded a glance at Luvia, who seemed somewhat unnerved by this turn of events.

"No way," I heard her mutter with a mix of incredulity and reverence, swallowing. "Such terrible fury. Is that, really, StàLonginus? "

Heh. If only you knew, Luvia. Well, if only I really knew, too.

"NuRRAhhWWWW!"

Another inhuman bellow sounded, as Lancer's slim but powerful legs propelled him across the ground, his fist flying for the scythe-wielder's head to finish him off with monstrous strengthùonly to miss, slamming through the wall instead. In spite of his injury and possible concussion, the black-armored Servant had managed to evade Lancer's attack and to get back on his feet. Once more the wall splintered, and Lancer erupted in a burst of speedàbut not towards the mysterious Servant. No, this time Lancer proceeded to reclaim his spear now that it was once more within reach, the rictus of fury subsiding, to be replaced with an equally intimidating thousand-yard stare. This was the look of a warrior that wouldn't be stopped by anyone, who would do anything necessary in order for him to complete his objective.

"Servant! Come!" Luviagelita ordered, as her Servant performed an incredible jump, leaping over to his Master, answering her call in the blink of an eye, none of his mobility or power lost due to his minor injuries.

"Yeah, what is it, Master?" the odd one inquired of his summoner somewhat reproachfully, though he didn't take his eyes off of the greater threatàthe Servant of the Lance. "This battle is still going on, it's far from over."

"I know that. It's just that we're pulling out for now." Luvia explained, all the while twisting her finger around her blonde curls. "No need to show them everything in one sitting, right? We still have a few tricks up our sleeves, so we can come back later to finish the job. Besides, tonight was just supposed to be reconnaissance."

She looked over to my direction as our gazes met once again. Teehee, this was fun, Rin. Let's do it again sometime really, really soon."

"Now, let's go, Ryou." She ordered, her attention focusing back to her Servant as he dispelled his scythe and took her in his arms, leaping over the tops of the grove of trees that surrounded the playground where our skirmish had taken place. In mere instants, we had lost sight of them, in mere seconds more, they would be gone entirely. That wasn't good. I couldn't allow an enemy Master or Servant to escape, not after having seen Lancer's Noble Phantasm in action.

"Master!" Lancer's voice betrayed a slight sense of uncertainty, a stark contrast to the capable, fearsome warrior I had witnessed in battle only moments before. "They're getting away. Should I pursue?"

"Permission granted, Lancer. Finish the job. I don't want to have to deal with them again, especially not her," I ordered, my voice filled with venomous contempt. There could be no loose ends left over from this fight. I wouldn't allow it.

"Yes, Master."

With a brusque acknowledgement, Lancer leapt away to pursue our enemies, his form disappearing into the moonlit night. As he vanished from my sight, I took a seat on the swingset, the only section of the playground that has avoided some sort of damage from the battle that had taken place. I spared a glance at my Command Seals, once again greeted by the sight of a fig leaf and birdlike skull, skewered on the holy lance wielded by my own Servant.

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As the minutes ticked by, my anxiety steadily grew. It had been a long five minutes since Lancer departed to finish off Luvia and her pet reaper, and he still had not returned. Had he failed? Had the two laid an ambush for him and defeated him? I knew that Luvia, like myself, possessed prana-infused gemstones, and a hit from several of those might well be fatal for a Servant û or at least, detrimental enough that another could easily prevail.

With each passing moment, my level of tension mounted, and I hoped that Lancer would soon return, as it would be a shame to lose a Servant so early on in the war, and besides thatàI was genuinely concerned for Lancer's safety. After all, the relationship between Servant and Master was a symbiotic one, with the Master needs the Servant to battle and gain access to the Grail, while the Servant needs the Master to supply the prana needed to stay materialized in the world in order to fight for the prize. In that sense, at least, we needed each other.

Once again, I caught myself lifting up my sleeve to look at my Command Seals. I guess it was my way of reaffirming my status as a Master, and it did put me at ease to see that the Seals were still present on my forearm. They haven't faded yet, so that means Lancer still existed in this world, and they didn't burn, meaning Lancer had not yet engaged the enemy. The only thing I could do for nowàwas wait. And wait. And wait.

Despite some misgivings and not being entirely sure I wanted Luvia dead, I knew that this was for the best, as she had to be disposed of as soon as possible. When it came to battle (and the Holy Grail War was one such), knowledge really was power, and an enemy with experience of how one fought was one that could become an especially dangerous threat, as he or she could plan for and counter the strategies one was used to using. Adding the fact that Luviagelita Edelfelt and Rin Tohsaka were bitter rivalsàthis gave me an excuse to settle said rivalry once and for all. Although I just might miss having an arch nemesis to use as motivation to push myself.

Oh well. I could always make new enemies, I suppose.

Lancer's sudden arrival proved to be a surprisingly welcome interruption to my somewhat sanguine thoughts, and in response to his appearance in the clearing, I sprang to my feet. I quickly took note that I seemed a little TOO enthusiastic doing this, and again adopted the noble air that the dignified successor of a magus lineage should be exuding in times like thisàeven if it might not help, considering that Lancer had also seen me screw up quite a few times in the space of a day.

Raising an eyebrow, I noticed that my Servant's spear had been returned to its "sheath" inside his body, since he was currently unarmed.

"What happened, Lancer? Did you get them?" I inquired. He had been gone long enough for a second round to have taken place, and here he was in front of me, still alive. And yet, there had been no feeling of danger from the command seals, so I couldn't be sure.

"IàI'm sorry, Master," the spearman said unexpectedly, looking down at his feet. "Iàlost them."

"What?" I said sharply, my eyes growing cold as I fixed him with a baleful stare. "Lost them? How could you lose track of them? Aren't all Servants supposed to be able to detect and track other Servants on at least a basic level?"

"I'm sorry." He apologetically intoned once more, about the last thing I wanted to hear.

"Don't apologize!" I snapped back, venting some of my displeasure on himàthough I reined myself in as I notice him wincing. I was unsure as to whether it was because of my tone or what I said, butàI really couldn't be too angry, so I took a moment to school my features back to stern neutrality, putting on a mask like I did at school. "I'm not upset about your performance. Just at the results. You followed my orders perfectly, but something else happened, right?"

"Yes. That's right." Lancer answered professionally, now over the stinging bite that my words had on him. "I went to engage the enemy Maser and Servant pair, just like you had instructed me to do, trailing them by the magical presence of the other Servant." Lancer's brow furrowed and lines creased his forehead as he recalled what happened next, something that nonplussed him rather thoroughly. "The problem was that all of a sudden I lost his signal û his presence disappeared entirely. The trail went cold, and without a way to track them, I pursue no further." His youthful face clouded with dissatisfaction as he contemplated the implications behind the events he described to me.

"I see. So it wasn't your fault that you lost them," I reflected, musing on what must have transpired. "The enemy must have had another something else hidden up their sleeves, and they used it to make a safe getaway. I shouldn't have expected anything less from the heiress to the Edelfelt name."

'àfrom my arch-nemesis, ratherà'

But still, this was rather troubling, if only for the reason that it provided no further evidence as to what the true class of her Servant truly was. The lengthy scythe it had used in the fight with my Lancer might qualify it enough to be a Lancer-class as well, but the ability to shut out one's magical presence from the world was more befitting of an Assassin-class Servant, one of the mysterious and deadly ones who skulked through the shadows of the night and normally targeted enemy Masters. With no idea as to whom Luvia's Servant might be, let alone his class, I could not formulate a proper strategy to deal with him for the next time we meet.

"Well then, Lancer," I began, noting that today's reconnaissance was most likely at an end. "If there's nothing else we can do, then let's head back to myù"

"I'm sorry to interrupt you, Master." Lancer suddenly cut me off, an urgent note in his tone. "But I'm detecting Servant activity, four kilometers directly to the west. There's a chance that it might be our targets getting into some trouble, and it may be a good chance to finish what we started. So, what should we do? Go after it, or head back?"

Hmm. If it really was them, this would present a wonderful opportunity to deal with them while they were otherwise engagedùor possibly two targets at once. Calculating the position from here, about four kilometers would beù

I froze.

"Wait," I said slowly, coming to a terrible realization as to who lived exactly four kilometers away, an idiot magus who might try to be a hero and get himself killed. "Did you just say 'four kilometers'?"

"Yes. Four kilometers, due west," he confirmed, not pressuring me with the choice, just merely wanting to know my response. "What do you want to do, Master?"

Four kilometers. Due west. There was no mistake then. Whatever was happening, it was happening at the Emiya house, whereàwhere that idiot lived!

"Lancer! This is serious!" I barked out, knowing there wasn't a moment to lose. "We have to get there right away!"

"Whatever you want. Let's go."

Noting the urgency in my tone, Lancer nodded, wrapping an arm around my waist and taking a running leap towards our destination. As he did so, I noticed that his body, despite having a rather small frame, was actually quite fit and firm, like that of a dancer's, and that his hands seemed almost delicate, unused to the burden of swords. But I couldn't distract myself with thoughts like this, not when something else might be happening near my neighborhood.

With the rushing wind blowing in my hair, I silently prayed that we would get there before it was too late.
 

andaandyckas

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Hoooo... you came here, to TFF. HAIL!!! If you don't know me, I am k31tw1nd4v from FF.Net. Nice to see you finally here. Waiting for the next Installment. Meanwhile, I'll read your other fic. Eden Vita War specially.

Welcome to TFF. Leave your Sanity at the door. And wear your Hat, cause there are lots of HiveMind member here who might be able to read your mind about where your fic will go. :mmm: :mmm:
 

Avider

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(This fic got recommended. I commented on it more there.)
 

Shaderic

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Hey, I rec'ed you here. Thanks posting it here, though.

Anyway, I'm Shaderic. The same one.

I'm just slightly less of a newb on this forum.
 

AlfheimWanderer

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Thanks for the warm welcome. Glad all of you are enjoying it so far, and if you feel like spreading the word about it, I certainly won't mind. :D

Cheers! :mmm:
 

andaandyckas

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Aye, Shinji of Evangelion and Flick Reaper form Haseo from .Hack//G.U.
 

Avider

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Oh, is that who the other Lancer was?
 
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~Fate / inertia dawn~
Chapter I û Fate


I am the soul of the voidà

When I come to, all I can see is darkness.

I am drifting through an infinite expanse, sheer nothingness stretched out all around me, as far as I can see.

Aside from me, there is naught else in this place û no light, no air, no colorùnot even the passage of time.

Just darkness, starkly defining reality by the absence of all that was familiar.

Then, in that primordial? ?, something appears, breaking the uniformity of the void: a shimmer of light glinting from a jewel spinning in the distance, an exotic-looking sword frozen within its matrix. As it spins, the perturbations to its motion bring it slowly closer I was, nearer, nearerànearer still, close enough that I could nearly reach out and brush the cool hardness of the crystal with my fingertips, nearly grasp the image of the sword encased within.

Nearly, but never quite closing the distance before its arc takes it away once more - just as it always is, night after night of dreaming.

Admittedly, itÆs an unusual image, but one that I am intimately familiar with, the very sight of which could put me at ease. For the last ten years of my life, ever since that life-changing day, IÆve seen this scene nearly every time IÆve fallen asleep. Almost every night itÆs been that very same strange, yet comfortably recognizable blade that I see in my dreams.

Having the same recurring dream for over ten years? I wonder what Freud would have to say about that. Or any of those other medical specialists that know more about the workings of the human mind than I.

Better it than thoseàother dreams of thatàthat one time.

Dreamsà

That catastrophic dayà

Geez, now why did I have to think those kinds of thoughts? Especially aboutàthat. Now all those memories will come rushing back and ruin this otherwise pleasant dream that IÆm havù

A burning field û a scene from ten years ago.

ùtoo late.

Eyes flutter open to the other scene seared into my mind û a familiar town turned to ashàthe day that the boy who would become Shirou Emiya died. In the dream, I catch myself as I nearly take a nasty stumble on debris, running as I grope futilely for safety. The cool darkness of the void has been banished by a grotesque red-orange, flickering glow that reminds me of viscera spilled out in the streets, a crimson flower of thanatos oozing forth the sickly stench of death.

But I ignore it.

æJust a little further, a little more and IÆll be safe.Æ That is the foremost thought in my mind as I run, scrabbling with hands and feet, pushing debris aside with half-dead limbs as I struggle to escape what seemed my personal hell on earth. æA little more, another block or twoàand I can be free of this nightmareàÆ

Behind me, the city blazes, with sheets of flame greedily licking at plastic, wood, and paint to the accompaniment of grotesque sizzling, punctuated now and then by cries of indescribable agony from those who cannot escape. Garbled screams of little value, tugging at my heartstringsùbut I cannot pay attention to them if I want to live.

ôHelp! Somebody, pleaseà!ö

A scream issues from somewhere past the flames, begging for someoneùfor anyoneùto help, even knowing that it was useless, that no one would come.

ôSomebodyàanyàbodyàö

It comes again. Another victim pleading for salvation, salvation that will not come, because there is none to giveà

I wince, feeling like IÆve been stabbed in the chest. Every time I hear their voices, I am assaulted by a wave of mingled guilt and nauseaùbut I keep moving. There is no way I can atone to them, to those voices, to those people who are suffering, who are calling for my aid. No matter how much they beg for help and no matter how much I want to help them, I canÆt save them. IÆd just end up dying, and then no one would live on.

I wonÆt ask them to stop calling to me; all I can do is listen while running away. I have no way to save them. I have no miracle to grant.

I can barely evenù

Thump!

àwhat happened? When did the ground rise up to meet my unresisting flesh? This is no time to restàI have to keep goingàI have toà

ôHaàguhàhaö

ùit takes several minutes before I realize that all I can hear is my own breathing. The voices are gone, and even the background hiss-crackle-pop of the flames has fallen silent. Had a miracle happened after all? Even though I am still in pain, I can feel something wet on myù

æWait. I canÆt just give up, not now. Not after I already ignored all those pleas for helpàif I canÆt even save myself, it will all be meaningless.Æ

ôHold on. IÆm not done yet,ö I mutter, steeling myself with whatÆs left of my will, putting power into my arms to try and raise my half-burned body. But I canÆt summon the strength. The adrenaline that had forced my body to move in spite of its injuries has given out, and all that remains are my beating heart and my organs screaming in pain.

It seems that something wet is trickling down my arms as well, but thatÆs ridiculous. It canÆt be sweat, since I was dehydrated from my exertions. It canÆt be water or mud, since the fire would have long dried up any left around. Which left one rather morbid possibilityàitÆs my blood.

æI wonÆt look down to confirm it, because if I do, I know IÆll lose consciousness, and if I do, I really will die. Here, alone, with my flesh bubbling up, my skin being seared away until I end up as a big human shish kaboùæ

A horrified shriek cuts through my morbid thoughts, a raw sound of terror which forces my mind back to the situation at hand. I am hurt pretty badly, and the things I needed to live are slowly leaking out. But I am still here, still awakeàstill screaming.

That makes me realize: thereÆs a part of me that hasnÆt given up yet. And even if it is only a small part of me that rejects death, if there is any part at all, then I refuse to shame myself and take the easy way out.

ôHaàguhàhaö

Bracing myself for the inevitable explosion of pain, I focus everything that is left of my tattered resolve, putting power into my right arm, then the left. Slowly, protesting all the while, my body reacts to my wishes, until I was up on all fours. My arms are trembling now, and every move feel like IÆm running myself through with a sword, but at least I can move again.

ôHaàguhàhaö

I can still move if my heart is beating. In these moments, my will is my life. As long as my heart continues beating, I wonÆt give up trying to find a way to survive. With a heave, I get up on one knee, gritting my teeth in an attempt to keep unconsciousness at bay.

ôKuhùdamn, do as I tell youùö

I feed power into my body, wincing as the blood I needed to live flows out in crimson rivulets gleaming in the firelight. ItÆs probably useless to continue, I know thatàbut I also know that I have to keep moving as long as there is any hope left at all, so that in my last moments, on the verge of my death, I can at least be proud of my life. There is so much I am ashamed of, so much I regretàbut I will at least die on my feet if at allàeven if I know that no one can escape this red world of pain.

The sickly-sweet stench of death wafts all around me, a tableau of ruin and human selfishness. There are people living in this city, families, children trapped by flames they cannot escape, smothered by toxic fumes, crushed by rubble. People desperately clinging to the hope that someone will save themà

But no one cameàand everybody died.

I am the only one wandering through the fire. Even though houses and office buildings burn all around me, condemning others to the dust of death, even though sounds of crying come from all around, I walk alone.

Mechanically, not even trusting in someone to save me, so I keep walking, not slowing, not looking to the side. I keep walking, ignoring the voices sobbing in pain, ignoring the voices going mad trying to escape. I keep walking, ignoring the screams of those not wanting to die, ignoring the pleas of mothers wanting me to take their children. Ignoring even the eyes of the dying who cannot ask for help, I keep walking, seeking salvation for myself.

IÆm tired of looking at corpses. IÆm tired of listening to people die in pain. IÆm tired of the fact that I canÆt save them no matter what I doàthatÆs why I never stopped. And I think to myself: if there were people who died unable to do anything, then as long as I can still do something I have to live, holding back my tears, walking on in search of an escape.

ThatÆs why I cannot stop now.

ôEuuuhhhàö

With a last gasp of effort, I force myself to my feet, causing the wound in my back to open up. The pain makes my vision go white, as I laugh scornfully at myself.

It is somehow bright now, much brighter than I ever thought the city could be, with all the grime and soot of decades burning away in a scene cribbed from the pages of DanteÆs Inferno. Is Hell really other people? Perhaps and perhaps not, but this hell is assuredly one wrought by human hands.

Taking a painful breath, my vision clears, and I steady myself, placing one foot forward, then the other, staggering one step at a time towards the outskirts of the city, seeking a respite from the heat, seeking the caress of the cool night air. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much my body just wants to collapse, I wonÆt stop. I can stay conscious. It is my pain, after all, so I only have to endure it.

Step. Step. Step.

Keeping time with the syncopated staccato metronome of my ragged breathing, I keep moving forward, through the smoke, the dust, the lapping flames, a lone silhouette dragging itself through a molten haze.

Step. Step. Step.

I collapse as dawn breaks, staring up at the clouded sky, my legs giving out beneath me. Is it because there is no air? Is it because no function is left in my tattered body? I donÆt know. Glancing down through my scorched, barely functioning right eye, I can see at last that I am dying. My skin is peeling away in strips and flakes, my body is stained with mingled blood and sweatùmy arms are twisted at unnatural angles, and a broken bone protrudes from my torso. I canÆt move as I bleed onto the ashen ground, disturbing the soot that has settled around me, watching as tongues of flame come nearer, nearer, nearer once again. Everything around me has burned up, and the putrid smoke floats up towards the heavens above, with dark clouds looming overhead as if gathering up their grudges to wash everything away.

A bright darkness, a wall of flames like the remains of a battlefield from a movie. There is no one else here, no sign of human presence, not even signs of any animals û at least none that are alive. The wind does not blow, the rain does not fallàif I really think about it, my life until now was so happy that looking back, it seems like it was just an illusion. Here I am, lying on the ground, bleeding to death, wondering just how much longer my heart will go on beating before it slows and inevitably stops. The days I lived through, so seemingly trivialàperhaps each and every one of them was an irreplaceable moment I can never return to.

I know then this is the place where the boy named Shirou _____àwill die.

I try to resist, but try as I might to stay conscious, my eyelids grow heavy, and what little strength remains to me begins to slip away.

In the end, I sigh deeply and just look up at the sky, saying to myself that it hurts, saying so on behalf of all the people who canÆt.

àthatÆs when he appears, a stranger with a wrinkled coat and uncombed hair, whose tired face lights up as he sees me with a look of relief and utter joy, as if to say ôthis is what I have been searching for.ö

With his black duster and dark hair shifting ever so slightly in the stagnant air, he looks down at me as if that sight saves him from the fires of hell û even though the scene he bears witness to is akin to a portrait of hell itself. At the time, I hadnÆt thought about the irony of it, just that I couldnÆt really muster up any thought at all as he knelt down and regarded me û couldnÆt even gather the energy to speak to him. I could only blink slowly at him, in a quizzical way, I suppose.

He frowns then, reaching for his stomach and grunting, making something appear before him as if by magic: an orb of sorts, shining softly like a pseudo-moon, brighter than the flames, the size and color of a large grapefruit and its flesh, fitting snugly into the manÆs palm. I can clearly see the pink constitution of the glittering gem, like the light of a crimson moon filtered through human tears.

To my aching eyes, it looks soàwonderfully, irreplaceably beautiful.

ôDonÆt worry. This might sting a bit, but itÆs better than what would have happened to you any minute now,ö the man said as he holds the crystal over my heartùseeming to push it into my body, with the pulsing light of the stone shifting to a brilliant white, then vanishing as he does this. The moment it disappears, engulfed by my flesh, I feel my nerves flaring, as if white hot wires have been ripped through my skin, cutting into my very core. I thought that my ability to feel pain had been burned out by the fire, but it seems my body was determined to prove me wrong as I feel the urge to cry out in sheer anguish, to curl my broken self into a fetal position as breath explodes in a violent hiss from between my teeth. I feel the urge to do all these things and more, and I surely would haveàhad my body not betrayed me, my eyelids growing impossibly heavy as the last of my energy drains away.

ôGo to sleep, little one. And when you wake up, you wonÆt have to see anymore of this nightmare.ö

I donÆt have a choice in the matter, so I oblige him. The man who would one day become the father of Shirou Emiya.

My fatherà

My dad.

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And so, I wake up, rubbing the sleepiness out of my eyes as I sit up from where I had fallen asleep the night before, while I was working. My body groans in protest at the unnatural position IÆd collapsed in after my nightly ritual, muscles and bones creaking as I move after a long night of rest, but I ignore it, instead rising to my feet and taking in my surroundings. The space around is still somewhat dark, what with it being early in the morning, but there is still enough light for me to make out the shapes of everything in here clearly û the oddly soothing sight of what others would call junk. Parts and gadgets, odds and ends and blueprints û shelves crammed full of things needing repair and things broken beyond any hope of repair; these are the only decorations this place needs.

A shed built on the edge of our yard, it seems to the world but a warehouse we put all our junk in, but to me it is a place of treasures. IÆve always thought this way, ever since I was a kid, when Dad tried to keep me from going into the shed, but I snuck in anyway û making it my base, or my ôworkshopö you could sayàalthough not even a half-assed magus like me would even think of calling it that. Yeah, this is where I do all my repairs and conduct my ôtrainingö. You could call this place my real room, even holding changes of clothes along with other things I need, as the big Emiya household doesn't suit me, and I can only relax in this space full of junk.

Though I do have to wonder: did I bring all the junk here because I liked the place, or did I come to it because I liked the junk? Anyway, since I always snuck in, I made it my hobby to fix the broken things.

Why? Well, it isnÆt that I get too attached to thingsùit just annoys me that people throw away things that can still be used, hence why I stay up late fixing things.

With a sigh, I look down at myself, frowning at the knowledge that I had fallen asleep while wearing my overalls, which being my work clothes, were pretty dirty. I fell asleep while I was working, so it couldnÆt be helped, but I think I had better change before going to breakfast, as I canÆt imagine what ôFuji-neeö would say to me if I went into the house like this.

àActually, I can, and the thought frankly terrifies me worse than the results of calling her by her hated ônickname.ö

Last time, she broke both the stove I was fixing, and an old VCR, which was next on the list of things that need repairs. That really made my dayà

"Well, let's get today startedàI guess IÆll finish the repairs to the stove tomorrow,ö I say to myself, shaking off my disappointment and putting the scattered parts away on their place on the shelf of things to be fixed, before going to the corner of the shed where my changes of clothes were kept, picking out a shirt and jeans, my usual attire. ôI donÆt have the time to try before school.ö

Clapping my hands in prayer to the shed, I head for the main house û a Japanese-style mansion on the outskirts of town. I donÆt know exactly how my father was able to own this huge house, given that he wasnÆt exactly a respected person in town, but at least he didnÆt have any relatives in Japan, meaning that the house became mine when he died. To be honest, though, I donÆt have the ability to deal with the complications owning property entails û like inheritance and property taxes, which is why IÆm glad that Old Man Fujimura, the big landlordùand yakuza bossùof the neighborhood, is in charge of such things.

Wellàthe fact that the one handling my legal affairs is a yakuza boss is a sort of problem in of itself, but I prefer to ignore it. While itÆs certainly true that heÆs energetic and scary, Old Man Fujimura actually isnÆt that bad a personùhe certainly pays me generously when I tune up his motorcycle.

àthen again, IÆm an honorary part of the ôfamilyö, so I guess IÆm a little biased.
Still, it also means IÆve been living alone for close to five years, ever since Dad died. Each day since, IÆve trained to be like him û a magus who saved people, but though IÆve grown physically, my magical growth hasnÆt kept up. I guess itÆs natural since I had no talent to begin with, but with no improvement at all in five years, my goal is so far away that I canÆt say IÆm even at the starting line yet.

For now though, it wonÆt do any good to rush, and so comes a more immediate issue: what to do this morning?

LetÆs see: Sakura Matou, my junior at school and sister of a friend of mine, is probably here already, and since she always insists on cooking, no doubt she would have already started. We got into this cooperative kind of relationship after I was injured a year and a half ago and she came to cook for me. Originally, we had intended on the arrangement lasting until my injury healed, but some trivial thing came up to make her stay with it well after that. My teacheràwell, Fuji-nee, will be here shortly as well, but that still gives me plenty of time to warm up before breakfast. What I do isnÆt really martial arts per se, but since Dad told me that I have to train my body as well as my mind, it has become my daily routine to work out, with pushups, sit-ups and stretching to help keep me limberùletting me move as I wish when I have to, especially in the case of suddenàaccidents.

Fortunately, the Emiya house has a big dojo, built when the house was, so I have a convenient place for my daily exercise.

Even a magus cannot neglect to train his body, as one of the requirements for being a magus is to remain in excellent physical condition. When Dad was still alive, we had matches hereàor what I would have liked to call matches, since they were really more like him beating on me than anything else. Needless to say, I didn't learn anything about how to win in a fight, though I learned the difference between a fight and a battleùin other words, between killing an opponent and beating an opponent.

ItÆs simple û as long as one learns magic, there is the potential of destroying oneself, and times will surely come when one has to fight.

For a magus, such fights mean killing one another, so what Kiritsugu Emiya taught me was how to prepare my mind for the prospect of death.

But it has been years since my teacher passed away, and on my own, all I can do are the simple exercises that anyone can do.

àstill, I will at least do them properly, as even a simple push-up can be training for the Magic Circuit if I put on mental shackles instead of metal weightsà

à

à

à


"àNinety-nine, one hundredà"

Before I know it, my routine is over û but then again, I slept in this morning, so I donÆt have any choice but to cut my workout short. ItÆs already 6:20 am, after all, and in the Emiya home, even that is a late time for breakfast, so I quickly chang out of my gi into my schoolÆs light brown uniform, and head over to the bathroom to wash up and make myself presentable. As I wash my face and brush my teeth, I rub my hand through my close-cropped red hair as a pair of golden brown eyes stared back at me from the mirror. Good, my eyes havenÆt changed color yet, nor have I begun to go prematurely grey, so my fears have not come to pass for the moment. If they had, I donÆt think even IÆd be able to recognize myself even if I were standing in front of me.

Spitting out the last of the toothpaste and toweling myself dry, I think I can allow myself to join Sakura and Taiga for breakfast, now that IÆm presentable enough that Fuji-nee wouldnÆt attack me with the wrath of an angry ôTigerö. For some reason, IÆm silently hoping for something out of the ordinary for todayÆs breakfast, like Belgian Waffles. ButàI donÆt even have a waffle-maker, and IÆm pretty sure Sakura doesnÆt know how to make them, even if I did own one.

Oh well.

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As it turns out, I was right: I was just lying to myself about the possibility of waffles. Although I canÆt complain when breakfast is placed on the table, since Sakura has outdone herself, even more so than usual. The spread is an ideal example of a Japanese-style breakfast, featuring sesame-oiled spinach, shiitake mushrooms, bean sprouts, a potato-salad with an ample dollop of mayonnaise, a salad of shredded cabbage and mixed greens with a delicate miso-carrot dressing as the vegetable elements. Complementing this is a generous portion of rice and lightly seasoned miso soup with a refreshing, mildly salty flavor, a hale mix of tofu, carrot, seaweed, mushrooms and Japanese pumpkin floating within to add to the subtle flavor tones. And as the piece de resistance of the meal, crisp-skinned salmon, grilled to perfection with a hint of soya, with toasted nori and pickles on the side.

Sakura only began learning how to make Japanese food a year and a half ago, after coming over to help when I was injured. She prefers to cook Western dishes, but when she found out that Fuji-Nee and I prefer Japanese, she learned to make it for our breakfast. Now the student has nearly surpassed the teacher, as painful as it is for me to admit itùand sheÆs still improving, much to my mingled pride and chagrin.

Still, at least thinking of how much Sakura has improved from when she first started cooking keeps my mind from wandering into moreàtroubling thoughts û such as how SakuraÆs silky hair and smooth skin catches my eye, or how she's been growing in certain, places recently and how some of her casual gestures draw attention to her ample figure.

àThat's what I mean by troubling.

I guess IÆm feeling guilty about being attracted to my friend's sister, especially when the odd notion crosses my mind that sheÆll make someone very happy in the future.

Anyway, even though Sakura and Taiga Fujimura donÆt live here, I know them both well. Fuji-nee was originally an acquaintance of Dadæs, and ever since I was adopted, she came to house quite oftenùand even more so than previously after Dad died, allegedly to watch over me and make sure I grew up properly û though personally I sometimes wondered who was more of a child. Still, maybe it was her visits that kept me from being completely alone and helped me to make it on my own after my father died. Either way, by now, sheÆs almost a dependent, eating breakfast and dinner here, and having her lunch made as well û a bad habit for a teacher to be getting into. Sakura and I became close in the year and a half sheÆs been coming by. To me, theyÆre practically family, and even if others would define them as ôfreeloaders,ö I think of them as rightful residents of the Emiya household.

Usually, mealtimes are quiet since Sakura isnÆt really the talkative type, and IÆm not versatile enough to talk while eating, but sometimes a certain loud one chooses to interject and disrupt our blissfully mundane peaceà

ôHey, Shirou.ö

àlike today.

Setting aside the chopsticks sheÆd been using to swirl her dried seaweed in the miso soup to soften it, Fuji-nee speaks with a glimmer in her eyes that makes me incredibly suspicious of whatever it is that she has planned.

ôI have a little surprise for you that I picked up from somewhere,ö she quips, a mischievous quirk to her lips that reminds me of a cat smiling.

ôOh really? What is it?ö I ask, raising an eyebrow. With Fuji-nee acting like this, I have good reason to be worried, since she has a terrible habit of leaving random things at my place. ôI'll throw it away if it's junk, you know."

ôWell Shirou, if I told you then it wouldnÆt be a secret, now would it?ö She mouths back, staying true to her character. Ever since I can remember, sheÆs always been like this, and while she means well (I hope), I canÆt help but feel a little dread as to what she has planned for me this time. Not that IÆm one to wear these fears of mine on my faceùI canÆt let her win like that. ôHere,ö she commands, handing me a cardboard tube. ôJust take a look.ö

I do as she requests, not really having a choice in the matter. If I disobey, sheÆll just keep pestering me and pestering me until I give in, so I take the tube and crack it open. Inside I find a poster, which I pull out, unroll, and look at, blinking.

ôLetÆs seeàö

On the poster is a man dressed in military fatigues, face painted with fierce camouflage makeup, both his thumbs up, standing in front of a cheap looking blue sky background. And in letters like blood, it readsà

ô æJoin the Defense Force today and experience all the pride, joy and honor ofàÆ û hold on, this is an army recruitment poster!ö I protest, wondering in the back of my mind if she thinks I should join the army or something.

ôVery perceptive of you, Shirou,ö she answers wryly, waggling her eyebrows.

ôWhy are you giving me this?ö I inquire with a note of suspicious exasperation, although deep down I know all too well.

ôWell, I donÆt want it, since it was left at my placeùyou can have it, Shirou,ö Fuji-nee insists, clasping her hands together in an effort to appear mature and knowing, though her desired appearance is much at odds with her pouty tone.

ôWhoa, I donÆt want it either!ö

Typical Taiga. Even though sheÆs once again trying to force something onto me, sheÆs only doing so because she thinks that itÆs for the best. I can accept that, but with me being a nearly grown man who is perfectly capable of making his own choices, I sometimes think that she needs to accept the fact that Shirou Emiya, the boy who has been like a little brother to her for the past half-decade doesnÆt quite need ôFuji-neeö to bring over useless things to clutter up the house.

I like ôjunkö, but only ôjunkö that has a use.

ôOh come on Shirou, you should be happy when an attractive young woman gives you a gift!ö My guardian retorts as she narrows her eyes at me. ôYou need to act like a normal able-bodied young manàafter all, you canÆt keep having Sakura and I come over to take of you for the rest of your life, you know.ö

I twitch at the absurdity of the statement. Sakura coming to take care of me is true enough, butù

ôExcuse me? ArenÆt you the one that keeps coming over here so that I can feed you for free?ö I shoot back, looking at her blankly.

THWACK!

ôGuhù?!ö

A sharp pain. My vision blurs, and my head feels light. The shock reverberates through my head all the way down my spine.

For a moment, IÆm sure I just saw some stars. Maybe even a little blue bird as wellà

What the hell, Taiga?!

And how can a poster do such a thing to someoneÆs head?

Waitàcould, could this be the legendary skill of a master?

ôWhy you-! YouÆve got some nerve talking to me like that, Shirou!ö Taiga chides me, putting her hands on her hips and glaring at me with a mock-affronted look. ItÆs at times like these when she loses it and embraces that deadly fighting spirit of hers that IÆm forcefully reminded why she has earned the nickname ôTigerö û although thatÆs a name that you should also never, ever call her unless you really want to incur the wrath of an angry beast.

With my head still ringing, I risk a glance towards my irate guardian, and wince as I see what sheÆs hit me with. ItÆs another poster butàno way. Is that a steel-plated version of the poster, as a commemorative anniversary edition?! That could kill someone! Just like in that one manga I read where some guyÆs angry housewife beats him to death with his plaque-shaped bowling trophy! Have you gone crazy, Taiga!?

ôSorry about the rudeness. I didnÆt mean it,ö I sigh, shaking my head. ôBut Fuji-nee, your personality is going to kill someone one dayàö

With a pout, she sets the steel poster down beside the table, and takes her seat. ôApology accepted, Shirou. Just donÆt let it happen again, okay now? But really, IÆm not too worriedàyouÆd just marry me if that happened, right?ö She asks sweetly.

Wait, what?

The atmosphere freezes for a moment, and I have the faintest impression that if I answer in the affirmative, a terrible end awaits me.

ôHuh, IÆll pass,ö I reply, as the tension lifts and the odd sense of danger dissipates. ôI have no intention of marrying such a thoughtless killer."

ôThatÆsàhey!ö Taiga shoots back, stung by my words. ôI don't think I'm that dangerous of a person."

"I knew it,ö I noted, looking at Sakura and gesturing to Fuji-nee. ôSee, itÆs true. People never know themselves."

àand now IÆm probably going to have to watch out or be killed in my sleep.

"Huh, just keep saying mean things like that and Sakura wonÆt marry you either, Shirou,ö Fujimura-sensei warns, a wicked smile forming on her face as she looks between Sakura and I, taking note that weÆre blushing slightly and are pointedly looking away from each other. With that, her mood swings from wrathful anger worthy of an ancient demon of vengeance to pleasantly content, and she then proceeds to help herself to fifths of SakuraÆs cooking. When it seems safe enough, I glance over to Sakura, who is enjoying her breakfast and acting as if what has just transpired is nothing that she hasnÆt seen before.

Actually, it isnÆt. Taiga and I sometimes have these little spats, but theyÆre never ill-natured - even though sometimes I come out of them worse for wear.

Now that I think about it, I somewhat regret saying what I did to Fuji-nee. Not because of the pain û even though thatÆs a major factor û but because it almost sounds as if IÆm ungrateful for everything that she has done for me. After all that she and Sakura have done for me over these last few years, how could I ever be ungrateful? They kept me sane and well as I could reasonably be, after all.

And with all that said and done, I rejoin the both of them in eating the breakfast that Sakura prepared.

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Taiga leaves as soon as breakfast ends, just like she always does, leaving before Sakura and me, not out of any desire to avoid the awkward situations she causedùor avoid cleaning up after herself (though I wonÆt deny that that might have been a factor), but because sheÆs a teacher and thus needs to get to the school before any of us. After sheÆs gone, Sakura and I do the dishes, then lock up and head out on our daily commute to school. The sky is slightly overcast û but the weather reports say that itÆs going to be a clear night - and the chill air is somewhat nippy. ItÆs not enough to make the average person uncomfortable, with just enough briskness to keep away any feelings of lethargy from the night before û itÆs the kind of morning I enjoy.

Side by side, we walk down to the town together, past the long wall and going downhill, through the residential district to the crossroads at the center of town, and from there to the school without making any stops. Walking next to me, Sakura doesnÆt say much. In fact, few words are usually exchanged between us as we make our way to school. ItÆs not as if we arenÆt good friends, itÆs just that weÆre people of few words, and words arenÆt needed on these walks to and from the school, so we just end up enjoying the pleasure of each otherÆs company.

But since the walk is done more or less in silence, I find it a good time to let my mind wander and think about things.

So once again, I find my thoughts turning to the past and what they entailed for me back then, and what entail for me, the Shirou Emiya of todayà

It is ten years ago.

In my mindÆs eye, I see myself lying in bed, staring at an all-too-familiar ceiling in an all-too familiar room. My body is wrapped in bandages as it slowly heals from the grievous wounds IÆd received from the fire, the burned patches of my skin having nearly sloughed off by now, peeled away by time and the careful effort of my attending physicians. I had been saved from the fire in which so many others had perished, but my parents were gone. At the time, I didnÆt completely understand what had happened, but I knew I was alone. I like to think that understood quickly, but really, what could I do? I am far from the only one who had been placed in such a situation, so I couldnÆt complainàall I could do was absorb the fact and bear it.

àflames licking at the flesh, the maw of a conflagration devouring bodies whole, white-hot metal blazing lines like circuits under the skin, an inferno one could not escapeà

àa living hellà

Corpses, corpses, there were corpsesàthe smell of charred flesh overwhelming the smell of deathà

I told myself it wasnÆt happening, that such a thing could not happen.

But I couldnÆt deceive myself.

àFire,

Burn,

Conflagration,

Inferno.

Death.

Deathà

Death dealt to all who were unfortunate enough to have lived in that town for their entire lives.

That could have been me. It should have been me. I should have died with the rest, burnt alive in a mass funeral pyre. But I was saved, saved from what should have been my end.

By that man.

By that hero of justice.

At least, thatÆs what I saw him as ever since we met that dayàwhat IÆve taken to thinking of him as. ThatÆs what I call him, too, whenever he comes to visit. Whenever I call him that, he always asks me why, with a shadow in his eyes as if the title brought him pain. But I didnÆt notice then, always replying ôBecause thatÆs what you are!ö as if it were the answer to the simplest question in the world...after all, only a hero would look that happy to have saved someone, right? In response, the man would smile gently at me as he says ôI suppose I am a hero, huh?ö

ôOf course you are!ö I answer, smiling brightly. ôYou saved me, didnÆt you? ThatÆs why you came, right?ö

With that odd smile on his face, he replies. ôYouÆre right. I saw that fire, and went to save everyone.ö ThereÆs a gentle reassurance in his tone, perfectly suited for someone of his disposition. It reminds me of the comforting words that a father would say to a young, anxious child like me û telling them that it was going to be okay, that life would be fine, and that his mere presence would keep them safe from the harsh unmerciful cruelty that the world had to offer.

His voice is somehow suspicious, but itÆs kind, all the same.

ôYouÆre quite the lucky boy to have been rescued from suchàö his voice trails off, his lips pressing into a thin little line. ô- from such aàö

ôFrom whatà?ö I innocently ask.

ôYouÆve been healing up nicely, havenÆt you?ö he asks, changing from the still-raw subject of the fire that day to one that was more pleasant. Even at such a young age I can understand that he doesnÆt wish for me to experience any more emotional trauma than I need to, so I oblige him.

ôMmm-hmm,ö I nod, ôMr. Doctor told me that IÆve been doing fine.ö

ThatÆs the truth of it. When I first arrived at this hospital, I had so many ghastly wounds and I was in such critical condition that the medical staff were all thinking that I would either expire within a few days, or that my injuries would be permanent. That I would be reminded of that disaster every day for the rest of my life, each time I looked in a mirror and tried to get on with my daily routine. But after a month and a half, I was so thoroughly healed that my recovery couldnÆt have been thought of as anything short of miraculous.

The burns have subsided, my sight returning to my left eye, and my bodyÆs muscle ratio is at a consistently healthy level in-spite of being bedridden for such a long period of time. The doctors are all bewildered by this. Naturally, they are happy with how I managed to recover from such grievous injuries, yet at the same time they were perplexed as to what was allowing me to overcome said wounds. Medical science simply couldnÆt answer that. They just didnÆt know.

But I knew.

It was because of him. Him and that, that magic of his. ThatÆs what it had to be. Magic.

Every day for the past month and a half heÆd visit me, but it wasnÆt until many visits in that that man revealed his secret to me. Naturally, I believed him instantly. For what he had done for me, there was simply no other explanation. It seemed like magicàbecause it was magic.

ôNot exactly,ö he corrects me, slightly reproachful at my presumption. ôI said that IÆm a magus û not a magician. What I did was magecraft, True Magic is beyond me.ö

ôWell whatÆs the difference?ö I reply enthusiastically, believing him immediately, but curious. ôYou can do things normal people canÆt that you used to save me! Butàö

I have to wonderà

ôàwhy are you telling me this?ö This is a pretty important secret, after all. He has to have a reason why he was divulging this non-trivial tidbit of his life.

ôIÆm telling you becauseàwell, I'll ask you directly. Which would you prefer?ö he asked softly, utter seriousness written on his face ôTo go to an orphanage, or to be adopted by me?ö

My eyes widen in a way that must have be rather adorable, because the smile gracing his rugged face widens even further than how it was.

HeÆs saying that he can adopt me.

ôReally?ö

ôReally.ö

ôWhy?ö

I ask him if heÆs a relative of mine, but he says that heÆs just a strangeràan unreliable guy with no future at all.

ôThe doctors are ready to discharge you, and you no longer have any surviving family, so IÆd rather not see you get sent off to an orphanage somewhere.ö

Still, he saved me, so I decided to go with him.

ôNo! No!ö I quickly reply, thinking that I might have hurt his feelings. I donÆt want him to think IÆm ungrateful. And besidesàôThatÆs, thatÆs great. IÆd really, really like that a lot.ö

His lips once again curve upwards, probably due to a mix of my final answer and the flustered expression I must have had when I figured out that I seemed ungrateful.

"I see, that's good. Get ready quickly then, kiddo. You should get used to your new place as fast as you can."

The guy quickly starts packing my stuffùpretty poor packing, really, even in the eyes of a child. But stillà

ôI canÆt waità.ö

Shirou ________ died on the day of the fire, consumed by the flames that devoured the town. That day I lost everything of who I used to be, my name, my relatives, even my memory. I cannot remember who I was before I was plunged into the inferno, only that I left it a perfect tabula rasa û a clean slate, an empty shellàand that that day in the hospital was the first day of the rest of my life as Shirou Emiya, son of the magus Kiritsugu Emiya, asù


ôS-s-SENPAI!ö

A panicked sounding plea interrupts my nostalgic wanderings down memory lane, and I snap back to reality with a sudden jolt. Noting the terror in SakuraÆs voice, I instantly scan my surroundings for danger.

A street. IÆm in the middle of a street. But thatÆs not why sheÆs upset.

A siren. I hear a siren. A siren coupled with the blaring of a car horn, getting louder and more high-pitchedù

Knowing something about frequency and volume and how those were affected by relative position to the source, I whip my head in the direction that the sound is coming from, and my eyes widen in horror as I see an ambulance bearing down on me without stoppingùwithout time to stop.

Instinct takes over. IÆm lucky enough that I have been keeping up with my training and have the necessary leg strength for what IÆm about to doù and that I wasnÆt too far out in the middle of the street when the ambulance came. Just as the emergency vehicle draws within a few feet in front of me, I take action. Using all my might, I leap backwards out of the road and the path of the ambulance û

ù where I end up falling right on my butt when I made it safely back to the sidewalk, the horn screeching at me as the vehicle rushed on by.

Definitely not the most dignified thing that IÆve done in front of Sakura, but itÆs preferable to being reduced to a smear on the sidewalk. That would have made her cry for sure, and last thing I want is for anyone in my sight to shed tears û especially over me.

As the ambulance raced down the street and out of sight, I sighed in relief. ôGetting run over by an ambulance. Now that would have been ironic.ö I quip, more out of nervous relief than a conscious effort to try and sound like a smart-ass.

ôS-senpai?ö Sakura timidly asks, coming up to me and looking over me for wounds, detectable worry in her voice. ôAre, are you all right?ö

ôIÆm okay, Sakura,ö I reply while getting up from off the ground and brushing myself off. ôThat was pretty dangerous, though. IÆll have to be more careful from now on.ö

ôRight. Please be more careful, senàö Suddenly, the alarm in her voice returns, ôS-senpai! Yourùyou hurt your hand!ö

Hmm? My hand?

Looking down, I immediately see what Sakura is getting so upset about. Blood is profusely leaking from the back of my left handùenough of it for the crimson fluid to begin dribbling onto the sidewalk below and stain the grey one red.

ôHuh,ö I note to myself, scratching my head with my other hand and while thinking that IÆll need to wrap it as soon as possible to keep it from getting infected. ôI guess I must have hurt myself when I fell, scraped some skin or something. Wow, itÆs really bleeding.ö

ôSenpai?ö She whispers, concern evident in her voice. ôAre you going to be okay? Does it hurt? It looks û bad.ö

Looking down at my wound again, I assess the situation more carefully. A good deal of blood, but no pain at all û it looks rather mangled, but unless my nerves have been pulled out of my arm or something, I donÆt think itÆs going to be all that bad.

ôThereÆs a lot of blood, but I really donÆt feel a thing, Sakura,ö I tell her, using her name to reinforce the power of my assurance. ôI think IÆll be okay, but thanks for your concern.ö

Casting my gaze down the road in the direction that the ambulance went, I can clearly see where it stopped. There is a house not too far down the lane, and it appears as if the ambulance isnÆt the only one down there. There are more tell-tale lights of other emergency vehicles where the ambulances and police cars are as well, and black-clad police officers swarm like flies frantically buzzing about the area. Something serious has happenedà

ôHey, Sakuraàgo on ahead to school without me,ö I tell her, my attention drawn by the cluster of activity.

ôSenpai? Why?ö she asks with confusion and uncertainty in her voice. ôWhere are you going?ö

ôIÆm going to go see what the commotionÆs about,ö I answer, gesturing over to where all of the police cars and ambulances are gathered.

ôBut why, Senpai? ItÆs none of our business.ö

ôI know Sakura,ö I reply, shaking my head. This is just a part of me I canÆt deny, after all û the part that needs to live up to my late fatherÆs wishes. ôItÆs justàI have to know what happened. I just have to.ö

ôSenpaiàö Sakura says once again, eyes imploring me not to do something dangerous after my close call today. ôYou really shouldnÆt do that. LetÆs justàletÆs just go to school and put this out of our minds.ö

ôàSakura.ö

ôBesides,ö she continues with surprisingly logical reasoning, further strengthening her case against my rash course of action. ôYou donÆt want to interrupt the police while theyÆre investigating, do you? Otherwise they canÆt do their jobs.ö

SheÆs right.

I sigh dejectedly. I can fully understand her logic. ôAll right then, you win. LetÆs just get to school.ö

Looking relieved, Sakura smiles gently and waits for me to resume walking before going after me, as if to make sure I wouldnÆt change my mind at the last moment. As much as I want to check out the scene of the incident and see if there was anything I could do, I realize that IÆd only get in the way of the trained professionals who were trying to do their jobs. Besides, the incident occurred on the route my friend Issei Ryuudou took to school, so I can just ask him about it when I find the time.

So with that, Sakura and I continue on our way û but I just canÆt help but glance over my shoulder and look at the scene behind me. I feel obligated to at least do something, even though I have no ties to those who have suffered and I know nothing of what had happened at all.

Why am I this way? What compels me to do things û or at least attempt to do things û for others when there is nothing in it for me?

No chance of reward, no desire for reward.

WellàI guess thatÆs just the way I think a hero of justice should be.

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Sakura and I part at the school gate when we arrive at school, as usual. SakuraÆs in the Archery Club, so she heads off to morning practice at the dojo, while I usually make my way to the Student Council Room to see if I can help my friend with any repairs, which are after all, a specialty of mine. Due to being separated by a year of class, the only time Sakura and I ever see each other at school is if we were to pass by one another in the halls, or if we sought each other out û which would be unusual, to say the least, ever since her brother and I had a falling out. You see, we were once friends of a sort, until I noticed that Sakura would sometimes show up in the mornings injured. When I asked Shinji about it, he boasted that heÆd hit her û and that more, he had done it because he felt like it. Hearing that, I got pissed and did to Shinji what he did to Sakura. Ever since then, weÆve been estranged û but I donÆt regret punching him.

It was a fairly typical dayùtwo heaters needed to be repaired, and I spent my about an hour working on them until the bell rang for class, almost running late as it was. Oddly enough, when I arrived in my classroom and sat down, Taiga wasnÆt yet there, once again inexplicably late, even though she had left for school before any of us. There was an odd warning about an early curfew, which caused some grumbling, but that wasnÆt really something that affected me, since I wasnÆt part of a club as it was. After that, class proceeded as on every other day, until lunch time, when the students broke off into their usual groups ûthose who ate in the cafeteria or those who brought lunch, with the latter group divided into those who ate in the classrooms, and those who ate elsewhere.

Being one of those students who bring lunch, IÆm made fun of by the girls and asked for food by the guys if I stayed in my classroom, so I tend to eat in the Student Council Room, together with one of the other more old-fashioned students: Issei Ryuudou, my friend and Student Council President.

"Emiya, could you give me some of that omurice?ö he asks of me, glancing enviously over at my bento box. ôMy lunch is desperately lacking in meat."

It isnÆt the first time he has asked for something of mine, even though he brings his own food every day û surprisingly plain fare, really.

"Sure,ö I acquiesce, cutting a portion from the omurice with my chopsticks, piercing the thin omelet coating to reveal the moist chicken-fried rice within, with green onions, peas and cubed carrots for color, allowing the fragrant odors of beef-stock, rosemary and a hint of basil to waft out into the enclosed room. ôBut why is your lunch so plain? You live in a temple, but there aren't any teachings prohibiting meat or alcohol, right?ö

I offer the portion to him, and he lifts his bento box to receive it gratefully. He all but inhales the food once itÆs in his possessionùin his own meticulous way, of course.

ôTch, such an anachronism,ö Issei complains, once the food had been downed and properly savored. ôIt's just my father's way. He says there's no luxurious foods for a young priest, and that I should have to work for what I want. I'm thinking of running away and joining the circus."

Issei's father is the priest of the Ryuudou Temple, and a bold guy who is old friends with the old man at Fuji-nee's place. You really canÆt expect a normal personality when he's friends with a guy like that.

ôThat does sound like him,ö I admit, though a moment later, a thought that had been nagging me since morning surfaces. ôHey, Issei?ö

ôHmm? Yeah, Emiya?ö my friend asks, finishing the last bits of the omurice as if it was his last taste of paradise. You almost have to feel sorry for him.

Almost.

ôYou walked to school today, right?ö I question, thinking back to this morning, when I had seen the incident near the intersection, one that bothered me for some inexplicable reason.

ôI did,ö confirms the Student Body President, looking up and raising an eyebrow. ôWhy do you ask?ö

ôOn my way here this morning, I passed by the way that you normally take to school,ö I note, face clouding over as I recalled what I had seen, ôThere were a bunch of police cars and ambulances around a house, with the area sealed with the yellow caution tape the police used to block off crime scenes with. Did you see them, and if you did, do you know what happened there?ö

ôTrying to be an amateur private eye, are we, Emiya?ö he quips, sizing me up, one eye regarding me lazily from behind his glasses. ôActually, I found out that the police had been there since five in the morning, so theyÆd been there for some time. I didnÆt stay for too long û since I didnÆt want to bother them and I had to get to school û but I did find out why the police were there in the first placeàö His eyes narrowed and he pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose dramatically. ôThere was a murder. I donÆt know the details, but the entire family was killed. Husband, wife, children. All of them were killed. By a long sword-like weapon, judging from what I heard. Strange, right?ö

"à"

A long weapon? Something like a sword then?

I picture it in my head.

Someone barging into the house in the middle of the night. Screams of terror rousing no one. Unjust violence, an orgy of death and blood. Parents slashed in two. A girl stabbed through the heart, a boy splattered in their blood, a glittering sword driven through his stomach and jerked up violently upwards and to the side, as a spray of fresh juices fills the crimson air. Paralyzed by the fear. Poisoned by the fear. Scared to death by the fearà

ôTo be a magus is to walk alongside death. To live a life full of danger and deceit and death. Do you really want to go down that path?ö I was once asked by someone who had walked that same bloody road as deathÆs companion.

ôI want to learn,ö I had insisted at the time. ôIf it helps me learn magic so that I can become a hero of justice like you, then IÆll do it!ö

A beloved memory of the past flashes through my mind in counterpoint to the realization of what Issei had told me. My mind burns as my eyes narrow angrily, and I quiver with suppressed rage over the injustice of it all, fists clenching so hard that my nails dug into the skin of my palms.

ôEmiya? You alright, Emiya?ö he inquires, a vague hint of concern lacing his voice.

ôOh. Yeah. IÆm fine, Issei,ö I quickly reassure my friend. ôI just kind of blanked out there for a second.ö

ôYou blanked out? Looked more like you were seething with rage or had eaten something unpleasant,ö Issei remarks and takes note of my condition. ôWhy? Did you know the family that was murdered?ö

ôNo. Not at all,ö I respond, which is the strange part about it. You normally wouldnÆt expect someone to be upset over the deaths of someone that they didnÆt know. ôItÆs justàitÆs just so, wrong. ThatÆs all.ö

ItÆs just that simple, and at the same time itÆs just that complicatedùlife can be quite the bundle of contradictions sometimes.

ôYes. LifeÆs pretty unfair sometimes, isnÆt it?ö Issei observes quietly, trying to soften the atmosphere from how sharp it had become. ôBut I have to wonder what they did in order for that to happen to them.ö

Probably nothing. Nothing at all, just living their lives, minding their own business when disaster struck.

With a heavy heart burning with disgust at the actions that the people of the world went through with, disgust at the cruelty man could commit against others, I find that I canÆt eat another bite of my lunch.
 
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As my vision slowly recovers from being blinded by sudden brilliance, my splitting headache and ringing ears painfully remind me that IÆm still alive as I rolled about frantically, patting myself to extinguish the flames on my uniform that were even now searing me down to the bone. A few tense seconds later, I put out the fledgling inferno and scramble to my feet, body screaming in protest as I force myself upright. By sheer force of will I clamp down on the urge to scream, to fall over again after being thrown from an ear-splitting explosion. Rubbing away the weariness, I look to where I had been standing a split-second earlier, only to be greeted with the sight of a good-sized crater still smoldering from the mysterious force that had ruptured and melted solid concrete.

This just hasnÆt been my day.

I worked late that nightùvoluntarily, of course, as I tend to, since IÆm the sort of person who just canÆt bear to leave any unfinished work untouchedùnot and be able to forgive myself, at any rate. I donÆt really mind getting home late either, especially since Sakura and Taiga arenÆt going to be here tonight, both having other things to take care ofùwhich is good. That way, I donÆt feel as if IÆm disappointing anyone with my absence, and can give myself some peace of mind as I go about the tasks of my part-time employment to earn enough money to pay for groceries. It isnÆt exactly cheap to keep three people fed for every mealàespecially when at least two of those people can eat far more than their bodies would suggest.

Using the Fuyuki Bridge, the structure that connects the downtown Shinto district and the Miyamachou residential district, I cross over into the part of town where home is, with everything just as it always is: I would return from work, go home, make dinner, engage in a laughable attempt to train my magic circuits (which rather felt like having a burning rod of iron shoved into my spine), and then likely collapse on the spot, drifting off to sleep and dreaming dreams IÆd dreamt countless times before.

Needless to say, I certainly wasnÆt expecting anything like this to happen to me.

Last night, a mysterious young girl with pretty white hair appeared in front of my house and delivered a cryptic message about summoning something or dying, and tonightùIÆm attacked? Maybe I should have tried to find out what I was supposed to summonà

My alertness grows sharp in response to the danger, and adrenaline floods my bloodstream with each rapid beat of my heart as I swiftly cast my gaze up to catch a glimpse of what û or who, rather û had caused this.

There he is.

Atop a lamppost a figure stands silhouetted against the grayish backdrop of the overcast night, a sense of blasÚ indifference radiating from his form. His black outfit seems to melt into the dark of the sky, but thatÆs the least of my problems. My sense of danger is screaming that this guy is a foe on a completely different level, that to confront him would be deathàbut instead of running, I freeze as my eyes were drawn to the weapon my assailant bore.

A curved blade hangs nonchalantly û almost lazily û at his side, held in a nonthreatening position that belies the nature of his previous actions.

I flinch backwards as my foe turns to regard me, eyes meeting mine in the way a cat would size up his prey, with the vaguest hint of a smile twisting its way onto his face, his piercing gaze almost paralyzing in its intensity, as if capable of pinning me in place with his overwhelming presence alone.

This guyàis really something else. His combat presence is astounding. Like a drawn sword that has tasted the blood of countless victims, he offers to those who face him only the cold unfeeling mercy of death, release from the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, without anger, without rageùpossessing a frightening calm like the eye of a horrifyingly powerful tempestùa perfect storm.

This manàthis is a man who has killed, kills, and will kill with unmatched easeàand I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that IÆm going to be his next victim. That with the softest word, the slightest motion, he will end my life.

IÆm so overtaken with the sheer intimidation that this man in black exudes that I barely notice him raising his arm, am almost unaware of the magical energy surging and charging to his clenched fist, and nearly donÆt hear his smug baritone voice intone a word that rings with a cool and collected killing intent, yet seems to lack any true power behind it, as if it were but a beginnerÆs unfocused cantrip:

ôBurn.ö

Fortunately, my unconscious acts where my conscious mind could not, and by the time I realize he had spoken, IÆm already in motion, raw instinct and terror compelling me to run as fast as I couldàeven as I know that I cannot possibly get away, that my chances of escaping this man are far slimmer than those of surviving the fire 10 years ago without injury.

That is to sayànone. Without a miracle, IÆm well and truly doomed.

Whump!

Another explosion erupts into existence, this time to the left of me. The intense, dry heat cuts through the air and singes my skin, forcing me to shut my eyes reflexively. But closing my eyes doesn't help, as the raw power of the fuel-air detonation sends debris blasting into my back, and the pressure wave of the resultant blast lifts me off the ground and hurls me down the street, my body bouncing and skid along the pavement like a rag doll thrown inelegantly by a pouty child throwing a temper tantrum.

It hurts. A lot.

Even so, I have no choice but to force myself to my feet again and keep on running, keep on putting one foot in front of the other out of the oldest instinct of all living beingsùto run away in the face of death. That IÆm sensing a massive buildup of magical energy behind me only sharpens my resolve, as I unwittingly shoot magical energy through body û trying to run faster, faster, fasterà

ôBolt.ö

An incandescent bolt of superheated plasma streaks overhead and slams into some poor guyÆs car, instantly setting every combustible surface on fire, with tongues of flame creeping closer, closer, closer to touching off the gas tank. Knowing what I do about engines from repairing motorcycles, and how violently gasoline could burn, I swerve down a different path of the 4-way intersection, since I really donÆt want to run headlong into an impending explosion, as being caught on the fringes of two was more than I bargained for.

IÆm already bleeding from cuts and scrapes and jagged pieces of metal lodged in my backùI donÆt need to add being nearly burned to ash to my list of injures.

Again. Once in a lifetime is more than enough, thank you.

A concussive blast nearly knocks me off my feet as flames finally reach the gas-tank, the car going up in a pillar of fire not too far behind me. Still, I remain in motion, managing to recover my balance enough to continue pounding the ground with my shoes.

Movement catches my eye, and involuntarily I glance over my shoulder to see him. My attacker, leaping from one lamppost to another with feral elegance, his blade glimmering threateningly as it reflects the ambient firelight. A blade that he hasnÆt used once. A blade thatà

ôAll of them were killed. By a long sword-like weapon, judging from what I heard.ö
A wave of nausea and sudden realization assaults my mind. Thatàthat was him. He must have been the one that killed that family. It has to have been him. It makes too much sense to be anything otherwise.

ôGeologica.ö

Below me, the ground shakes as if the land itself is having a seizure. It isnÆt quite enough to rend the streets and raze the houses around it, but itÆs more than sufficient enough to send me sprawling to the ground, where the burned tatters of my school uniform tear and become even more ragged than before.

Thud!

A lamppost falls, missing me by a hair.

But why? Why did this man kill that family? And more importantly, why is he trying to kill me now? What have I done? I havenÆt seen anything that I shouldnÆt have. I havenÆt done anything that I û

Wait.

Thisàthis wouldnÆt have anything to do with my magus training, would it?

Every day, I train my body. Morning and eveningàbut, at night, that is when I train my soul, when I try my hardest to open my magic circuits and channel energy through them, through a method I cobbled together on my own because FatherÆs training only went so far as basic knowledge of magecraft theory. He never actually taught me how to channel my bodyÆs odùthat was something I had to learn myself.

Granted, IÆm not particularly competent at magecraft, given that my ability to figure out structures and reproducing them is something fairly useless. For a real magus, there was no need to understand every corner of a structure û merely to read the core of things and change it before anyone else could, which was why reading structures was a waste of effort, as all one could do was determine where magical energy could be more easily transmitted.

IÆll be the first to admit that IÆm a failure as a magus, since (to put it lightly) IÆm not very good at traditional magecraft. I can only do projection and reinforcement. Still, IÆm technically a magus, and Dad never told anyone we were magi, or registered us with the MageÆs AssociationÆs list of active magi living in Fuyuki City, either.

In short, IÆm an unregistered magus living in a city controlled by two very powerful, influential families of magiùnot exactly an enviable situation, considering my lack of ability to defend myself against more competent magi.

Now, if word got out that Shirou Emiya was an unregistered magus living in secret, what would that mean? Would one of the mage families hire a hit-man to deal with riff-raff such as myself? Or would the Association even go so far as to send one of their very own enforcers to deal with me, a lawbreaker in their eyes?

I donÆt know, but either way, my pursuer has ômagus killerö written all over him. Yet something feelsàoff. HeÆs obviously toying with me, since he could have killed me with any of his spells or simply come down and eliminated me with his sword. As of yet, he hasnÆtàbut why?

Am I serving as unwitting bait for some other magus? Is he one of those hunters who got a thrill out of seeing his prey squirm and try to escape the clutches of deathàand would track down everyone the quarry turned to for help? Am I being used as part of a twisted magusÆ experiment? Or is it something else entirely?

None of those options seem particularly appealing, and so out of a desire to spite him (as well as to live), I resolve to shake this enforcer, to drive him back, no matter how tough he is. Since no matter what, heÆs only human, right?

IÆll have to prove my worth, to show that IÆm not just some worthless magus that needs exterminating just because I donÆt conform to some antiquated creed. Kiritsugu taught me that in a fight between magi, one had to be prepared to dieùto kill. So I take a deep breath, knowing the stakes, feeling it in my bones with every pounding step I take, rattling my abused flesh and bone.

With renewed purpose and drive brought on by desperation, I make for home as quickly as possible, hoping that IÆll be able to find a weapon or something with which to even the playing field, so that tonight will not be my last on earth.

ôTo Ash.ö

Kafwoosh!

Once more, I stumble. IÆm sent into a nasty spill by the barest fringes of an explosion that finalized the process of burning away my outer layer of clothes into layers of charred and crumbling charcoal, as well as removing my eyebrows û quite an annoyance, though not as much as the soot in my eyes which flash-blinded me, making the entire world seem to fade into a haze.

Dammit, casting such powerful Nature Interference magecraft with just a single wordàwho the hell is this guy?!

I revise my estimate of the probability of my survival lower, seeing as his capabilities were likely much more advanced than IÆd seen thus far.

àobviously, defeating him is going to be a lot harder than I had thought.

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Clip-clop-clip-clop!

As I skid around the corner, coming within sight of home, I breathe a sigh of relief, my heart pounding as if it wishes to burst right out of my chest. I feel the dampness of blood beginning to mat my hair from a nasty scalp wound, and my lungs protesting vehemently due to the exhaustingly hellish experience they had just been put throughùcomplete with fire and brimstoneàand IÆm not quite dead yet, as I realize thankfully as I fumble with my key, open the door and lock it behind me.

Worse, the night isnÆt over. Not by a long shot.

Home. WhatÆs for me normally a pleasant sanctuary from the rest of the world will soon become a battlefield, the place where I will be forced to make my last stand any second now. Despite my reassurances that I could win, that is but bravado, something there simply so that I donÆt paralyze myself with fear and anxiety. Dashing into the kitchen, I grab a pair of knives and feel the reassuring weight of them in my hands.

While not much compared to my enemyÆs sword, these will have to do until I can make my way to the dojo and pick up an actual weapon, since I do have some katanas in there and not just shinai and bokken.

Even so, itÆs best to arm myself properly as soon as possible, since even if my opponent doesnÆt seem to be here yet, thereÆs no point in taking unnecessary chances. I hurtle through the house and slid open the doors to my spacious backyard. Knives in hand, I scramble to the detached building that housed the dojo asù

KWAAAHOOOM!

An impossibly loud sound washes over the house and everything in it and IÆm thrown to the ground by an unseen force that forces me to cover my ears in a pitiful attempt to block out the shrieking decibels that tear into my eardrums. It lasts only a second, but IÆm already suffering from temporary deafness. At least I hope itÆs only temporary.

Was this caused by that enforcer? Was that sound-based attack his?

When I recover enough to glance around warily, I canÆt see my pursuer anywhere, meaning that I still have a few moments to make preparationsùhopefully, if he isnÆt already here and hiding from me, watching me tremble. Tentatively, I guessed that the sonic pulse hadnÆt been his doing, but if not himàwhere had that sound come from? ThereÆs no real way for me to tell since the experience was so thoroughly disconcerting and IÆm not exactly in the best condition to figuring out these kinds of things. At any rate, that sound hadnÆt been his doing, and even if it had, inexplicable sonic boom or not, I need to get to that dojo.

Crash!

Something large shatters near me and coats my side with dusty white powder, as if to rub salt in my admittedly painful burns. Adrenaline, already filled to bursting in my veins, kicks in, and I bolt upright in response, springing to my feet. Another hunk of plaster and tile crashes near me and forces me to cover my eyes, but not for long. Prolonged blindness only leads to death in a fight, after allà

Moving aside quickly, I scan the area and follow the path of the projectiles back to their sourceùand I immediately stiffen in terror when I look up at the roof.

There he is.

ThereÆs the assassin û up on my roof û hand outstretched, with several large hunks of rock and road floating idly. Could this beàtelekinesis?

A psychic and a magus? Just what kind of monsters are enforcers?!

With a swift and casual flick of his wrist, another rock sails towards me, dodged only by fight or flight enhanced instinct. I barely manage to avoid being hit by it and kick forwards towards the dojo as the rock smashes into the wall behind me with a disconcertingly audible crunch.

Ten meters.

Seven.

Four

Thù

Fast as my legs can manage, I close the gap between me and the door, and IÆm almost there, almost close enough to touch it û only to find myself forced to backpedal furiously, my advance was cut off by my attacker interposing himself between me and the doorway, telekinetically manipulated hunks of asphalt and roof shingles orbiting him like miniature satellites around a celestial body.

Damn it, now is not the time to get poetic, Shirou Emiya! Now is the time to use the lessons drilled in by FatherÆs flight-or-fight response training and apply it to this situation!

ùTrace, on.

Running will do no good, so here, I choose to fight!

àBasic quality, analyze.

I need to strengthen these knives if I want a ghost of a chance against this man, so as foolish as it might seem I steady my concentration and pour forth my prana into my dual pieces of kitchen cutlery, as if soaking blood into my knives through my skin. I feel the flow stream into the knives, but can I cut it off at the perfect moment? Do I even have the time to do so?

CÆmon, for once, donÆt screw up now. CÆmon. Come, on!

àTrace, off.

An arm swings out flamboyantly. An especially sharp-looking pointed rock makes a beeline for my chest, shooting directly at my sternum with incredible force. I have no choice û I swung!

Clang!

With a powerful ringing that reverberates through my bones, concrete connects with the tempered steel held in my right hand, and sparks fly. To my surprise, the knifeàis still intact. And the rock that had crashed against itùshattered like a dried clod of mud that had smacked into a very solid wall.



I did it!


But I canÆt let myself feel too empowered. Not when my enemy is right in front of me, with all the advantages. I perhaps managed to arm myself, but this is still far from over.

What to do now?

The dark-garbed manÆs devilish half-smile greets me as our eyes meet, and he clearly finds a measure of entertainment in my antics. His eyes narrowing with amusement, he flicks his wrists twice more. More slabs sail towards me, each promising to cause terrible pain and injury, should they hit.

Swing! Swing!

Blades meet stone once again. The projectile that meets with the knife in my left hand is smashed harmlessly away, but the knife in my right bends when it collides with the thrown hunk of concreteà

Damn. Another failed reinforcement.

No, not quite.

At least the knives havenÆt dissolved into dust due to an overinfusion of prana like what happens with most of my Reinforcements. But, success-to-an-extent or not, this is still bad. Very bad. Now I only have one weapon left to use as defense against the enforcer, and even with two my odds had been slim at best. Now they were virtually non-existence.

So as I grip the knife determinedly, I decide to make a last, desperate attack, gambling everything on one strike.

ôUnngh!ö

With chefÆs knife in hand, I lunge forward towards my enigmatic assailant and thrust my knife at his exposed throat, aiming for a fatal attack to end the threat before me.

As it turns out, that was a bad idea.

A very bad idea.

An idea so bad, I wondered why it had emerged from the recesses of my mind, but then, I was never good at planning.

Whump!

I am stopped in my tracks, as a slab of tile races for me, whistling as it slices through the air towards my face. I counter with the reinforced knife, the force of impact buckling my weapon, though not quite enough for it to become totally useless. And in my moment of distraction in blocking his attack, my attacker slams me in the chest with a palm thrust backed by a surge of telekinetic energy, the knife falling from my grip in shock as I am flung headlong into the air.

One second airborne.

Two seconds.

At three, he appears as a blur, moving with impossible speed to where my reunion with the ground is supposed to take place, and preventing it by means of a powerful roundhouse kick in my gut that sends me flying through the door of my shed.

My so-called ôworkshop.ö

Pained grunts and moans creak from my throat, and ignoring my bodyÆs vehement protests, I grab a large pipe from a pile of junk I used for making repairs, stumbling back over to the broken door, where I stagger, grasping the doorframe for support. A moment later, I straighten, stepping out into the night once again to deal with the man.

Why? Why do I continue this futility? Why do I keep defying him like this to the end, armed only with a pipe? Deep down, I know there is only one way that this can realistically end. Just as there was only one way my attempted escape from the fire could have realistically ended. Knowing the likelihood of survival is infinitesimal, knowing that at my current level of ability, I cannot hope to even scratch my enemy, why do I persist?

Because I choose to. I keep fighting, keep moving even when the end is all but certainàbecause Shirou Emiya is as stubborn as hell.

ôWhy?ö I force out, gripping the pipe tightly, ready to Reinforce on a whim. If I had done it moments before, I should be able to do it again. ôWhy are you doing this? Why me?ö

I donÆt expect a real answer, of course. But I have to get this off my chest, to try and find out, even if the knowledge was beyond me.

A chuckle. The man laughs derisively, amusedly, a horrible sound that sends shivers down my spine, a sound wrought of pure nightmare and malice.

ôSeeing someone like you struggle against me for the sake of their one and only meager life is like watching a deformed and deluded fledgling try to take flight from the safety of its nest, only to watch as itÆs neck breaks when it suddenly collides with the ground and the very life it desperately clung to is extinguished from that pathetically weak body as a result of it trying to achieve the impossible; itÆs entertaining,ö my assailant intones, his voice alone, terrifying in its soft arrogance.

Entertaining?

ôAs to business, howeveràö, he continues, stretching out his arm, as if offering to take my hand so he might pull me deeper into this web of confusion he has woven as expertly as any spider. ôYou are one of the few who been chosen to control this landÆs destiny. By the will of contingency and the proof of the stigma you will clearly bear, you will shape the flow of providenceàand impose your will upon the world. As to me? I am merely pushing you in the right direction, offering the incentive and drive needed for the final prerequisites to be accomplished.ö

ùTrace on.

With few words, this man has effortlessly put me into a cold sweat. But, despite the unnerving nature of his explanation, the impossible revelation that I who am barely a magus have somehow been chosen to alter this landÆs destiny, I temper myself, once again pumping magical energy into my weapon, the pipe I that I was holding. Following the flow, keeping track of itàand, stop! Cutting off the power, I feel ecstatic: to my amazement I have completed another Reinforcement. I just wish I could take more pride in what I just accomplishedà

But I have no time for such luxuries.

I let out a cry of desperation and fear in an attempt to empower myself. An attempt to pressure myself into doing what I was about to do. Something foolish and dire, but then what choice do I have?

Blindly rushing towards my opponent should distract him enough for me to get in one good blow. If I can score one more strike at some crucial area, I just might be able to turn this around.

I hope.

To answer my aforementioned question on alternate choices though, perhaps it would have been better not to do it in the first place and thus avoid the pain I am experiencing because of it.

ôSo, call it forth!ö the voice smugly orders, as fists shoot forward, wreaking havoc with my admittedly skewed decision.

I donÆt even get close enough to initiate my strike, the knowledge of failure seizing me with the force of an invisible hand, a psychic limbs that takes hold of me, callously hurling me back into the shed, this time directly through the window with enough force to shatter glass and send shards slicing deep into my flesh, carving cuts all over, digging into veins, arteries, and nerves.

Crunch!

I strike the wall opposite of the window with force that no one should have to live through, rattling the building itself as my bones break, ligaments pop, tendons tear, my body slides boneless to the ground below, one collection of useless parts onto another. The broken body of Shirou Emiya on broken appliances even he cannot fix û an interesting picture, but not one I really want to contemplate or appreciate the artful merit of at the moment.

For that is when I really started feeling the pain. Deep moans of pain creep from my throat, threatening to make me go hoarseàor they would, if I could make sounds at all. Not that that is the worst of my problems, since I suppose that dying pathetically and helplessly, without being able to save a single person, counts for more. Warm, sticky wetness oozes from punctures, lacerations, tears from all over my body, gently pouring from some of my numerous wounds, spurting violently out from others, a crimson film beginning to creep across the cold cement floor. My forehead feels as if it had been split open as well, and the lifeblood from there was stinging my flashburned eyes, nearly blinding me as it was.

Pain. So much pain all over. My entire body is but a collection of wounds whimpering in anguish, with some parts crying out for mercy, begging for it to stop, begging for anything to end this torture. My left hand, especially. It feel so hot, so white hot, that I canÆt stand it. It had started off as slight warmth but quickly escalates to a searing agony that shouldnÆt even be possible. Burned, burns, burning, make û make it stop!

Another flare up of pain jolts me to my knees when my own willpower could not. But I canÆt think about that, since IÆm too busy staring at the back of my hand, glowing with the intensity of a protostar, with overwhelming amount of prana being channeled through it.

Crashes, whirrs, distant roars...

Strange flashing runes begin encircling me and another area in the room, and the air seems to pulsate with a strange aura.

àa howlà

The energy grows thicker exponentially with every millisecond and seems to choke everything from the air.

Suddenly, a massive burst of mana explodes out from the runic circles and bathes the room in warm, prismatic light. It clearly heralds the arrival of something that would surely change my life forevermore, but how?

Have I somehow unwittingly opened up a gate to an alternate plane of reality and subject to the whims of its unspeakably horrifying tenants, who have not tasted mortal flesh for millennia? Will I slowly wither away to nothing due to exposure to this strange power? Will I simply be incinerated in an instant by the magical energy that had been released? Orà

ôSummoned, huh? I take it youÆre my Master, right?ö

Ohà.

Somehow, I had a feeling that life would never be the same ever, ever again.

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The wind is strong tonight. The clouds drift, and for a brief moment, the moon appears, its watery light shining into the shed and lighting up the one that had been called forth the ether.

In the moonlight, the figureÆs form is revealed - has an almost ethereal, other-worldly appearance, stepping gracefully from the swirl of magical energy where the circle had been. From a shimmer in reality, a wrinkle in time, the last thing in the world I would have expected emerges: a woman.

I'm speechless, not because of the sudden turn of events, but because I'm at a loss for words because of her overwhelming beauty.

Judging by her appearance, she canÆt be much older than I am, but she holds herself with an air of deadly elegance, like that of a drawn blade. Still, sheÆs not exuding murderous intentions of any sort, as she looks upon me with a gaze cold as the night itself.

Her clothing is simple, functional, designed to allow a full range of motion, making it ideal for combat. A light brown turtleneck, a sleeveless white jacket of sorts, a long red cape attached to her back on the left side, and a brown belt below her bust. Yet it has some flair as well: a long black sleeve over her left arm beginning from her bicep, knee-high leather boots and a brown mini-skirt, with some object sheathed in a loose case behind her waist.

The light pink hair draped over her shoulder glistens in the ethereal glow of the moon, framing her soft, heart-shaped face and complementing eyes as clear as the afternoon sky. ItÆs because of this presence that I can allow myself to feel at ease, in spite of my many wounds.

The fear of death disappears and only the girl fills my visionùit feels like time has stopped. For an instant I forget the situation, that the man outside could come and attack at any second, that some ridiculous outflow of power just took placeàeven that IÆm sitting in a pool of my own blood because my life is in mortal danger.

I donÆt know how long we simply looked at one another, but it canÆt have been more than a second or two before she abruptly breaks eye contact with me and quickly cast her gaze to the broken window I had been flung through prior to her materialization.

ôAn enemy,ö she utters, her figure straightening once again, gaze shifting to the spot where my enemy waited behind a solid stone wall, as if she can feel the dangerous presence outside without even seeing it via some sort of sixth sense. Then she looked back at me, frowning. ôBut, as you are hurt, you take higher priority for the moment, Master.ö

Reaching into a satchel clipped to her side, the pink-haired woman pulls out a bottle of some mystery fluid, cracks it open, and then proceeds to pour its glittering contents over my head.

ôHuh? W-whuh?ö I dumbly sputter out, not quite expecting to have liquid dumped on me while I was bleeding to death. I mean, given that she wasnÆt trying to kill me, I exactly complain about having an unknown substance poured all over me, but how could this help? Rubbing something into the wounds, or feeding me a potion, I could understand, butù

àand then whatever I was going to say dies in my throat, as the eerie fluid ebbs and flows over my skin, sealing cuts and dispelling bruisesàand with an odd sensation like something is wriggling under my skin, I can feel one of my bones realigning itself. ThisàI know this feeling, of magecraft working upon me, strange energies humming in my nerves. I can tell that IÆm not completely healed, but somehow, I feel a lot better than I did before. The pain is receding at least, and itÆs certainly preferable to dying of blood loss on the floor of my ôworkshopö.

The figure stands there for a moment, as if making sure that heràpotion, was working, and upon seeing that it was, turned and leaps wordlessly through the shattered windowpane of my shed with a vulpine grace like nothing IÆve ever seen before.

Why is she in such a hurry? WhatÆs she going to do? She said something about an enemy, soà

Wait! Is she going to go throw herself at that Magus AssociationÆs Enforcer!? That monster?! No way! ThatÆs too dangerous!

ôHey! Wait! What are you û ö

Now that I donÆt have to worry about the worst of my injuries, I easily dash through the broken door frame after her and enter the courtyard, only to freeze at the sight before me.

There she is, facing down that fearsome man, a white figure standing against a being seemingly wreathed in shadows. Tension oozes thickly into the air as the two warriors regard one another, and I can only watch helplessly, unable to move or say anything of any sort. The manÆs smirk, merely disconcerting before, now extends into an equally disturbing toothy grinùor what would pass for a grin if merely baring one's teeth made it so, reminding me that humans were the only species to bare their teeth as anything other than a threat. To be fair, his current expression doesn't appear outwardly demented, and might even look pleasant on a normal person, but thereÆs just something about this guy that doesnÆt sit well with me at all.

Not one bit.

And this girl is going to take him head-on in combat!? Is she serious?!

ôGood. Very good indeed, boy. You have done well,ö my adversary intones, chuckling menacingly as a wave of murderous intent more potent than before washed through the clearing, keeping me from movingùeven from breathing, as I felt as if all the warmth had been leeched from the world. ôExactly as I have foreseen.ö

With a blur of movement, the pink-haired girl swiftly sends an arm down to her waist where rests a loose hanging scabbard. In a smooth, fluid motion too rapid for the eye to properly perceive, she draws her weapon, ready to dash headlong into combat against the mysterious man û

Crakow! Crakowkowkow! Crakow!

û or apparently to just shoot him, not taking the risk of closing with such an intimidating enemy, with tracers of light blazing forth in darkness as silver bullets tear through the air, flechette rounds screaming for the man in blackù

ôHasten

ùonly to streak past him, with the dark-garbed assassin simply dodging the high caliber rounds, a blood-red aura surrounding his body as his form blurred into scattered afterimages flashing away from the flying ammunition.

Crakowkakow! Crakowkow!

One after another, shots ring out in a syncopated staccato from the girlÆs oddly-shaped rifle, racing for their elusive quarry each time, streaks of fire speeding out to shatter bones, sunder flesh, puncture organsùbut time after time, the crimson figure slips out of the path of the bullets, the burning tracers missing him by mere centimeters each time.

ItÆs not as if heÆs dodging the bullets on a literal level, but that his reflexes are now so alert that he can get out of the line of fire due to being able to judge where the fired projectiles will goà

Gunshots continue, faster, faster, faster still, beating out an arrhythmic toccata in the crimson air, each round aimed precisely at where the enemy would be, fired in time with his movements like keys pressed to the ticking of a demented metronome, but the foe evades each time, no matter how fast the bullets are fired, no matter how she tries to predict his position and path. Tens, no, dozens of rounds have been fired, and I can tell from the mysterious womanÆs expression that she was slightly annoyed, apparently deciding that this mode of attack wasnÆt working. Slender fingers press a hidden switch on her firearm, and she expertly flips the weapon in her hand, the gun that she was wielding opening up in some places and folding back upon itself in others, revealing û the gleaming edge of a sword.

The edge of a sword that looks for the world like flames that have by some miracle been frozen in time, the sharp, searing heat of an inferno transmuted into razor-edged steel.

My heart freezes for a brief moment, my breath taken away. W-what is-what is this, this strange familiar feeling?

Ba-dump!

Thatàsword.

Ba-dump!

That folding blade-in-gunààis the one that IÆve been seeing in my dreams for as long as I can remember. The structure, the feel, the essence of the gunblade is something I can instantly recognize. No, wait, as more details meet my eyes, I correct myself: itÆs not the exact sword from my dreams, but it is the same type of weapon û one very close in feel to it, if much more refined, more potent. The one in my mind is much simpler, a basic tool with a cutting edge. This oneàthis blade is on a completely different level.

Now armed for melee, the gunslinger dashes towards my erstwhile assailant with the speed of lightning itself, closing in on the man-in-black, sword like frozen flame swinging for his collarbone û aiming to separate his head from his shoulders.

But the shrill clang of metal on metal resonates through the backyard, instead of the quick, efficient swish-squelch of a blade tearing through flesh and bone. The supposed enforcer, who had been unarmed the entire time he was attacking me earlier, needing no weapon, had been forced to draw his own blade to prevent his untimely decapitation, parrying the oncoming weapon and using his longer reach to stab at his assailantÆs heart, butù

Clang!

ùthis, too, is blocked, the gunblade flashing as its wielder ducked the blow, sliding inside the swordsmanÆs circle of control to slash down atànothing, apparently, save the trailing edge of her opponentÆs blade, sparks flying for a moment as they tested each otherÆs skills.

ôWell well,ö he murmured dangerously, looking at the swordswoman appraisingly. ôIt seems youÆve forced me to use my sword. Perhaps you will prove to be a worthy opponent after all.ö

Blades uncross. The young woman and the black-wearing mercenary leap back from one another, only to lunge towards the other once more, blades crashing together as they thrust, parry, riposte, remise!

Cross.

Crash!

Retaliatory strike.

Clang!

Counter.

Ka-klang! Bam!

As they come together again and again, moving with the speed of the wind, the woman and her mortal foe appear for the entire world like a whirling dervish of death, swirling clothes and sharpened edges blurring into one another. Without letting up for a single millisecond, the continued sounds of crashing metal echo into the night, seeming not so much a duel between two humans, and more a confrontation between two forces of nature, each attempting to destroy the other utterly with attacks unbelievably swift, precise, dangerous, each one akin to a stroke of lightning as moonlight flashed from the dual weaponsÆ silvered edges.

Things are balanced between the two combatants - or so it seems for the moment, though the more I watch, the more something nags at me, something unsettling aboutà

æAh. ThatÆs it.Æ

àher opponent doesnÆt seem to be exerting much effort at all. After the first exploratory probe, he hasn't tried to land a single blow, restraining himself to merely blocking the pink-haired womanÆs. I just canÆt read what this guy is trying to do. Is he trying to wear her down, allowing her to exhaust herself through an admittedly considerable effort? Or worse û and this was not something I wanted to think aboutùmight he be holding back?

I shudder involuntarily at that thought. This enemy is scary enough as is. The last thing I need is some reveal that heÆs simply been testing her.

The woman withdraws from the immediate fight with the assassin once more, and the man follows suit. Standing opposite each other once more, she lifts up her left forearm which has now begun to glow with an internal power. Her thumb and index finger meet, and a thrumming violet aura encircles the woman with light, her cape trailing behind as she leaps nimbly around the property with redoubled velocity, firing off blasts of magic while performing feats of acrobatics that would put a seasoned circus performer to shame.

Nature interference spells, much like the man had used against me, cast in an instant, without even the need for words. Blazing into existence from her hands, the magic missiles screech towards the man, lancing towards him and utterly destroying the immediate area in a tangling tempest of flame, ice and lighting that seemed to writhe of its own accord, tearing apart the man where he stood.

No, thatÆs wrong.

It would have reduced the man to ash, but he had not been caught unprepared, having already moved to evade the attack, dashing through the estateÆs courtyard as he returns fire, hurling blasts of electricity and spears of crystalline ice towards the woman.

Eyes narrowing in response to this, she merely kicks into a run, with bolts of lightning arcing past her head and icicles bursting around her lithe body. As she moves, her gunblade begins to pulsate with energy, and a visibly swirling sheath of wind envelops it with a razorÆs edge of cutting air. Her fist clenches, and the purple aura billows around her lithe form once more. With a flipping, sliding leap propelling her lunge, she swiftly brings the gale-infused sword down upon her foe. The augmented blade û now seemingly even faster than before û carves a dangerous swath forward, with slices of air that shred the landscaping to mulch with each and every time it misses the opportunity to cleave through her opponentùan occurrence happening much too often for my liking or hers.

Slash!

She attacks time and time again, driving the enemy back, or so it seems asù

ôLancer! Get them!ö

Without warning and as sudden as the events leading up to this fight, a distinctively feminine commanding voice sounds throughout the night û alerting all to its presence.

Wait a second! Is thatà?

ôHyyyyyyy! û ö Another cry rips through the night and interrupts my thoughts instantly, evidence of battle-high and bloodlust evident in his voice.

A figure effortlessly leaps over the boundary wall of my backyard and sails through the night. At the vertex of his jumpÆs height I notice with a sense of wonder and horror that heÆs wielding a lengthy, double-pronged spear û and itÆs emanating a periodically pulsating red light, like an eerie heartbeat.

Crap. This canÆt be good.

ô û aaaaaaahh!ö

He sails through the air, his spear pointed towards the earth, as if he intends to pierce it with that violently pulsing lance of his, sailing like a living missile straight to his target û the killing ground where the swordswoman and the man in black are fighting!

ôHey!ö I shout out to the pink-haired girl, the first thing that IÆve said since this fight between the two began. ôGet out of there!ö

The two combatants had ceased their dance of blades the moment this newcomer showed up, their sight fixated on the appearance of this interloper. A nigh-imperceptible pause, then both moved at once, the man jumping aside, and the womanÆs head immediately flicks over to look at me after the very briefest of glances at the spear-wielder. In an instant she rushes to me at high speed, her form blurring into motion with her free arm outstretched as if sheÆs going toàclothesline me?

ôGet down!ö she yells before she swings her arm, painfully knocking the wind from me and sending me to the groundùright before throwing herself on top of me.

Despite the odd situation, I canÆt help but notice that she smells like the essence of roses.

I think there must be something wrong with me, since for some reason, in spite of the impending threat to my life, the awe-inspiring battle of earlier, and the violence done to me, some part of my mind is still able to focus enough on the fact that thereÆs a rather attractive woman on top of me to make such observations. I donÆt know why, though. I think we learned this in class once, though not one taught by Taiga, obviouslyùshe must have been out sick that day. I can only assume itÆs some sort of defense mechanism, a way the mind deals with the detrimental psychological effects that dangerous situations have on oneself.

Ah, but the rosesà

Damn it! NowÆs not the time to be getting an erec-

KABOOOOOOM!

An incredibly loud soundùalmost impossibly so. Intense light more blinding than the sun. Shockwaves in the air rustling our clothing and hair. The clattering sound of rubble being tossed violently against walls and trees and hurtling through air.

I think I might be deaf again.

Still, when the worst of it cleared, I lift my head up to hazard a look over her shoulder.

A pillar of smoke wafts from the crater, and the form of the new arrival can be seen within. His back is hunched over slightly, giving him a nearly feral appearance as he methodically walks from the impact point, clutching his blood red twin-pronged spear in his hands. He stabs downwards with his weapon and uses it to straighten himself up, lines of his body taut with anticipation as he does so.

Now that heÆs no longer obscured by the smoke or his posture, I can clearly make out his features.

He is clad in a form fitting suit of grey-white light armor with blue highlights on the arms and legs, and the number ô01ö is emblazoned on the part covering his collarbone. But that isnÆt what draws my attention. The first thing I notice, and what IÆm taken aback by, is his youth. His slight frame and face denotes him as being a young boy, no more than fourteen of fifteen. Younger than me, though his steel-blue eyes betray a weariness and a knowledge of things unbefitting of someone as young as he isàat least if he is as young as he appears, which IÆm beginning to believe otherwise.

I donÆt know just who he is, of what he is, but I do know what heÆs not: human. ThereÆs no way he could possibly be human...no way any of these people canÆt be. Not when they can cause this much collateral damage from just having a magecraft-enhanced sword fight. Not when a young teenage boy is capable of blowing a meters-deep crater in my backyard just by stabbing the ground with a spear.

Justàjust what the hell have I gotten into?

The initial shock of having a human missile blast a hole in the ground passes, and that monster of a man leaps from the spot to which he had retreated to avoid impact to the roof of my home once more. As he alights upon it he holds out his hand as if heÆs making an offer to some unseen benefactor, and a sickly black and purple miasma swirls around and gathers in his palm û forming into a seething ball of darkness and hatred, like all the evils of the world coalesced in one shapeless form.

ôHow impolite of you to interrupt a pleasant spar,ö the inhuman assailant whispers with all too apparent cruelty, voice pitched just high enough to carry through the night. "Now then, boy, be a good child and dieàö

ôInvictus Nocturnumàö

He mercilessly utters these words û this phrase backed with a terrifying power that his previous castings lacked, a malevolent force of will that reeked of the intent to crush all beneath his fist. Everything from before paled in comparison: the spells he had cast, the psychic attacks he had launched, the blows he had delivered. He had truly been toying with us after all, not seriously attempting to kill until now, using us for his entertainment.

ôàDusk Flare.ö

With the invocation complete, the creeping ball of evil and absolute darkness burst violently into a plethora of smaller balls of energy, melon-sized orbs which streak away from the origin, darting around like a swarm of furious hornets whose rage is directed at the youthful spearman that had so rudely interrupted his nightÆs diversion. The spheres space themselves apart evenly as they come to a jarring halt around the boy and leave no chance for possible escape, the pitch-black orbs elongating into deadly looking needlelike shafts, angling towards him threateningly, simultaneously, hanging in the air...

And then all hell breaks loose.

The horde of dark javelins plunges forward all at once, blitzing its target at impossible speeds, with clear intentions of evisceration, impalementàand worse. To skewer him like a pincushion. To consume his flesh with their black miasma. To mutilate his body and û

ôAT FIELD!ö

û halt in place, struggling and whining in protest as the shafts futilely press against the protective boundary of red-orange hexagons that suddenly materialized around the lancer, finding their passage blocked. No matter how much they writhed, how much they distorted the air around them, how much will compelled them onward, they cannot penetrate the defensive barrier.

And they never would, for even I could tell that that shield could never be pierced by such a thing û as it shone with the power of the soul itself, meaning that anything with the capacity to rip through such a capable defense is truly, truly dangerous.

To their credit, the spears continue their fierce assault, expanding and swelling so much with vast amounts of prana that each shaft loses its individuality, and the swarm of lances now looks like a seething thunderhead teeming with shadowy specters that has engulfed its prey. The nightmarish cloud billows, pulsates, and glows ominously with internal poweràand all of that potential energy needed to go somewhere.

Without warning, the swirl of pitch-blackness erupts violently, expelling its shadow into the void of the night with a rushing wind and a loud burst. The sudden rush of miasma briefly but violently assaults my senses and I reflexively retch. ItÆs only because I forcibly suppress my gag reflex that I donÆt end up spewing everything out over myself and the woman on top of me, though she rolls off me and recovers to her feet with ease, taking a guard position in case the enemy would turn his attention to her next.

Noting her actions, I quickly calm myself and wipe away the tears brought upon by my near-vomiting, grunting as I rose to my feet, assessing the situation. I glance about, expecting to see the mangled corpse of the lancer û or worse, nothing at all, save a sphere of non-existence where he had been. But to my astonishment, heÆs still there. Still standing. Still living. Which meansàthe enemyÆs attack was a failure. That dangerous boy with the crimson spear is a little more worn than he was before, but is undoubtedly unharmed, undoubtedlyàangry.

Even with his slightly disheveled appearance, the youth is still quite capable of giving a very murderous glare to his, no, to our attacker. Aiming that lance of his at him in a very threatening way, it is a look that does not threaten, does not promise, but guarantees certain death at any cost û and it is directed right at that man in black.

In the face of this, the mysterious attacker just laughs ominously in response.

ôHmm. Well now, it looks like tonight has been even more productive than I had originally anticipated,ö he notes calmly, as if all this has played out according to his plan. ôI have done my part. With the summoning of the final player, these games can now truly begin. Perhaps IÆll see you all again. Perhaps IÆll instead find your broken bodies bled out in a ditch somewhere. Or perhaps IÆll be the one that burns your flesh to a crisp and flays the skin from your bones.ö

The boy only growls defiantly in response, every muscle in his body tensing to throwà

àbut the enemy ignores him as inconsequential, instead looking at me with incredibly cold eyes, the raw darkness in that gaze almost enough to make me shrink back, intimidated.

ôBe warned, new Master. This day will mark the end of this care-free, boring lifestyle that you have been living, and signify the beginning of this story of yours,ö he intoned as if passing judgment over me, before nodding to the lance-wielding boy and the swordswoman. ôI bid you all farewell. Third Child. Dog of war.ö

With that, the mysterious man leaps away from the scene of the battle with impossible speed and, and leaves the ruined pseudo-warzone that was once the Emiya householdÆs backyard.
 
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I can only watch in stunned silence at this turn of events as our attacker disappears into the moonlit night, as quickly and unannounced as he had appeared. Shaking my head, I try to make sense of the situation.

My eyes scan the yard. To say that it looks very worse for wear is a severe understatement. The once lush yard is pockmarked with craters, covered in burns and deep scars-like gnashes, with what little surviving intact carpeted with a hodgepodge of debris.

Tense movements out of the corner of my eye draw my attention. That boy with the lance hasnÆt moved from his spot, but he has changed position and is now pointing his spear towards the woman by my side. Still, he doesnÆt seem outwardly malevolent, nor has he shown any intentions of killing her (aside from the human missile incident); heÆs just defensively aiming his lance towards her, as if to prepare himself for anything that the young woman might try.

I look to my left at the rosy-haired woman that I had somehowàsummoned, apparently, to find that her blade is likewise drawn and prepared for any actions that the boy with the red spear might try, but she is also not moving to strike him down either. It is an unspoken truce, a stalemate that has been reached without any prior fighting. As if the both of them are waiting for some order to engage the other.

I rub away at the phantom pains wracking my body, echoing reminders from all of the wounds that I had received only a short while ago. Wounds once very painful and quite possibly fatal if left unchecked. Wounds that were once there, but now gone. Gone because of her and that healing potion of hersà

Entire families murdered in their own homes. Cryptic, threatening messages given to me by strange young visitors. A dangerous man with a sword that he barely uses, and a capacity for high-level magic beyond anything I know of attacked me for still-unknown reasons. The strange summoning of a young woman who healed me from certain death and defended me at all costs with her impressive fighting strengthùmatching the level of my assailant. The sudden arrival of the boy with the blood-red lance, prompting the retreat of that frightening man in black. All of thisàitÆs all just too much to take in.

ôTake it easy, Lancer. ThatÆs enough.ö That female, strangely familiar voice that I heard before calls out.

ôAlright then, Master.ö The one called ôLancerö answers as he relaxed his stance. Seeing that the spear-wielder poses no threat at the moment, the woman next to me lowers her blade to her side but does not yet put it away. In her eyes, the threat has only diminished and still exists, with the fragile peace depends on the whims of the ôMasterö of this ôLancerö.

A lithe figure with a distinctively feminine form leaps to the ground from atop the yardÆs boundary wall and walks towards the boy in a very controlled manner, as if holding back a trace of dissatisfaction.

ôIÆm sorry Master, he got away,ö the spear-wielder politely and preemptively apologizes. ôI did as you ordered, though.ö

The ômasterö only sighs, shaking her head.

ôLancer, what have I said about needless apologies? Besides, you did follow through, and thatÆs what really matters. I certainly canÆt fault you for following orders.ö She slightly criticizes the boy, but then calmly accepts what he had just done. That boy who had enough power to blow a part of my yard into oblivion and successfully defend against that hellishly powerful spell, and here she is effortlessly going from finding fault with his actions to coolly praising him for doing what she told him to do.

SheÆs familiar. Very familiar. Why is she so û ?

û oh.

àand now I know that things are going to get even complicated than they already are.

Now that I can see her clearly, I can tell exactly why I thought the void sounded so familiar.

ôT-T-Tohsaka?! Is that you?ö I sputter in disbelief, unable to believe my eyes.

Without a doubt itÆs her. ThereÆs no way it could be anyone else. That same dark hair, those same ribbons, those same aquamarine eyesàthis is definitely Rin Tohsaka. SheÆs quite a popular girl at school, and for good reason, too. SheÆs intelligent, has a good disposition, and is veryàumàpretty, to say the least. All in all, sheÆs the ideal student, an idol to be worshipped by her classmates, someone to be admiredàso why does she seem so different?

ôOh! Hi Emiya-kun,ö Tohsaka replies, acknowledging me at last, raising a cool eyebrow. ôIÆm glad to see that youÆre still alive. I almost thought that we didnÆt make it in time.ö Her expression is that of mingled reliefàand something I donÆt recognize.

ôUmmàö I have so many questions that I just need to ask, but I honestly donÆt have an idea of where to begin or what needs to be said...

ôI had a feeling you were a magus, but I never thought that youÆd be able to summon forth a Servant of your own.ö She seems to be making small talk with me, not that I quite understand whatÆs going on at the moment.

àI guess thatÆs why they all come pouring out at once like a torrent of water from crack in a damÆs holding wall, a flood as the containment breaks at last.

ôWhat are you doing here, Tohsaka? Who is this kid? Who was that guy? Why did he try to kill me? Why û ö

ôUh Emiya-kun?ö Tohsaka cut me off, lips twisting in displeasure at my deluge of questions, raising a hand with pointer finger extended. ôOne at a time.ö

Thank God for Tohsaka stopping me from going off on a tangent, otherwise I just might lose myself.

ôOh, Okay thenàö I take a moment to breath and contemplate what I should say next. After all, I donÆt want to act like a moron in front of Tohsaka, itÆd be the worst. But for some reason, I have a nagging feeling that the way I act around her isnÆt really going to matter too much in what is to come, if IÆm as deep in this as she seems to be û because she clearly knows something about what the hell is going on here, and I intend to find out more.

ôTell me, Tohsakaàö I gather my thoughts once more. ôWhy, why are you here?ö

ôServants. Lancer and I picked up on a very large disturbance in this area, which denotes a battle between Servants, so we went to investigate. Itàit just happened to be at your place.ö This is all very confidently said, but that last part is oddlyànervous sounding? But whatÆs all this about ôServantsö? Is this ôLancerö kid one of them?

ôSo, umm, whoÆs this guy thatÆs with you then, Tohsaka?ö I ask, gesturing towards the boy gripping the lance who is apparently working with Tohsaka in all this.

ôOh? Him? HeÆs my Servant.ö ThereÆs that term againà ôHeÆs Lancer.ö

ôLancer?ö That isnÆt a name. A title or a callsign, maybe? ôIs that because of that spear of his û wait, whereÆd his spear go?ö

ôHe shoved it back into his body.ö She answers as if what I had just asked was a simple question with a really obvious answer. "Most Servants can call their weapons at will. At least, mine can.ö

Wait. What?

ôUh, another thing, Tohsaka?ö That ônameö thing is driving me crazy. ôWhy do you keep calling him æLancerÆ? DoesnÆt he have a real name?ö

Tohsaka seems to be getting as confused as I am about this whole situation, which doesnÆt sit well with me. After mulling it over for a little and looking somewhat flustered, she decides to answer me. ôBecause thatÆs what he is. He wields a lance, so heÆs æLancerÆ. He does have a real name, but IÆm not supposed to call him by it. Not that anyone would know who he is. Of course, if he keeps on using his Noble Phantasms willy-nilly like that, then every Servant and their mother will know who he is.ö Tohsaka grumbles this last bit.

ôIÆm sorry, Master, but if I didnÆt use my Absolute Terror Field, then I wouldÆve died!ö Lancer protests, a little fire rising into an up to now mechanical seeming boy, ôThen I û IÆd be useless to you if that happenedàö

ôGood. At least you know how to defend yourself.ö TohsakaÆs expression goes from pouty grouchiness to mere disgruntlement. ôBut would it kill you to, you know, kill your opponents when you use your Noble Phantasms? I mean, I donÆt know anything about Shinji Ikari, your identity, so it doesnÆt matter to me, but the other Servants just might be able to figure out who you are if you go about it this way. That man called you by what I can only assume is a title you had, probably because he discerned your identity from that shield of yours. So it is also highly likely that LuviaÆs Servant figured out who you are as well û and that is not the kind of advantage we want any of our foes to have.ö

ôMasteràö he meekly replies with his head down.

ôAll IÆm saying is, Lancer, is that you need to fight smarter and not just rush right into things. That way you can use your Noble Phantasms when you know youÆll win. Okay?ö Calm words of wisdom, certainly. But I still wouldnÆt want to get lectured by her.

ôàyou kind of called me by name. Right in her presence.ö Lancer gestures to the woman besides me.

ôOh! Damn itàö Embarrassment changes to self-disgust. ôGeez, how many more times will I mess up tonight?...ö Tohsaka groans to herself as she palms her face.

ôTohsaka? Can I ask you something else?ö I broke in before another conversation started up that I had no clue about.

ôWhat is it, Emiya?ö her grouchy and exasperated response is muffled by her hand.

Boy, she is really acting different from the Tohsaka that I know. Or rather, the Tohsaka thought I knew. Is this how the real Rin Tohsaka acts when sheÆs not under the watchful scrutiny of everyone at school? Is the idol just a front?

ôYou keep on going on about them, so tell meàwhat are Servants?ö I manage to get out. Admittedly, itÆs probably a stupid question to someone who seems to expect me to know all this already butà

ôArrghàhe really doesnÆt have a clue whatÆs going on?ö Tohsaka groans under her breath, hand moving up to rub her temples as if a bad headache was coming on. ôOh wow, I should have seen this comingàso why am I soàguhhhàö

She quickly composes herself, shakes away the exasperation, and confronts me. ôAre you really telling me that you have no idea what is going on? You really donÆt have a clue?ö

ôIÆmàafraid not?ö I answer in a bewildered manner, unsure of what she wants to hear.

ôI canÆt just let you into the war like this, without even knowing what youÆre even doingàokay then. ThatÆs it. Emiya, please invite us inside. We have a lot of to talk about, and I just donÆt feel right about you not being up to speed, okay?ö

ôUhhhàwell, what choice do I have? I guess IÆll let you in.ö

ôThank you Emiya. Lancer will make the tea; itÆs something heÆs actually rather good at.ö

Wait, this guy can make tea too? Was a ôServantö really just a general servant who happened to be exceptional at magecraft then?

ôBut I think I really have to ask, Emiya.ö Tohsaka starts once again. ôAre you really a Master?ö

ôUh, how would I know?ö

ôYou summoned her, didnÆt you? ThatÆs the only reason why she would be here. That means sheÆs your Servant.ö

Did I summon her? I think I must have. After all, itÆs the only explanation that makes sense. But what is a Servant, really? Some sort of familiar, maybe?

ôIs there a way of knowing for sure?ö Wow, that must sound like a stupid question. But I really do need to know.

ôLook for the Command Seals.ö Tohsaka tells me. ôIf you are a Master, theyÆre these marks that appear on your body if you really are one and managed to summon a Servant. The hands and forearms are the best places to start looking.ö

Glancing down at my hand like she tells me, I immediately find what I assume to be the ôCommand Sealsö she was talking about. Right on the back of my left-hand, right where it was profusely bleeding after my near-accident this morning with the ambulance IÆm greeted with the sight of some very strange markings. The blood-red marks resemble an overlapping mass of geometric lines ending in arrow-points. Despite their mazelike structure, I can clearly make out where the stigmata separates into three different sections.

ôYeah, there are markings here all right. I guess I really am a æMasterÆ then, huh?ö

ôRight. I thought as much. By the way, do you know what class your Servant is?ö There it is again, that name. I suppose IÆll be finding out its meaning soon enough, so I shouldnÆt be worried.

ôNo.ö Tohsaka cringes at my answer, so I guess IÆm already off to a bad start. ôHow do I find out?ö

ôGuhhàö She huffs. ôYou could try asking her. ThatÆd be a start.ö

That simple, eh? Well, that wonÆt be a problem.

ôOh. Okay then.ö I turn to the pink-haired woman at my side, and I take note that she has now put her weapon away. Either she went about that quickly or itÆs just been too long since it happened that I just didnÆt notice her do so. ôExcuse me, miss?ö

ôYes Master?ö she asks, probing me with those sky-blue eyes of hers.

ôWhat, uh, what class are you?ö Not exactly a normal question one would ask an attractive young woman, but then again, this isnÆt exactly a normal situation.

ôIÆm a Saber-class Servant, Master.ö She answers. Did Tohsaka just cringe again? Is this going to be a problem? ôWeÆll be working together as long as possible, so we should go inside now so that way we can bring you up to speed.ö

ôOh right, yeah. Tohsaka was going to tell me everything, right.ö I remember. ôLetÆs go inside now. I have a feeling thisÆll take a while.ö

So we all leave the ruined yard and walk into my house. Such a strange group we must be. Me, Tohsaka the ôschool idolö by day and somehow completely different when not around others, a dangerous spearman younger than any of us, and a professional-seeming woman who wields a very exotic swordlike weapon. I donÆt know whatÆs going on, or even why any of this is happening to me. But what I can say is this: if I was meant to be a part of this, then this has to be fate.

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Winter descends upon the hallowed land, riding along the winds of war.The country is strange and unfamiliar to her, but she is not worried.

She knows why she is here.

She was told she had to fight. That to attain glory and claim what rightfully belongs to her family is the only way. That it all rests on her shoulders.

She knows what she was sent here for, but only she knows what SHE is here.

And she has the right tool to go through with what needs to be done.

HE is strong. One of the strongest there. No, he is the strongest, and she will make sure of it.

Maintaining something like him would be an incredible, nearly fatal burden for any normal magus, but not her. Because she is the ideal Master, and he her ideal Servant, even if he isn't quite what the family was expecting to call to arms from the catalyst they used.

As long as she keeps his sanity beyond his reach, they will be unstoppable.

He will maim and destroy, mangle and crush, rip and slice anyone she tells him to. He will stain the cold frost-encrusted streets of the foreign city red, he will break the sky, he will spill blood and sunder skulls from fragile necks, he will even eclipse the night and eat the very world and throw it into chaos as a grisly offering to all false gods of the Earthàall because she tells him to.

And he will NEVER betray her. Never allow anyone to hurt her. Never abandon or replace her.

The daughter of winter cannot care less about the other chosen ones and their champions that they have called forth to answer War's call. As long as she finds her target and treats him in kind the way he had unintentionally treated her, she will be satisfied.

àthat's what she tells herself, anyway.

She walks down the eerily empty street with her silent guardian close at hand, humming a cheery little song to herself. The clouds have cleared nicely and are allowing a glistening moon to bathe its nocturnal light upon the sleeping city, the host-site of the holy land and its prize that this war is being fought for.

What a perfect night for killing.



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The first of many Character Sheets...

-[Servant Lancer]-

Original Name: Shinji Ikari
Designation: Heroic Spirit
Master: Rin Tohsaka
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion (1995)

Parameters:

Strength: B
Agility: A
Endurance: C
Prana: A
Luck: D
Noble Phantasm: A
Alignment: True Neutral

Skills:

Magic Resistance, Rank C: Cancel spells with a chant below two verses. Cannot defend against Magecraft on the level of High-Thaumaturgy and Greater Rituals.

Mad Enhancement, Rank B(A): Optional ability to trade consciousness and intelligence for an attribute increase. If activated under Shinji's own power, his Mad Enhancement is ranked A and supported by his link to the rest of humanity

Librarian of Stored Knowledge, Rank C: Memory processing distributed among many different personalities. At this rank, with a successful Luck check, it is possible for Shinji to clearly recall knowledge from the memory of one of the souls within him, even if the information perceived in the past was not consciously acknowledged at the time.

Rebellious Fate, Rank B: Cancels charisma and leadership abilities.

Divinity (False), Rank B-: A measure of divinity that one has obtained. Lancer does not possess a true divine ancestry, but had obtained something comparable by becoming the "Father" of humanity due to instigating a cataclysmic event in his own timeline that altered the state of humanity. Lancer's rank as a pseudo divine spirit has been decreased because of his decision to reject the world he had brought forth.

Disengage, Rank C: The ability to break away from combat. At this rank, Disengage has the bonus effect of returning battle conditions to what they were at the beginning of the match before Shinji retreated.

Mental Pollution, Rank B: Due to possessing a distorted mentality and a warped perception, it is highly possible for Lancer to shut out any mental interference Thaumaturgy. However, at the same time it becomes difficult, at best, for Lancer to come to an understanding with individuals that do not possess an equivalent rank of mental pollution.

Noble Phantasms:

Absolute Terror Field (support), Rank B+: The Light of the Soul upon which none may intrude, the AT field is a supreme defense, an outward manifestation of the spiritual wall that separates one's identity from other egos and external reality. Can be shaped into an offensive weapon at need, and capable of being used at a distance. If the field gets pierced, it becomes unusable until Lancer is able to restore it back to a controllable state

Lancea Longini (anti-unit) Rank A++: Lancea Longini. The Lance of Longinus. The Spear of Destiny. A divine weapon that renders all magical defenses useless before it. The spear will pierce directly through any projection made of prana (such as summoned armor), render useless any weapon that is magically enhanced, and disable any item that acts as a prana source, severing its connections to its recipients. The nullification only lasts while the Spear of Destiny is in contact with the object, so they function as normal after the spear is lifted away. It can be considered an "anti-Noble Phantasm" that can be defended against only by physical means. The Lancea Longini also possesses refraction of immortality, a divine skill that nullifies any methods of healing other than biological regeneration in accordance to the natural laws. The effect cannot be dispelled, and canceling the curse requires the destruction of the spear or the death of its owner.

Evangelion Unit-01 (anti-fortress), Rank A+(++):A powerful biomechanical construct, EVA-01 is Shinji Ikari's greatest Noble Phantasm, created from the flesh of the mother of humanity as a weapon for the fight against the Angels. Powered by an S2 engine, giving it a nearly unlimited power source, it possess several powerful capabilities that make it deadly in combat: an independent AT field, advanced regenerative abilities that can recover even from seemingly fatal damage (when in berserker mode), energy wings enabling flight, granting the pilot Eye of the Mind (Fake) Rank B, and a specialized berserker mode that grants the equivalent of two rankups to the EVA's damage (Hence the A+++). Also wields an oversized version of the Lancea Longini, with properties intact
 

nairit

Well-Known Member
#16
Oi, thats mean.

Well, to each his own. I like this still. And it is really well-written.
 

grant

Well-Known Member
#17
The first two Servants were fairly obvious but the next two...is the nutjob from FFVIII?

On another note I really don't know how you're going to manage finding a way for Shinji to not totally dominate the War.
 
#18
No, the nutjob is not from FF VIII. As for Shinji and domination of the war or lack thereof...just stay tuned. The rest of the Servants have not been revealed yet, nor all of their abilities.

Besides, its a war...anything can happen. :mmm:
 
#19
Watashiwa said:
Oh good grief he summoned Lightning.

There goes my interest in the story. Good job with the technical details, not to mention the length, but... <_<
I'll likely keep reading, at least the next chapter, but yeah... that's kinda... not what I was hoping for.
 

lask

Well-Known Member
#20
I don't know - she's suposed to be a sort of broken Cloud. I haven't yet gotten around to playing FF XIII (because I haven't yet gotten around to updating my game system... :() but I'm enjoying the series so far.
 
#21
Eh, never played FFXIII, so don't know too much about Lightning. I'm just wondering who the other guy is though.

And I'm hoping that Berserker is Luca Blight >.>
 

lask

Well-Known Member
#22
A Curious Stranger said:
Eh, never played FFXIII, so don't know too much about Lightning. I'm just wondering who the other guy is though.

And I'm hoping that Berserker is Luca Blight >.>
Well, I don't think he's FF. He used a fire spell call 'burn,' where the basic FF fire spell is... 'fire."
 

grant

Well-Known Member
#23
lask said:
I don't know - she's suposed to be a sort of broken Cloud. I haven't yet gotten around to playing FF XIII (because I haven't yet gotten around to updating my game system... :() but I'm enjoying the series so far.
A broken Cloud? How exactly do you get more broken than Cloud?
 

lask

Well-Known Member
#24
It's evidently what the story writer discribed Lightning as. As I said, I haven't yet play the game.
 

Cyn

Active Member
#25
Okay let's see if I've guessed it right. Luvia's "lancer" is Haseo from .hack G.U. The mysterious servant I'm not too sure of but since he's dressed in black and has a long curved sword and cast bolt I'm going to guess Sephiroth. Obviously Shiro summoned Lightning from FFXIII, and you've already confirmed Shinji. I'll also guess that Haseo is really either assassin or archer and the other is either assassin or caster. so how accurate am I?
 
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